Friday, May 30, 2008

It hurts to look back on the old days
Because I know things will never be the same
When we went out dancing in the pouring rain
And I wasn't paranoid about future pain.
When we'd run through streets without a care
Our joy would rain down from the heavens everywhere
When we'd play tag all day long
And we'd sing thoughs silly songs.
When nothing really seemed to matter
And from miles away you could hear the sound of our laughter.
And you promised me
Beneath those old willow trees
That friends forever, we would be
But time went on and things began to change
I no longer see you, but your memory still remains.
I often dream,
Of the way things used to be.
But we can never get back
Everything we once had.
We no longer catch fire flies and place them in a jar
We no longer sing together under the stars.
I close my eyes and long to be in your arms
And though you've moved on and left me here, you're still in my heart.
I miss how you'd chase me up and down the parking lot
And the summers I spent with you amazing and hot.
Sweat dripped down our backs, yet we never came inside
And oh how I wish that you'd come back and again be mine.
I've thought of you everyday since your depart
It's always been you, right from the start.
Everytime I close my eyes I see your sweet face
I don't know how, but you've sewed yourself into my heart with a linen and lace.
And everyday I pray
That where ever you are today,
That you are doing alright
Even though you aren't in sight.
And even if you never love me,
I just ask God, that'd you'd be happy.
And I pray that you'll always remember me.
Because I'll always remember you,
No matter what I say, no matter what I do.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I miss you,
Tell me, dear... Do you miss me too?
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

stoopid weather,,,
wow. i feel like that one movie, I AM LEGEND. is any one still on my O? i managed to find at least ONE GOOD FRIEND (K.I.M)
but she hasn't been on lately....
speaking of lately, has anyone noticed that the weather is extremlly crappy for summer?? seriously, wen i think of summer i think of pools and ice cream truck, and tormentfully hot days.... dont seem like thats gana happen N~E time soon...
Lov you lotZ QB1
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Thursday, May 8, 2008

not kewl..
im i the only one left here??? it feels like im da only one around now a dayz.. welp if theres n e more survivors out there you know my website
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Friday, February 22, 2008

kuteness and grampas
look @ my pocket emo!! isn't he ADORABLE!!! OMG my head is so gana explode with kandies!!! yum!! i luff my emo!!!! his name is infinity :) i wish they had a femake version also... 0.o i went to a hot topic, and guess wat?/ they had lyk a gazillion, invader zim stuff. and a whole lotta skelanimals. i wanted to buy a stuffed one, but mom woulden't let me. on further news, my grandfather came from all the way from North Carolina. I think the name of both states should just morf 2getthr, and just be ...Carolina. any ways, he's sick rite now.. fever congestion. ya noe the works. Dads still not talking to me..... i tried to make conversation, but a lost cause is a lost cuase rite? l8rz i'm gana play with my pocket emo again
Which face is kuter?
This 1
^_________^
or this one?
^.^ ?
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Monday, February 11, 2008

   will you be the shoulder that i cry on??
YEA... sorry if i can't get on for a while... okay, if you wanna get to know me, know this.
i love being intellegent. if i had to pick between my right arm, and knowledge, i'd pick knowledge.

Wich is y i was crying at conferances. I had i F(lang.Arts) a couple of d's, and other stuff. The teachers put me in a thingy called IT (Itervene and Tutorial) i was in tears. and, then to top it all off, guess wat?

Teachers thought that i was 'gang-realated' . me. if i was, i'd have like, a whole lotta 13, and 14's on my arms and watnot. and i don't.

well, i lmost hgad a heart attack, bcuz 1 of my friends told me that my BFFL, had told her that she was thinking about killing herself. me and my friend called her. it rung, some1 answered, and i asked if she was there and they said she was sick, and hung up immediatly aferward.

if she did something to herself, i don't know what i would do... it's been a while since then. God i don't know wt 2 do...

