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Monday, November 5, 2007


replies to comments! p.s. i had ice cream



well yea. it as lime n lemon n vanilla. quite refreshing. bt like all other ice cream. grew rather sick of it at the end. so yeea. ice cream can be taken off my list of favourite foods please. it has lost its happy-fy-ing effect on meeeeee

scarythings 1001
well yea. heard it from Lester(remember from the Lester-mo joke?)in band. well. looks like rumour aka gossipmongers were being active again. yup. me X goaty still TT. given circumstances. this is gonna last till i graduate. unless i can make them dumb. as in. UNABLE TO SPEAK-dumb. so yea.

'i've heard from others that goaty like you'
-eh?!-
'do you believe that this is true?'
-silence for a moment. continues looking for the missing clave-
'nah. no way. besides. its just a rumour. not totally believable ya know'

well yea. i aint gonna believe that bullsh*t. ^^ just felt like not typing the word out just like that todayyy lol. but it surprised me. we were together alone in the band store. and he suddenly spoke rather seriously.(note: the idiot always getting into trouble. and still gets into trouble) aha. aint gonna believe any of that. unless the guy tells me so himself, i aint gonna believe in rumours. nor am i so stupid enough to go ask him about that. me wanna stay friends with my first GUY FRIEND. so yea. however things turns out. none of my businesses. its up to Fate the B*tch. lol. muaha. guy frends stay as guy friends. boyfriends are boyfriends. 2 different group. lol. bt stupid? common trait of all humanity

i have some BAD NEWS guys..... i...i....














...im gonna put up site rules. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH! what scary-fy-ing? nope.lol. actually. just one simple one: Be youself at all times ^^ this ag is a happy and wanna stay freeeeee~ so i want my pals to be exactly the same. be free n be yourself. if we are friends we wouldnt put up a pho self infront of each other right?~~ *hinthint* then again. i do that alllll the time~~~ lol so maybe. urr.... whatever ^^

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$ *rings bell like that of in wine bars* DING-DING-DING! we have a winner~! lol. yuppies. spot on. that picture is soooo trademark. lol. fyi. i just blended the galaxy picture into the Sagittarius original pic. and added the words. muahahahaha ^^ but i love my wallie(yes for hte billionth time) yups. a Saggittarius theme for -god knows how long so dont ask me ^^; -

nah. elvsie should reward the finder of that pesky elf with ramen. oreo for ramen-stealing-elf is kinda weird...lol. ramen for ramen! as in. an eye for an eye,yea^^

$ sorry i like jigsaws TT hm. but the computer jigsaw game thingies are too harsh on the eyes. boring. i like the feel of actual jigsaw pieces ^^ ooh btw. those pho makers are soo GRR! yups. they made MANY puzzles nowadays with those alphabets behind. yea. so people can just cheat their way man. puzzles have lost their meaning like that darn asses!grrr

$ agreed that having not enough money sucks. hm. might be true for the- no wait. given this whole rumoursrumours thing. i wont say that theres less chance of finding out that they are GOSSIPIN behind yer back TT

$ yuppies the builsd-a-bear thingies are so cuute! they even had pooh bears and hello kitties! aww. but oh well. whatever. expensive they are lol. oooh oooh! even piccies! end of the post please

$ very true LS! XDD. yea. even worse when they become mothers. so yea. i get the feeling that im gonna be that slippyminded mother still who forgets many things and the poor baby suffers, or grows up sesibly and reminds me instead of the things i need to do. *sniff* no. i didnt have TIME for part time jobs. or i would have taken them dammit lol. and whats with rimshot? O o


EVENT PICCIES!!!
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-trying to find the sound. yesh thats Mrs Lim-
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-wan ying and the bear!-
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-and the darling bear herself!-

and some other random pics
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-the balloon doggies! i made pinky and greenie-
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-papa caught redhanded for pinching food XDD- *jkin*
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pretty storm clouds. it was magnificent so i just hadta take the piccie. besides. was bored.
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and this random view of the sun and clouds from another bus stop XD

p.s. yea theme progress is stalled. is gonna take time to perfect those centaur legs. -am bad at drawing animals that arent kitties or doggie-

see ya



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Friday, November 2, 2007


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+? nope. me doesnt really get it. ya trying to say 'flirt'? no idea really. i can kill him if he does. NO ONE MESSES WITH MY FRIENDS! especially not you *hits goaty on the head for that* =P

nope. sometimes its only one side runny n teh other is plain ol lazy. so i sleep on the other side to get it...urr...balanced? lol

+what MY goaty? (if ya get how this is...meaning indirectly. as in. guy-gal friend inda thing O o) no way. lol. yup. its empty. and im proooooooud of it!!! *at times though

there was this once we had this urr....quiz thingy and the vice principal sat in submitted her answer n got the question correct. and our class didnt. so yea. i was just sittin there. the teacher passed me an oreo(thats the prize) and i was like 'eh what huh what eh?' and then when i finally realised that she wants me to present the vice principal her prize she already took it from the teacher so i was like OO' oopsies..' too much emptyness ^^ too much spacing out n off-focus-ism

true. lol. i find talking to guys better, since gals can be naggy n all. no wait. scritch that. goaty's a naggy one himself. TT so yea. but maybe its better cus they are more rational? no idea. hes retarded enough to be hurtin me (does that mean he wont? bleah. lost in my own sentence)

