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Saturday, October 8, 2005


   Tearing me apart
I dont know what to do... Will was suppose to come over today and he even told me that he wasnt busy today, but its already 3:00 and he Isnt home! I called him like a million times and even his cell phone but no one answered, the strange thing is actually that after ther first time i called him on his cell it was on, but the second time i called it was off, so he must have known that i called. :( i have no idea what to do!!!!!!!!! I try so hard to make things work for us but i cant do it alone, and i feel like Will doesnt even try!!!!! He says he loves me but Love isnt just a word that you say because someone else tells you they love you, you have to mean it and he told me he loves me but i dont think he REALLY does :/ i love him so much that I'll put up with him not calling me just as long as i can talk to him. I wish he could just show me that he cared about me... We were suppose to spend time together today but he doesnt even bother to call me and say that hes busy :( I wish that he would just call me... I feel like I'm the only one really trying to make things work, and its probably true... but I wont break up with him because i want us to work and i love him so much even though its tearing me apart.
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