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Sunday, October 9, 2005


I got dumped
haha... i got dumped... well atleast it wasnt a horrible break up right?? haha yah... hmm.... oh well were still friends and all... i wasnt sad.. i was just sort of shocked.. and then like 5 minutes after we were all the same.. i basically told him that going out or not were entirely the same people.... we just dont have the label.

last night for some reason i felt really depressed.. and cried... i thought maybe it was cause the whole break up or maybe it was the feeling of loneliness creeping back into my life.... but then i thought... i dont feel lonely... i just feel ignored.. hmm... but now im all better.... i just needed to cry.... i dont know if anyone else is like this but when you cry you can feel so much better afterwards? im like that.... i think its cause im sooo like nice and happy and once all that positive energy is like used up i have all this negative energy built up.... hmm i dunno...

\in other news... (hehe i feel like a news person saying that) crystal is back up north.. umm yah.. her sister is having a halloween party and they want me to come up for it.. the only thing is that my mom wont let me miss my class on saturday... shitty....

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