Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Do you ever wonder why we wonder? Do you ever wonder how long things will last?
School yesterday wasn't as great as I had hopped it would be.I left for school unable to find my calculator or my house key. the day was off to a bad start. Classes were fine. It was the people that pissed me off. My friend were being mean to my one friend's ex. and well I felt horrible. I didn't stop the rude comments when I should have. I swear that if they do it today I will.
I'm sitting here watching Pinky and the Brain. I adore this show, and I was schocked to see that it was on, seeing as it hasn't aired here in years. Although I adore this show-my heart full od joy, I can't help but be depressed about it. I mean this goes to show how old I've become. How much I've grown up. I know I'm only 15 but still. I only have 2 years of high school left, and then I'm out on my own. Out to see what the world has in store for me. I don't want to grow up. I want to rebel against time. That is why I hate clock and watches. It's my personal rebelion.
It's been a little over 8 months now. ( it was 8 months on the first. ) and well, it's been the best 8 months ever. I wish that I could say that I 100% love him, but the thing is, I don't know what love is. From what I have grown up around, it is nothing but fighting. I've never fought with him, and that worries me. I'm not sure why though.
I will find my calculator. Have a good one.