A little bit b4 that she showed me a couple of papers that she printed off. it was a burning star in a burning circle... i was really scared.. then she reveled to me that she had cut herself last year. i don't think that she's stopped. just moved on to her legs instead.
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008

OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!!!!!!!
if yesterday you got a rude message from me i'm so 'effinf SORRY one of my x-friends posed as me and i don't noe wat she wrote!! And she deletedwateva she did!! sorry
GOD I KNEW I shouldn't have trusted herin the first place! I'm SO 'EFFING SORRY!!!


o! AND WE HAVE CONFERANCES IN DA NEXT 2 DAYS.... i have 8 classes and i only have 1 GOOD CLASSTT-TT
DAddy excused me 4 P.E B cuz we talked about My P.E teach. I'm SO Screwed
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

   =.=
I don't understand why people don't like Valentimes day!! Anywayz, in 8th hour, Austin,Chris,*Freddy* asked me 2 tell them were my tickle spot was. so i tellz them, sholder blade, backbone(spleen?) knee and and thigh.

AND THE ATTAKED MEE!!!

I ALMOST PEED MY PANTS!! i ALMOST CRIED!! (from laughter) and so guy i though was pretty kute, cameup to my and was lyk, "wat" and so then i was lyk "WAT! BRING IT!!" and he reaches out his arms, and says

"can i get a hug?" and so i say
"O.K" i start walking, and he say "DAnm!!' =.= seriously, i sometimes HATE my big butty!!

" oH MY GOSH, LOOK ANT THAT GIRLS BUTT!!"
"i KNO its so big and round, you noe? its just so..out there!"
I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LYE!! YOU OTHER BROTHERS CAN'T DENY, WEN A GIRL WALKS UP WIT AN ITTY- BITTY WAIST AND A BIG THING IN YOUR FACE, YOU GET SPRUNG!!

"O I FOUND YOU MS.NEW BOOTY, GET IT 2GETHER AND BRING IT BACK 2 ME, HIT DA PLAYERS CLUB 'BOUT A MONTH OR 2, GET DOWN WIT DA DANCING GROOVE. GET IT RITE, GET IT RITE GET IT TIGHT, I DON'T NEED YOU, BUT YOU NEED ME.

seriously, how many butt songs can be out there? o i 4got 1!

BOOTY BUTT BOOTY BUTT BOOTY BUTT CHEEKS!!(thats all me knows.

HaPpY VaLeNtInEs DaY
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Thursday, January 31, 2008

   KOOCIES AND CREME*srry, i'm hungry*....
Okey everything is peach keen!! way better than last time. i got ALL of my friends back^.^ i knew it!! i pick frienzies that r loyal. they did leave, but they came back uber fast. F.Y.I Tifa, i LUFF you!! youre so awesome!! yay!!! you to Kim!! you guys are so sweet.... my head practically EXLODED WITH CANDY wen i read wat you send ^.^ anyway, i'm TOTALLY over Lane btw. Evan and me talk now^.^ we have a signiture thing now....

AIR HIGH FIVE!!! i've got a nw friend named freddy, he's kewl 2.

I'M NOW TAKING JAPENESE CLASESS!! so far, i noe how to say, "HAJIMASTE,LAUGHYTAFFY DES, DOZO YOROSHIKU!!".

100 POINTS TO ANYONE WHO COMES ANYWERE NEAR KNOWING WAT THAT MEANS!!

Home life is light years better then wat it was. B4 me and mommy were at each other's thoats, but now we totally communicate, because she and daddy totally stood by me wen i told them about the gym teach. Ask Page7 (my bro.) it was UGLY everyday wit me and mommy.wen we talked, i ALMOST CRIED OF SHEER JOY!! wat else happends?? o yeah i almost 4got

after skool, i walk home, and there was a big doogie, and a lil; doogie, trying to play wit a chained up doogie. i was bad.... i de-chainded the chained doogie... The owners won't miss him. they was mean to the doogie.I was so happy because i saw all three of them playing, then it got nasty because they had a peeng party..then i left.The only reason that i de-chained the dog was because they were gonna dump him on the side of the street...
well, i wish all of you rainbow ponies, clouds, and puppies.no peeng parties allowed. that includes you, granny..lol L8rZ
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Friday, January 25, 2008

   worst dayever!!
OMG!! iwas looking at my friends list, and i realized something, something important that i never knew B4....

