Thursday, August 30, 2007
I hasnít Ö I just said I hasnít O.O HODEAR, where has my grammar gone? Anyways.
So Iím talking to my friend mark right now. He is the most Infinite and Evaluate boy I know (besides Michael xD) and well, talking to him always make me wonder. Can a person be empty with happiness? I mean is that really possible? If it is it has to have another name besides being ďempty with happinessĒ. And I wonder what that is. He always puts on this faÁade. And even though I am talking to him on MSN, I can still tell that itís a faÁade. Because it doesnít take long for him to break down and open up. And that is what I love about him. Heís okay with letting other people in. Letting other people help. And it really doesnít matter that Iím just a self-help booth to him, because the way we talk makes it seem like he genuinely wants to know what I have to say. Maybe he does. I donít know. Anyways, I wish that everyone could have a friend like Mark. Because they help you through so much.
So Iíve also found my self wondering what in the world is the opposite of feeling infinite. Is it being empty with happiness? Ö I guess none of you know what Iím talking about. Infinite is Ö itís a hard thing to explain. Itís just Ö have you ever had one of those moments where you want time to stop right then and there, and you feel so amazing that words will never match up to the actual feeling, or you just feel like youíre actually alive and living for the moment. That is guess is Infinite. Itís different for every person.
But Iím rambling. Iíll leave you along. Have a good one.