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• Being off-medication
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• *see above birthday*
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• Evangelion, Fruits Basket, Naruto, Pokemon, Ergo Proxy, Ghost in the Shell
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• dying hair, cutting hair, shopping at thrift stores, sewing shit, making my own stuff, collaging, guitar & piano
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Sunday, October 4, 2009
I know its been a while.
I haven't been online period for a long time.
So I've just been... not online.
I dont rememebr what my site looks like. or what i wrote last.
Dang. my 2 best friends from last year and blogging about how they hate themselves and shit. And feel like life has no point.
And I'm happy now. The opposite of them? I do love myself.
Im not lucky, or pretty or spoiled. I guess i worked for this happy? Counseling, treatment, lessons to learn, meds, drugs, sex, broken hearts, mistakes, meeting the right and wrong people.
I think i've got through life thanks to learning from mistakes, being relatable to people, being friendly and nice, and James. :)
Yes I'm single. Maybe had enough? Just cuz we broke up again doesn't mean me and James are done now. I'm almost done with high school. Then I want to move in with him (it mite kill my mom...) if he gets a place. He just got a job and we had his birthday party friday nite. it was pretty awesome. we spent like $55 on alcohol lol and weed. Wow i didn't add that up b4. and i got him a phone for his b-day. I want to get engaged, but he wants to wait til this chik has his baby i guess. Then I'll have the rest of his, of ours. haha.
I should just always keep in my mind that, once in a while, i get, uh, like i need space and start man-hating. but i should keep in mind i do better with James. And that that doesn't mean its time to end it. It'd save wasted alone time, and save me from him gettin grls pregnant. xP
If i did date anyone it would not be a guy. Cuz i've found mine over a year ago.
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