Monday, September 26, 2005

   OH HOW I MISSED YOU PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!
I've been away for so long... Ugh... TIZ INSANITY!!!!! O_o Truly crazy my life haz been... -_- I mean school iz ultimatly ruining it... *Well homework wise and me being completly and utterly lazy lol XD* OH! My nephew gave me this little book of poems and I found one that really describes how I'm feeling right now *ahem* here goes!

Homework, I love you. I think that you're great.
It's wonderful fun when you keep me up late.
I think it's the best when I'm totally stressed,
preparing and cramming all night for a test.

Homework, I love you. What more can I say?
I love to do hundreds of problems each day.
You boggle my mind and you make me go blind,
but I'm still ecstatic that you were assigned.

Homework, I love you. I tell you it's true.
There's nothing more fun or exciting to do.
You're never a chore, for it's you I adore.
I wish that our teacher would had you out more.

Homework, I love you. Youthrill me inside.
I'm filled with emotions. I'm fit to be tied.
I cannot complain when you frazzle my brain.
Of course, that's probably beacause I'm completly insane...
~Kenn Nesbitt

Tis so true... *nods* And for some odd reson I have not been able to spell all this week *especially on the comp* -_- IZ SCHOOL OVER!?!?!?!??!11111

Well I guess it isn't all bad... Koromoro's brother haz finally come into thiz world *Thanks to my German class... Due to Rokoko's name is like some city in Germany... or something... I wasn't paying attention... O_o* and they both have last namez now!!! XD *Thankz ta Shadow Alchemist for letting me look in her japanese dictionary! XD* Their last names are the slurred together words of animal and human in Japanese... now I did think of slurring together the words for human and panther... but it didn't sound good to me no matter how I slurred it so Dobugen stayz... XD

Koromoro: It's nice to finally have a last name! ^_^

RFC: Indeed... now I have to find something for Blaze and Keith...

Keith: Take you're time... I'm in no rush.

Blaze: The only reason WE don't have last names is becuase you're a lazy-good-for-nothing...

RFC: That iz true... but tis not RFC's fault entirly...

Blaze: You just keep telling yourself that... *glares*

RFC: Will do! XD

Koromoro: Hey! Where's-

*A motercycle flys overhead*

Blaze: Who-ho-ho COOL!!!

Koromoro: Nevermind....

*The bike lands and the driver gets off*

Rokoko: Yo...

RFC: Ah Rokoko! Nice ta see ya! XD

*Rokoko nods*

RFC: Oh lemme inroduce you to Blaze and Keith!

Keith: Hiya! ^_^ I'm Blaze's guardian!

Blaze: More like a pain in my neck...

Keith: He always says that... XD He never means it though...

Blaze: Ya sure... *snorts*

Rokoko: Quite and odd relationship...

RFC: Tis a long story... ()

Koromoro: So where were you hiding?

Rokoko: Where I alwas do to escape...

RFC: AND ONLY I THE GREAT CREATOR KNOWS WHERE!!! MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!! *thunderclap*

*everyone looks at RFC funny*

RFC: ... () Gomen to all... Homework iz KEELING poor RFC and making her grammar bad... -_-

Everyone: *nods*

Ah... But alas aside from that I'm hiding out on meh dad's SN because of this guy who keeps wanting to dump all his problems on RFC... -_- I mean he says to me that in 2 years he's gonna get himself killed on the battle feiled after he joins the army reserves... and he tells me he's a very lonely soul and all this stuff... and for the past 3 days I've been trying to recover from the very painful and old wounds that resurfaced, because of this guy... -_-

RFC iz too caring for her own good... but the thing that get's me so mad is that he found my e-mail by doing a google search on the word "Flame" and her found meh O and whadda know? There be meh e-mail... I SWEAR!!! IF I GET ONE MORE FRIGGIN' SUICIDAL PERSON E-MAILING ME I'M GONNA FRIKKEN' KILL SOME CUTE FLUFFY THING!!!!! I FRIKKIN' MEAN IT!!!! HE'S LIKE THE FRIKKEN' THIRD ONE!!! GOD D*MMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm thinking of taking my e-mail outta all of my accounts I mean if these FREAKS think they can just e-mail me and DUMP all their problems onto me, THEY GOTTA 'NOTHER THING COMMIN!!!!!!

