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Wednesday, January 11, 2012


Guess What?!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
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So, I like to listen to something or watch something while I study. Usually its just music, but sometimes I'll rewatch old shows I used to watch, like Doctor Who. Well, I have decided what I'm going to be watching this semester since it will probably take me that long. Can anyone guess what it is? Anyone?

If you guessed Dragon Ball Z, you would be correct. I honestly have never finished the show before. I only got up to kid buu and the fusion before they stopped making and showing them on toonami. By the way, that was fantastic with its zoids, and Gundam G and Wing, and don't forget about Ruroni Kenshin and Tenshi Muyo. Fantastic and hilarious shows.

I think I just showed my age...damn...

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Sunday, January 1, 2012


I'm only half alive

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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Hi everybody. Ya...so I'm on vicadin at the moment, but its nothing to worry about, all that happened was I got my wisdom teeth out.

Rain! Why didn't you come on sooner and tell us that?! We were so worried about you!

I'm so sorry, I've been taking finals and right when I got home from my finals we left for the deep dark cutoff woods and mountains of...dun dun dun....

Arkansas.

Yes, Arkansas. Were there is no internet connection AT ALL! Its just you, the woods, the lake, the no snow mountains, and what ever you can find to keep yourself occupied around all the confederate flags. Now, for those that think I'm being a little bit mean, I have been going down to Arkansas for christmas every year since I was two. I'm telling nothing but the truth. Hell, the town we go to is called Lead Hill. If that doesn't sound hick enough, then just drive twenty miles further and you get to Flippin.

FLIPPIN ARKANSAS! That is the best name for a town EVER!

Oh, and I've been keeping myself entertained with my new Legend of Zelda 3DS. I love making money during the holiday season that I spend right away that I really should save since I'm a starving college student that has to get her own apartment this summer...

So ya, I'm back, and I'm fine, just missing a few parts. And yes, I didn't get to do anything fun for New Years because of my damn wisdom teeth...I did however watch the Doctor Who special...I don't remember much of it now, so I might have to rewatch it...

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Monday, December 5, 2011


NON!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
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ITS DEAD WEEK! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

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Saturday, November 26, 2011


I swear I'm alive

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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Oh thanksgiving break, why do you make it impossible for me to relax? I got a whole week off last night, and the only relaxing activity that I got done was a drawing. Other than that I ate A LOT! I also haven't gotten to sleep on a bed. I've been sleeping on the couch because my aunt took my room for the week. I get to sleep on it tonight though! I actually get to sleep on a bed and sleep in because I haven't been able to! Older people and their inability to sleep in. I had to wake up at seven almost everyday because thats what time my mother wakes up.

But I had lots of food...I don't think I'll be hungry for at least two days now. I also went bowling! That was awesome! I haven't been bowling since...the beginning of the semester...but that was for work so I don't think that counts. I'm not going to talk about before last week though, mainly because it sucked and I just want to forget it ever happened. You know what I really hated about this week though? My professor decided that we shouldn't have a fun break and gave us TWO EXAMS TO FINISH OVER THE HOLIDAY!!!! I mean, WTF?! One of them is a bonus exam but the other is a full blown exam! The only thing that makes them okay is that they are take home exams so you can use whatever you want on them. Its still two exams and a homework assignment though.

I should probably get on that...see you guys later!

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Thursday, October 20, 2011


Coming Home

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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I get to go home tomorrow! YAY! I miss my family. Apparently while I've been gone they got hard wood floors in the living room. It should be fun to watch the two cats slide across the new floor since they aren't used to it. Unfortunately I can't sleep in on saturday though. I have to go help my dad out at the high school with the school play's set. Why does my high school have to make overly complicated sets?! WHY?!

Even though I'm complaining I really shouldn't. It'll be fun to see all the kids go "WHO IS THAT?!" and point rudely toward me. Then the seniors all go, "THAT'S SHAWN'S SISTER!!!!!" And then I slowly back away from everyone and just sit with the director and make jokes the entire time. Oh how fun this sounds! Plus I get to help with the senior night for the band tomorrow. And I get into the football game for free because of it! HA! I couldn't go to homecoming this year, so it'll have to do...

