myOtaku.com: Roaring Flame Cat
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Like nails on a chalkboard...
I just got back from a school play and MAN WAZ IT BORING!!!!!!!! I mean it's a "school play" and here I am sitting there listening to pple swear and cuss and beat eachoter up... and then there were like 2 kiss scenes that were like O_O W...t...f... I mean az soon az intermission came around I jetted outta there like a bat outta Heck.
I went to my locker and talked to my friend Josh, and I showed him all of my pictures because he saw me drawing to calm myself down... I mean when I'm forced to watch something like a play I clearly DON'T have any interest in... I get really really ansy... and I mean I get so ansy I can't calm down unless I do something like run around in a circle screaming... well I did that... and then I needed to find something to do because there waz no WAY I waz gonna go back in there...
Ah so anyway I drew for like 15 mins and then the play waz over and everyone waz like WHERE DID YOU GO??? O_o And I just rambeled on and on about how if I wanted to see that play I would've just watched 500 soap episodes... and by that time I would've ripped my brains out... -_-
Well my mom waz kinda mad for a moment or two... but not anymore... Though I keep beating myself up... I keep thinking everyone's mad at me and they all want me dead... ;_; No matter what I do I'm always gonna be hated by someone for something I do... I can't help it that I can't sit still for very long without wanting to scream and run in a circle...
T_T Even though my friendz say they aren't mad at me I just have this gut feeling they are...
Thiz week haz just been real horrible, and I just wanna curl up in a ball and die... T_T
*cries in a corner*