I mean it waz only a few night's ago that he IM's me and says "I'm gonna stop using you Yuffie..." And I'm all like WTF!?!?!?! YOU MEAN I NEARLY STARVED MYSELF FOR A DAY TRYING TO SEAL BACK OLD WOUNDS BY MEDITATING ALL DAY, ALL JUST BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO USE ME!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!111111 #$)&$#*%$%&$(*&)(*#@()*

Ohhh... that guy won't have to wait 'till the army to kill himself... I'LL RIP OUT HIS HEART AND EAT IT AT THIZ POINT IN TIME!!! I'LL KILL YOU YA *(#&$(&*^ IF I FIND YOU ON MY SITE AGAIN!!! YOU HEAR ME!?????????!!?!?!?

Koromoro: Woah... I've never seen you so mad...

RFC: Tis not everyday that RFC haz a panic attack this bad...

Rokoko: You said you have "Old wounds" what of?

RFC: Old wounds from being treated so horribly buy teacher, kids, school. I waz never accepted by other kids in both grade and middle school... and I mean I can't evan begin to describe how horribly they treated me...

Koromoro: Aww...

RFC: One story I will share though... I once told this girl I was gonna kill her with my lazer eye vision, when me and another boy were playing some kind of freaky game I no longer remember... but she goes up to the teacher and tells the teach that I was gonna stab and kill her.

I was suspended for 3 days and I had to have "Counceling" the rest of the year...

BUT the thing that gets me so mad about the story... iz the day I came back... thiz guy threatens to break my legz and drag me to an abandoned feild and leave me there to die... and he only gets a 3 day detention.... Now tell me what's the difference between what he said to me and what I said to that girl *that she warped just to get me in troubble?* Nothing...

And alas there are hundreds of stories like it... and alas they have left deep wounds on RFC's heart... and they will most likely never heal...

But they have gotten better... much better... And optimism helps... a lot...

Rokoko: Wow...

RFC: Yesh... Though RFC iz not a depressed little moron who can't find a perpose for their life... My anime and art iz my reason... and my fear of death is my other... and RFC Will never take her life... unlike some FIKKIN' MORONZ WHO KEEP E-MAILING RFC!!!!! FRICK YOU B*ST*RDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Koromoro: O_o

RFC: -_- Note RFC will only type swearz.... she will never say them... she doesn't have the heart to...

Blaze: Are you ever going to stop talking in a third person veiw?

RFC: School haz warped my poor mind... and morons... and stuff...

Rokoko: Thus the reason I wander...

RFC: I'd wander too... but I have no vehicle to drive... XP

Rokoko: That sucks...

RFC: You have no idea...

Rokoko: *nods*

Oh... this might be really random but I finally got FF X-2, and the My Chemical Romance CD, a South Part shirt that says DESTROY THE EVIL POWER and it haz them all holding one of thier Chempokomon... *I loved that episode... XD* AND I got this REALLY COOL Dragon CD case! Take a look!



Bwa!!! XD RFC Luvz her dragonz...

Blaze: *Snort*

RFC: Evan you Blaze...

Blaze: *Snorts again*

Well I had better stop typing now and get working on meh HW... OMG... -_-

Keith: Poor RFC

RFC: A starving AND suffering artist.... RFC Need a vacation...

Blaze: WHERE? Hurricanes are hitting everywhere...

RFC: ... I need to be locked in my room for a week... There my dream vacation....

Rokoko: Simple yet so effective...

RFC: Yup... *slowly... very slowly walks over to her backpack and begins to work*
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