My third year out of high school...it'll be weird that after my brother graduates there won't be any kids in the high school that know me unless they have siblings that I used to know. It's making me feel a little bad that I'm going to be in college longer than the four years. Stupid calculus making things complicated. And life getting into my way. And people at my college not knowing what Occupy Wallstreet is. It just makes me sad for my generation...

Anyway, I'm going to actually talk about an anime. WHAAAAAT?! I hear you cry, "Your actually going to talk about what this site is made for?! You don't usually do that!" Well, for your information, its because I don't know any new anime or manga that are good. Its true. Even the one I'm about to talk about was made in 2004.

This new anime that has my attention currently is by the name Kyou Kara Maoh! I really enjoy its humor and the manga even declares itself shoujo, which I have to laugh about because at one point the main character accidently gets himself engaged to another guy! Throughout the rest of the series he keeps trying to get out of the engagement and its a huge running gag throughout the series! Oh the humor! But it has its serious parts too, and it has caught me by surprise a few times, which doesn't normally happen with stories. I have to give it a plug, because I just enjoy it so very much!

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Wednesday, October 19, 2011


Did that just happen?

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
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I was at lunch today with three others. We were being really quiet and not talking much when an elderly gentleman and woman sat next to us. They proceeded to start a conversation with us and I had to excuse myself from the table to go get something to drink. I came back and continued with the conversation, although I noticed that one of my friends had frozen a little bit and wasn't talking very much anymore. I found this a little odd, but continued on. The man and woman eventually left saying they had a meeting to get to. We said our farewells and watched them leave. I turned back to the table and asked if anyone knew who they were. The friend who stopped talking turned to me and said "That was the president of the University."

I kid you not...the president of my university sat with us at a dining center just to talk to a random bunch of students. It was awesome. He has a lot of respect from me now. I had met him last year as well inside of his home because they have an event every year for people to come and see their home and have some tasty treats for free. I have liked the new things he brought to the college and I have always thought he was doing good things for the growth of the University. It just made me see him as a much more down to Earth guy.

So ya...other than that I am just buried in projects and homework. Plus I had an exam this monday and I'm going home this weekend. Its going to be really nice...I'm kinda looking forward to it...but I really need to do laundry soon...I'm out of clean socks and pants that aren't dress pants. Plus I'm almost out of shirts as well...

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Wednesday, October 5, 2011


With the Whole Ghetto

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
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Alright, I'm going to actually update now that I know when the last time I did this was. If you don't want to read A LOT, I would suggest completely skipping reading this and just saying Welcome back Rain! in the comments right now....

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Alrighty then.

So, first I'll start with my exams. I told you about the first two. Then right after I wrote that I found out the other exam was the next week...and I already had one on that monday too. So it was study study study most of the time I wasn't doing homework or regaining my sanity. At least, thats what I was doing during the weekdays.

That weekend I was with Cheryl, Dennis, and Mark and I got to eat Hickory park. It was rather yummy! Mark needs to have a birthday more often...as long as I don't have to buy a present...

Then that week was the start of exams and project EXPLOSION. I had two exams and two projects that I had to start and finish that were really large. One was having to create a 32-bit Microprocessor and the other was making all four types of amplifiers work to create over 100 voltage amplified. Needless to say it took forever and add to that the fact that I also had two homework assignments to hand in, it was a nightmare of a week...did I mention that the career fair was also that week?

Oh the career fair. Basically, a bunch of companies come to the university, take your resume from you and you have a mini interview surrounded by thousands of people also trying to get that internship or job. Its very nerve wracking and I completely struck out with amazon...I had messed up one of the questions...its okay though, because I didn't want to work for them anyway. I was just there to see what they wanted and I can definitely say neither of us wanted each other. I did really really really like this company called Logic PD though. They want their intern to work with Robotics and embedded systems and thats right up my alley! AND apparently I was the first to say I wanted to do that! So I have a really good feeling about this one! I really need an internship this summer. If I don't get one, I'm afraid of being unemployed...its a scary thing to think about with all my student loans looming over my head...

