me be sad and angry n cursing
wow. turns out to be the humanities cip was a 'band members' kinda thing. and i was stuck with 6 other idiotic juniors of mine.Sec1s are dumb. immature. and lame. ugh. they can lie back and enjoy life,while we slog ourselves to death. ugh. THE WORLD IS GONNA END~~~~ *sarcasism*
well. me was doing most of the work. and then i got meself dirtied. my hands black. and i chipped my nail(which unlike most girls,i dunt give a damn about) and i got these two cuts on my fingers now.ugh. wow. surely the brasses,those dimbos. ughs. Brass guys are so lame n immature~ (cus woodwind comprisises of mainly girls) ugh. oh gawd. there goes the future of the band~
and the thing is. we hadta wait a long time for the teacher. and i dont see anyone i know of at first so im like ********************************. besides. i saw my unfavouritest backstabbing form teacher. ugh. and there EVERYONE goes again treatin me like a stupid primary school kid who is clueless about everything in the **** damn world. UGH! she backstabbed almost everyone in our class. well. whatever it is,no one in our class likes her. its good,the fact that im pnly having her for oe year. uGH. i soo dun wanna see her again! after graduation we are so gonna snob her 'hm. where is she? ah sorry u are too short we cant see you ^^'. ugh~ bwaha. sweet revenge that shall be. she's even shorter than my...slightly-below-average-height friends! AHA! TAKE THAT! IN YOUR FACE !!! *********** said nuthin.
me be happy
well. me heard this song sang by Lacus off one of the myOtakuians' site,and was trying to find it on gendou. lol. and then i chanced upon this song: Find the way from Gundam SEED. i was completely going like....WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! i loved that song! and i still do. its super nice! its what kept me going and watching another GUNDAM SEED eppy! lol. it is suuuuuper nice~ kyaaaaaaaaaaa~ i am sooo super happy i found the song once agin i had totally forgotten it. OMGOMGOMOGOMGOMGOMOGOMGOMG!!! kuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! >< *hyper*
well. me has been feeling like a total otaku and game addict these few days so me is being unhappy about it. NOO IM NOT AN OTAKUUU!!! (in this case. otaku as in those type of freaky super animangamin-addicted Japanese men who is super addicted and buys figurines,games,almost everything related.mostly porno though) EEK! EWWW NOO!!! I DUN WANNA BE LIKE THAT!!!!!
the thing now is:
eat my dinner n get some quality telly and book time ^^ lol~~~ XDDDD. about viv's going to australia. hm. yea.she has been here n there lol XDDD. but NY was quite some months ago LS. T T. lol~ haha. she was going 'omg im so sorry i was just unable to get u anything from china ><'
'nah. its okie ^^ lol~ aha. now u know how complicated i am XDDDDD'
'LOL!'
and now she's going 'i must find u a present this time ><' lol~ hmm. think all i want still is that bbeads set lol~ XD cant wait to try out the stuff inside my new bead accessories book lol. my birthday is so far away~ ><. eep. ahh heck
current wishlists:
+beads set
+sleep
+sugar ^^
+my own phone(cus i have been using other ppls phones cus they switch theirs too much n well...stuff)
+alot of personal time
+time with n for my friends
+time for drawing dooles~~
+mum to stop her nagging
+ppl to stop treating me like a 10yr old. ugh hell i am 14. almost 15! ugh! i want my own space n to rule my own life when i eat when i poop when i sleep! UGH! cant i at least control the when to poop part?! ugh!
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Fanfic-manganess
hmm. well. 'thanks' to my mum. i have found the perfect begining to it. note: such uploads wont be frequent lol~ i dont have as much time as u,LS waah~. so good~ butthen again. u are sorta like one of those random (slightly)pervertic-minded guys. eek blah. ah well. i guess life CAN be good. not. i wish i had a good job next time which allows me time to post n stuff more often. Poor Elves ><
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-scene: outside of a flat. rainy weather. lightning-
"What did u do that for?!"
-scene of things scattered on the floor-
"look,izumi.stop doing these silly stuff and do your assignment!"
"its not silly or stupid!!"
"i dont care! i want u to stop drawing such stupid stuff n do your assignment!"
-scene: goes out of room. door being slammed-
"like i said,IT IS NOT DUMB!!!!!! ugh!!!!"
-scene: plops down on the floor-
why cant she understand what i want,what i need?
its not like i never touched the assignments at all
i only started to draw for a few minutes!
why is life so unfair?
she doesnt scold onii-chan for playing on the computer and stuff.
why is it always me!?
i hate this world
-scene outside window. rain falls-
i wish i wasnt here at all!
-scene: thunder flash. tears fell onto the floor-
*lies on the floor. falls asleep*
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thats the very intro. ughh. or should i say. prolougue. whaaatever. lol. well. it is likely i update tomorrow. i'll try to get my paws off the gamin though XD
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