THERE ALL IN ABC ORDER!!

on other news, i offically hate my gym'P.E teacher with a great intencity.(hate is such a harsh word...) He told me 2 go get my gym clothes, and i did the locker-room dor was locked so i couldn't change, and then, i yeall out, as loud as i can, MR.KINKAALAR THE DOORS LOCKED!!! and he TOTLALLY ignored me!! so i went to the office, and told them the story. they just said to change in the bathroom. i go back to the gym, and he has the NERVE to ask me were i was, i tell him and he just says, "interesting" then he says, "well, i didn't hear you." i have a shortfuse with people who have messed with me before, and i kept reminding myself that he was a teacher, and that i couldn't cuss him out (i have a tendancy to do that)so i roll my eyes and mimik him saying "interesting" l8r at lunch i asked a grl if she had heard me wen i said that the door was locked, and she said that every1 had heard. and wat sucks, is that there R only 2 gym teachers in the skool 4 my grade. all of te others are for the higher grades. and to top it all off, i was back*stabbed my mybloodsister Valeria. I got so upset, i started to cry i got even madder, because i couldn't belive i cried for myself, i got into a fist fight. (she started it) and now i have this bad ass rep. now. wich sucks, Bcuz people think i might blow up on them or something. by the way, i only aquired 1 bruise!! i kinda broke the other girls nose.... i promise i won't do it again.... i didn't get in trouble though, inow i gotta work on how to get my friends back. (the backstabber took tham all) anyways all of that happened in 1 day.... i'm tired, so i'm gonna go to bed. sleep tite, don't let the bed bugs bite....
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Saturday, January 12, 2008

omg!! i'm so confusedDX every time when i was younger, i heard a song, and the girl said that she didn't know if she liked a guy, even though the signs were ovious, like she couldn't breath wen he passed by, and i said to myself that if i fell for some1 that i would know it. well, i broke that promise to myself. Gather around kitties, I'm about to tella story about love, betrayel, blood sisters, and hateful people.and Posers.

Once upon a time there lived a girl named patricia and every new school year, she'd be all bubbly and energetic, and she finallt decided that boys didn't have cooties, and be-friended them. The story starts with a guy named Lane. now, sweet patricia started to fall for the guy. and her blood sisters noted also. Finally, patricia saw the guy at a football game, while she was there with her friends. she got exited and huged him(hugging is big at our skool) he flashed me 1 of those beautiful smiles that he always gives me. we walked, talked and watnot. Valeria went and stayed with him while me and some other friends went 2 the bathroom i got back, and they were all suspiciously leaving 1 by 1, till only me, lane,& valeria remained. she toldme that if i didn't ask him out she'd do it for me. i told her that wasn't necisarry. Then i left for home, and Valeria called me and asked me if i had a crush on him. i asked her why she would ask that and she told me that she really,REALLY liked him. i lied and said that i didn't. so everytime lane would talk ti me i'd be so SPITEFULLY MEAN. Eventully we stopped talking and i told Valeria that now was the time 2 ask him. she went for it. they went out. i broke my own heart. thenEvan came along. I liked him so much!! i txted him all day, and then all of a sudden, he dropped me like a hot, melting piece of metal. again wat was left ofmy heart,shattered. one day, i confronted him and asked him wat wuz going on. he looked at me with shame in his eyes,and said that he only talked to me to get to...Valeria.

so, now, kitties, did, sweet patricia resume to thing boys hamful? we'll find that out next time on Love,Betrayel,posers,and spiteful. till next time. and don't forget to piece your eart together if it gets broken or shattered.
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