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well now lets see...
im blind and deaf and mute and paralyzed from the hairs down. so basically i am a tree. yup. a big `o tree.
you know the one in your front lawn. yeah i know you kicked me once!!!! so yeah control your dog. i get watered enough thank you.
so yeah, dont listen to wut people say. give me a hug. cause i get lonely too you know?


Wednesday, March 8, 2006


   midnight moon serenade
How did your tears
teach the Pale Moon to dance
upon the waters
of the rippling Deception.

Streaming, relfecting
your inner Desire,
as the starshine runs
down from your eyes.

The lights fall
from the deep sea Obsession,
above shards twinkle
like the pain in your eyes.

A morning rain Depression
cleasning the beauty's
unending grace,
washing away the night.

The burning sensation,
a loving Oppression,
descending to the depths
of whats left of your heart.

Divinity's darkness
luminates your eyes,
torn in Conception
of a blind romance.

Love was not your cure
but inded your Infection,
binding you to blindness,
killing you with kindness.

So your tears shake your image
upon the dark waters,
pulsing reflection, giving life to the lifeless. consuming night, with love as the Fire.

[consuming] obsession
[leads to] oppression
[bringing] deception
[of one false] desire

[yearning] conception
[loving] infection
[fall in] depression
[love as the] fire

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006


   could i?
when summer dreams melt away into reality,
to where the lights simmer in my mind as autumn leaves,
again to lend my eyes to beauty, could i?

a bend in the waters end, to the the begining and back again, when oceans roar like the stories before, as stars collide to unfold the depths of my lovers soul, then could i?

how would my love not be a cure but indeed my very infection.
to lead me to willingly bind myself in my obsession.
your love, your touch is my hearts oppression.
can i once again...
could i, forever more...
now and never ceasing...
could i love you til the day i die
yes for you...only you, does my love belong.

i could and i will.

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Friday, February 10, 2006


   my flower of midday
My eyes sleep
Gently tucked under
Their fleshy sheets
While my heart was awake
Searching the starry vastness.

My mind lay
Drenched with thoughts of you
With my body
Clothed with the dampness
Of the velvet night.

Your name poured out
Fragrancing perfume
Lightly kissing every memory
Flocking into the fold
Of blossoming dreams.

In the distance of a shifting crowd,
Irrelevant words string
From their dark chambers
That graze among
Withered winter weeds.
There My Flower of Midday grows
With Salvation's favor harnessed
In the wake of her eyes.
Everything forming blurs around her,
A dove embraced by the thorns.

As the emerald Behemoths
Draw curtains of the sunset
And bleed their fiery colors
To paint the virgin earth,
You spoke out flowering vines
That entangle and arouse
Roots to the fruit of my soul.
Singing seasons to awaken the
Sweet shade of love

Dancing lights gazing through
The hiding places
Of the mountain top,
Peer through your veil
Of Light's beams
Supporting the rising sun
On the rugid hills.

Turn and shadows flee
Browse among the reflecting lilies
Until day breaks in the streets.
Search in the squares looked scarcely
Passing the room held closest
To desire's stage.

Guided with the cadence
Of this empty place,
Through the desert
In a column of smoke
Consumed with your beauty's incense,
Nobility escorts you in
Solomon's Carriage
Upholstered with violet charm,
Inlaid with the descending day.

Behind the crown
Scorn sets from the wash,
Scarlet ribbons encountered unexpectedly
Haunting my stolen heart.
Elegance is your only flaw,
Perfection stains you pure.
Oh, jewel of my eye
Whose brilliance blinds all others to me.

Heaven’s sweetness locked up in your soul
In the sealed fountain of your innocence.
The autumn winds bring
The flow streaming to the garden
Dripped faint with love's first kiss.


amber, you are my perfection.
my world , my life, my love.
in my very soul.
for you i give my deepest love..and everything that i am.

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Monday, January 23, 2006


ERROR 405!!!
dont you love my crazy bg?
i do...reminds me of wuts going on in my mind...
madness...utter madnes...
you think im crazy dont you??!!??!!?!?!?!?!
..yor pwobably wight...

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   to all you hotties out there!!!
there is only one in my mind.
only one true hotty exists in this world.
and her name is...*music* AMBER!
yay! ok...so yeah.
if you can her` me i just wanted to say.
"i love you"
and thats all you need right? no..of course not.
why, you need ...me of course.
so please...uh...keep loving this crazy asian you call jy...[wut a cute nickname] ^_^
and things will turn out ok-y.
god i suck at rhyming....
so tell me...i wont ever get sick of hearing those 3 special words...
i mean i hope you dont get sick of me saying cause you know..i do say it like every chance i get...and i do talk about you to everyone.
and i do brag alot about how beautiful you are...
so i mean...you could say it more with a SMILE!!!!
god i love it when you smile...heh....
ok so im OBSESSED ABOUT EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU...
i admit it...>_<
so yeah...i love you! yes i do..
because you loved this foo
and it is true.
like...something something that rhymes with you.
well babe i hoped i made you smile if not ...
i failed horribley!!!!
*hangs head down low*


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Wednesday, January 4, 2006


   where did i go wrong
wut did i do?
wut have i done...
wut will i do?
...dammit i cant seem to finish it.
im having a horrible week...

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