So eventually the hectic week kindled out and I handed in the last piece that was important at five today. It was like a sigh of relief! Now I can relax and work on my Microprocessors ALU in piece and not be so stressed about everything. Of course I still have a quiz tomorrow, but as long as I do the practice problems tonight I should be perfectly fine. Although I did miss a pop quiz this morning because I was doing my homework and skipped my first lecture this morning...darn...and I'm not doing as well in that class as I would like to...

My friends decided last week that they had to start fighting with each other and getting me and my roommate in the middle of it. So I also had to deal with that. Its more sad than aggrivating though, because they used to be best friends before this huge fight. We even needed to make a contract for both of them to follow so that things could get better. It doesn't help that one of them just switched her depression medication and is on a new birth control, and the other one just got a new boyfriend and is in a long distance relationship with said boy. I just want to be left alone now, and not worry about "girl problems." My roommate is better at it anyway.

So ya. If you read this far, you get a present! Congradulations! So, I'm going to go do my practice problems now. I wanna take a shower and go to bed early tonight! It'll be a great night if I could! I'm getting excited just thinking about it!

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Tuesday, September 20, 2011


Change of scene

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
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Got bored during a break from studying so I changed the layout and the song. I'm really obsessed with this song right now...It Can't Rain Everyday by P.O.D. You like?

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Tuesday, September 6, 2011


Can't remember title...

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
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I just got a new phone. I don't know how I feel about it. Its an android phone made by google. I just got it all set up and (again) I am procrastinating homework. In my defense though, I have been on campus from 8 this morning till 20 this afternoon. I'm so tired I just want to go back to sleep. And my stomach has been cramping all morning as well. It finally stopped right now, so I'm in a pleasant lull with a nice bottle of Root beer. Anyone want to do my History 201 homework? No?

Didn't think so. Tomorrow I have to go take my car in. I'm not looking forward to it. Luckily I already have my temporary permit, so I don't have to worry about going and seeing the parking division. Bleh. I don't like those guys purely because of the job they have. I got three tickets last year and one of them was utterly bogus. I paid it though, so they can't complain. I also need to do laundry soon, but I don't want to do it until sunday if I can.

My mom is talking about coming here and seeing me. I think its an excuse from my father to come and see the Iowa vs. Iowa State football game. Again, I'm not looking forward to that. Why? Because of all the drinking that comes after the game. Iowa fans are notorious for their drinking habits and ISU fans really like to drink if they win...or if they lose. Needless to say, its going to be very very busy around here in a couple of days and I don't want all the people everywhere. Its all just a pain. I always watch the game though. I do enjoy that.

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Monday, September 5, 2011


Since the end

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
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I really really really want the box my mom sent me. Unfortunately, the mailroom isn't open. In fact, I got they got the box saturday night, but they had closed by the time I received the e-mail. Sunday, closed. Today, closed. Tomorrow, doesn't open till 9 and I have a class at 8. Damn you life. So I won't be getting my package till Wednesday...maybe. It all depends on if I get some extra time tomorrow. I hope I do. Staying on campus for 12 hours is no fun.

So...I take my car in to get fixed Wednesday and the mystery car will no longer be a mystery. I really want to know what I'm going to get, but I have no idea. I'm pretty sure it'll be a Taurus. I don't like taurus. They are really annoying to drive if you're used to chevys. I'll take what I can get though. I can't really complain much.

Also, three day weekends when your an upperclassman at college is REALLY boring. I had nothing to do and my jobs are university based so I didn't have work all weekend. I'm sooooo bored and tired of using my brain to do homework. But I really should get back to doing my lab report...especially since its due tomorrow morning...ya...

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