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Monday, November 14, 2005


   some day today was
i was in a very bad mood today. this girl was running in the halls and run into me. it was back in the mucis hall. i was putting my vionlin in it's locker for the day and this girl cames running through and runs into me i was pissed. no one runs into me and gets always with a face bit to the ground or me yelling at them. i yelled at her cuz there was a teacher right there or would have done wrose to her. i was so pissed. but my bf made me happy for one whole class. then i was back to being mad. my ex-bf was killing me in dead or alive today. we are good friends now but i think i still like hiom a little, so i guess i will go to him when my new bf breaks up with me. my bf now in named travis. and my ex-bf it named sean. so that way i can just use their names okay ^_^. sean live up the sreet from me and is a year older but that don't matter i just feel like typing something. my figers don't hurt that much anymore. on the bus my one friend wasn't talking to me. it was like i wasn't even there. i want to know what her problem was. i felt like i was dead, i don't like when my friends don't tell me what is wrong with them. kayla if you read this i already know whats wrong with you.-_- lol. i can post the mule killing a lion but it may take a few days. and sorry if i don't get to go to everyones site i don't have that kind of time at night okay^_^. this is a long post for me. look it's a heart <3 cool huh? i learned that in school from a friend that i love sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. thats alot of O's 0.0. i know this doesn't sound like a bad day i just don't really feel like talking about it. i just found out that travis smokes. 0.o what to do there. i am trying to hold a bf cuz i have been too picky in the pass year so now i am trying not to be so picky. i don't think this is going to work out between us?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? what to do????? i guess i will live with it until a fight rolls around. V_V i will do that. i tryed to tell sean that i still loved him but i was with friends and he thought we were joking around and i wasn'tV_V and now i have a different bf and he still doesn't know that i still love him. and he doesn't know about my new bfV_V. all well i will have play it by ear and lesten to the little voice in my head that tells you what is right and what is wrong and all that good stuff. i forget what it is called. were is kayla when i need her. lol. well then this is a long post for me i don't remember when i posted something this long i guess i just love to type stuff and tell others about how i am doing now a days. and i am not doing so good. 8th grade sucks and i am lieing to my self again. maybe i should have told travis no i could be back woth sean by now but i don't think anyone here really cares about my love live so i will shut up about it. i had to take a test i missed in homeroom today i didn't study for it so i hope i pasted it. i have health tomorrow and i have an E in health right now. how do you get an E in health? i don't even know how i did it. well got to go. ttyl ppl.
~missy~

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