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Tuesday, June 15, 2004


You're ahead kissing...
Well...let's say you're kinda...uh...AHEAD kissing!
You're looking for adventures, the WILD ones!!!
You like your kiss to be more than
complete...OMG!!! Hope you can find someone who
can handle your fire. o.O


What anime kiss are you?
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Monday, June 14, 2004


   Depressed....
My best freind thinks I'm disugsting. wow isn't that nice? I thought freinds were supposed to support and understand and stuff, but now she's just mad at me. She probably doesn't even want to be my freind anymore. I don't know yet. My boyfreind tried to cheer me up. He said that calling me a slut wasn't very nice and he got mad and starting ranting with me about depressing stuff. He was being really romantic. More so than usual. I can't belive we got into this big of a fight, but I just had to tell her how I felt about her additude and some other people thought too. I didn't even tell her what my boyfreind said. He didn't want to start an arguement. I didn't want to start one ethier, but look what happened. Etheir it's going to turn into a full-out feud or we'll resolve it. I hope we resolve it. Maybe she'll read this. I hope she does, but then again I don't. I just hate being follwed around. One of my other freinds did that obsseively and it drove me insane. She was a nice person, but now I've heard that she became a wigger. I stayed up all night last night. I listened to Manson and drew a picture of five angel dudes. I called it the five horsemen and have no clue why. It's not on here yet and probably won't be. I did get Sillent Hill 2 though!! Yay!! Fun! My cousin got Area 51. It was one of my favorite arcade games a as child and I played alot yesterday also going two player with my cousin. Speaking of my freind it's nine in the morning I might go call her or go to bed. I kind of need to go to bed. I need it. Then I wanna talk to Chris. And then maybe call her. I don't know what I'm going to do. I hope everything will be alright. It's just that she can be so stubborn sometimes. She also likes to hold a grudge and write depressing lyrics and fiction. For now on i'm going to be a happier person and try not to think to much of what has been done to me and look more toward the future. I'm going to live it out the way I want it and anybody dosen't like it then kiss my black clad ass!!! I'm going to try to help more people out. I hope to get a job help the old folks as my first job. Well it really wouldn't be like a job more like volunteer work. i'm not going to let people push me around and have their way with me. I've learned from past mistakes.
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004


   When am I not sleepy...
Stupid IM doesn't work worth a crap the one time I want to use it. Life suxs. I really wish I could see somebody very dear to me, but he must work. Kuro-chan fixed the computer for me!!! Yay!! Poor Kuro-chan is sad though for Bakkryu is going away. I just got done reading the end of a really good story and updateing mine. For some reason it won't load my poetry though.... I really miss this special person though. It's making me very depressed. All I want to do is see him again, I do. Just to say I love him and hopefully for him to say the same to me. I wanna hold him in my arms just to make sure he's really real and alive, and not just one of my illusions or something. I just want to hang out and watch some TV together or play Tekken (Which I totally kill him in^^) Even if an hour is a second in the eternity we call life it seems like forever to me when he's here with me. Ah, young love, eh? Some people don't know how lucky they are for even 30 minutes, to see the one they love. Somebody really smart once told me "There is nothing better than love, except for spilling the blood of the ones you hate" I feel as if that person has been lost to me now for one day he appeared in a strange dream telling me good-bye. I've been deppressed for the last few days over that dream and the other one's I've been haveing lately. I've been really bitchy because I haven't had good sleep lately, so sorry Kuro-chan. I hope to one day make up for all the injustice I have caused everyone. Man, I sound like Wufei...
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Monday, May 17, 2004


   Hungry...wait i just had an idea!
I know what! If I catch a moose and eat then i can have food, lol!
Well, my freind just lost her virginity this weekend! Yay for her...I guess. In a tent in her freinds back yard with her boyfreind who is a bit on the hefty side.... Yay, I got a ninja turtle, yay! And i got my boyfreinds DNA! Yay! It hangs on my backpack with pride! I got to see X yay! It was really good and the ending theme was "Forever Love" by X-Japan. I really wanna hear more of their music. That and Gackt and Duel Jewel. Well, I beter go! Lot's of work...yeah, right!

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Saturday, May 15, 2004


   Arrrh, I hate this computer!!! It's stuck on saftey and I can't get the color unscrewed up. Man, I'm always such a faliure. God I can't wait to hear the downgrading I'm going to get from my freind. "Hahhahah, Lynnsey is such an idiot she's so stupid that she can't even work a computer right! She always screws up everything she touches!! Hahahaha!!" The sad thing is I'm not kidding that is probably what she is going to say to me. Well maybe not in exact words, but still very close. I think she likes making me feel like shitt some times, but who knows? Well, anways some good things happened today atleast. I got to see Scary Movie 3 and it was awesome. Really funny, usually I like something a bit more grotesque, so that's why I got "Ichi the Killer",
a really great movie, one of my new favorites now. It gives a great look into methods of tourtue and The Jappenese Yakuza, which i have an odd facination with. I really wanna find the manga which it was based off of now. I, also got to see a really good anime that anybody should see. It was "Voices of Distant Star" I really love the music to this, being it is mostly piano, and piano music is simply beautiful. The theme "Through the Years and Time" reminds me of the relationship between my boyfreind and I. It's really good for a love story. I got to talk to my boyfreind today too. We haven't talked in a week, so I was so happy on the verge of tears. my freind didn't come over today, it was really sad. I wish she could've came, I'm really afraid her mother is going to hurt her bad again, because she was in a bad mood today and when her mother is in a bad mood she let's all of her rage out on one person mainly being her daughter. I think the reason she picks on her is , because she is smaller and she thinks she has control because she is the mother. She's afraid of getting hit back...maybey because of her past marriage or realtionships. Well I better get. I'm waiting for Chris to call back!^^ And I also need to call Kuro-chan!

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Thursday, May 13, 2004


   Weellll....
Well, my first post here....what should I say...hmmmm, so how about this:freindly by choice,psycho by nature. yeah, I am a psycho. Dissmemberment makes me howl with laughter. This guy I used to go out with called me the walking female Shinigami. But , hey it's not as if i dislike that name. I think it kind of suits me in a way. In all actuallity I'm not as dark and evil as i used to be, buy I have my moments. Please check out my art and on the compliements section, if you are going to vote no on my stuff I'd really like to know why, so please tell me how I can improve. Unless it hasto do with a personal prefrence such as if you hate yaoi/u\yuri. You shouldn't say art is bad based on personal prefrence. It should be the style you are looking at. I hope you like my art!^^
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