Wednesday, September 14, 2005

   NO FREAKING WAY! >_
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have to get glasses!!!!!!!!!!! no no no!!!! i absolutely refuse to get glasses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggg! no freaking way am i getting them! >_< I've never had glasses before and i dont want them now grrrrrrrrr.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

   Field Hockey game!
well i had a field hockey game today and im on the JV team. Our varsity team had a game too and they won but we didnt :-( we lost 6 to 0 it was so pathetic! and today was our first game too! we played North Cross and they were really good! like awesomely good!our couch said that they are probably be one of the hardest teams for us to beat and i believe every word of it lol. i still have a little HW tonight so buh byes ^_^
GO CHIEFS!
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

   Changing my mind
well i know for certain now who i want to go to the homecoming dance with, I really want to go with Will. No one else i dont want to break up with him because i really want to be with him. no one else, just him. i think of him alot even though we just started going out, i dont know what i would do if something were to happen between us. I'm so happy i gave him another chance because i feel so happy with him. its just Aj really likes me and he tried to break me and Will up and if that ever does happen i swear to god i will make his life a living hell, if he likes me so much then he should want me to be happy right? well i was so upset today about that he told Will what i said in my other post that i just went to my room and cried, i could tell that he was angry at me, i could tell that he was more upset than i was, i could just hear it in his voice... Will i really want US to work, so I'll try my best to make it work but i cant do it alone.
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Friday, September 9, 2005

   Homecoming!!!!!!!!
omg guess what!!!!!!!!!! Homecoming is coming up! i cant wait this is goin to be my first real dance where u go with a date and all that! i cant wait! I asked my friend to come with me just as a friend though, but then like a day later a guy asked me out and i said yes! what the hell am i goin to do? I dont want to uninvite my friend but i want to go with my boyfriend :( i may not end up goin with my friend cause his X girlfriend still likes him and hes goin to give her one last chance and his X girl friend happends to be one of my friends, so i dont want to get in the way of them cause i dont want to start a fight. Another thing is i have no idea how long I'm goin to be goin out with Will ( my bf) and my friend has no idea how long he will be goin out with his gf, soooooooo we made a deal if he and his gf dont work out and me and Will dont work out then he and I are goin to go out.i know it sounds really weird but hey I'm 15 so i can date ppl if i want ^_^
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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   Birthday!!!!!!!
Well I'm 15 today ^_^ so many suprises today! well first my friend Ransom called me and told me to look out side my door and to the right and oh the wall was a rose with some other little flowers and a bday card!!!!!!!!!hes so sweet, hes a really good friend of mine. second is that my grandparents came! i had no idea!!!!!!!!!!! i was so surprised. But to tell ya the truth i wanted chance to be there. i miss him so much. if i could have only one present he would be it, he means so much to me, but the world doesnt wait for dreams to come true.

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   looooooooooooooooooong day
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! today was sooooooooooooooooooooooo freakin long! first period was 90 min and then we skipped second and then went to 3rd for another 90 min and then skipped 4th and went to 5th for just 30 min i think and then to lunch and then to an assembly and then to our elective class and then to study hall!!!!!!! and to top it all off i had field hockey practice from 3:15 to 5:00 >_< im so tired. i have a test tomorrow in AP government and another one the day after in Geometry uuuuuuuuuuug too much studying
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   High School Begins
hey everyone, i just started high school today. it was alright i guess, if ya dont already know, im sorta goin to a new school, its a private school called Carlisle. the people there seem really nice, I hope they like me, I'm tryin my best to fit in. I've already made a few new friends there and I have a few classes with them ^_^ i hope things go well there.
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Sunday, August 21, 2005

   Once upon a December
Dancing bears
painted wings
things I almost remeber
and a song
someone sings
Once upon a December

Someone holds me safe and worm
Horses dance through a silver storm
Figures dance gracefully
Across my memory

Far away
Long ago
glowing dim as an ember
things my heart
Used to know
Once upon a December
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

   Pool Party!
OMG! i went to a pool party yesturday and it was soooooo much fun! I had an awesome time cause alot of my friends were there, and plus i sorta went crazy flirting ^_~ we played truth or dare and someone dared me to dunk my head in a container of ice water that had all the sodas in it and i did it! lol it was so cold! and then someone dared me to cover my face in icing ( we had cake) and have 2 other ppl lick it off my cheeks and i did that too! it was so funny cause i had icing all in my hair and all on my neck too! I had so much fun ^_^ well i got to go ta ta for now!
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

   Havin fun
I went over to Ajs house the other day after field hockey practice and it was so much fun! Melissa and my X, Will, came over too. It was sorta awkward to have will there but i tried to make the best of it and ended up flirting with him a whole lot! i feel so gulty cause i know Aj likes me, and he saw me flirtin with Will =( So i went over and flirted with Aj to even things out ^____^ I dont think I ever really got to appologize to will for breaking up with him... I mean one of the main reasons i broke up with him so soo was because my dad sorta saw us makin out and I knew after that I wouldnt be able to go over to his house again or be left alone by our selves =( I wonder if i appologized to him things wouldnt feel so awkward. Well i got to run! talk to yalls laters
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