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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Ahoy.
I'm jolly.

I destroyed a computer monitor today wif my foot.
Kicked the living shit out of it.
It was at school. So I'm suspeded 2 days.
Poor computer right?
Yea, ik. it was a piece of shit anyway it didnt work.

So that was just all about built up anger, worry, sadness, depression, lalala, frustration.
Oh My God
It felt soooooooooo good.
Until when Katy pulled me off the thing and i tried standing on my foot, it hurt like hell.

That didn't feel so good :(

DAMMIT. It was so worth it though. I felt so great afterwards that I felt happy giddy high from natural chemicalzz in mah brainz.
My mom took me to emergency later to get x rays and stuff, nuthins broken, just gotta take care of it. OOH and I might be able to get pain meds tomorrow.
So uhm, it was a big day. Lets just say.

Okay frm last post, We're both insecure because we've both hurt eachother before (I cheated on him/left him for some1 else, and he got a diff grl pregnant) So we have rational reasona to be like dat. (i'm sure now that in my heart and head, he is THE one. i'm never leavin him again)
All we really need to help our depression is to be together. And by together I don't mean being at school at the same time. When we don't see eachother often or communicate things get very tense.
But we got to talk today and I feel so much better.

After everything today, I feel like I've lost 20 emotional pounds. Maybe 15. I'm not completely healed. Just the main probs.

XD
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