+yea. street name. lol. but Haig girls was also my primary school. so i was a bit worked uppy on that. grrr *bites him virtually again* *chomp* *and spits him out* *pukes* XDD like what i said, whats fun in biting an old goat? lol~

randomness.
so we gave mrs lim her present. it was a self-made bear from those Make-a-Bear workshops. it took us a looong time to choose the outfits. n record the message to her. n alotta money too.

well. a plain unclothed one without sounds cost around S$24,so it should be okay. we are thinkni of going back there to make bears for each other as christmas presents ^^ coool-ism. but that has to be relatively light on my purse. since december's the month of spending lotsa money. Nadi comes back= more outings =arcades n neoprints. plus im going out with my school friends too. so yea. my poor wallet. there were times i had to request my mum to draw money out for the first time ever in my clean history on inputting money to the bankie. sigh~

so yepp. she was like holding the bear until the underwear showed. so i was like *covers*. and she also looked at the undies. 'pervert TT'.. yup. so yea lol~ we had a real haaaaaard time finding her. ugh. sheeesh. so during recess we were taking turns to hold the bear n walked around like that with the box. lol. felt like a funeral procession. of course. it attracted lotsa stares *blush*...we were bored yes we were

event piccies hafta wait. must get on sis's lappy. grr. n upload my piccies~ sighhhh~ but the bear is cute! lol. ^^ that it is

so i was playing Jigsaw too on MSN with wanying. 3 puzzles. am bored now since theres missing puzzle piece(like wth is that even possible in a virtual puzzle piecing game?) lol. she went off to bathe. bleah. am lazy to complete it. didnt even like the piccie. too strainin on the eyes to find the puzzle pieces. eyes tiiiired....

meow~~~~~~~~~~~~ maybe i shall just go onto gaming. or sinply off to beddy...nah. gaming it shall be..hehehehe

p.s. maybe i shall change themes. ah yes i remember what i wanted for my theme now lol~

p.s.s. charlie n the chocolate factory was SWEEEEEEEET! lol. how i wish i was THAT lucky....chocolate factory...n i could get alll the chocolate i wanted.....sniff... but then again. that'll get me fat ><



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Thursday, November 1, 2007


part 2 of post



ahem* back to where i was saying (where was i?) lol. so yea. while it takes time for me to organise my crammy brain,heres replies to ur commenting:

+yes mr goaty's 16
+hes a goat imported from indonesia
+some or most foreign students hav to attend their lessons with us younger people cus of the differece in syllabus-es from their country

meow. so yea. i hadnt really found my track of words(as in. ya know. lose track of things?). this feeling reminds me of yesterday,after the paper. well. yea. the 'o's were long gone for half a day or so but yeeea. i was still feeling happyyyy about it all being gone like the wind WOOOOOOOOOOSH~~~~~~~ *wind bloooowwwww* so my head was being practically empty like it is nowwww lol. ^^ empty. yet having a funny feeling welled up indide it but yet my head's deprived of all thoughts n feelings other than the sole idea of 'JUST RELAX ALL THA WAY MY FRIEND!'

so yea. i still havent the idea really what i wanted to say. 'so baby, i dunt know what to sayyy~' lol. that was whats on my player. That thing u do by Busted. XD. lol~

so after school. due to women's biological business plus my runny nose (aka joggy or marathon nose depending on how severe it is),me skipped band. again. XDDD so yea. they CANNOT blame meeeeee. muahahahahahahahahahr~

so i went to the bus stop. trying to get home asap. lol. while waiting for the bus to come( since i had crampies,i didnt wanna wait foreva for bus 40 the slowpoke. but i did anyway). while staring off into my blank faraways looking for the bus, i stopped to sms mr goaty on the skipping for band lol. as in. random chatts~ after a few more whiles of staring. yeaa. i didnt really hear him call or anything but oh well. the regular pokings and ramblings (skip if u wish since this is rather long?)

*yadayadaydaa......*
-bus13 comes-
bleah. im lazy to wait for bus40. wanna go home...
you live at haig road right? (he mispronounced it as 'hig')
say what? (half deaf)
-repeats himself-
uh? no. um...u know where pauline lives(this other gal in his class same area diff blocks)
no. uhh. 'hig' road right? u live near benedict? (note. aka B-san or *ahem* or HIM sometimes in my post. but yea. has no intention to bother anymore about this one. since i aint sure of how im actually feeling towards him. nah. just let things take its course. alalala. not bothering. am too lazy to. let people say what they want)
uh...yea..... *brain: EEEK OMG I ACTUALLY SAID THAT*
ya lar. 'hig' road ma (mote: singaporean slang. we use words like 'lar' 'lor' 'ma' 'le' in speech. of course. its part of Singlish. lol. mixture of many tongues)
NO. its HAIG ROAD
isnt the 'a' silent?
NO! grr. i didnt study in 'HIG' Girls ya know?! (haig girls= my primary sch!!!)
-gettin off the bus since my sch wasnt far from me home-
BYE you old goat!
-got off the bus. stuck my tongue out at him. ran off-
*messaging now. not verbal conversation*
dun u dare start gossipgossip again (as in. about me and the other guy mentioned above). or i'll send u an army of balloon dogs (remember i scared him with mr balloon doggy? XD he doesnt like them)
i'll throw numerous needles at them. im gonna start gossipin about ur problem(problem= menses)
*hoppin mad (about failing in ballon doggy plan)* nevermind. can use u X silvie(this other indonesian gal in class. victim to the matchmaking game too TT) as backfire in any case
what about silvie? i have my stand
no. as in people going around with rumours that u like her etc. I can be more evil than u. eg. a gal with a pervert following her, i'll stab without hesitation(as in. if im the gal). using pens are better cus then i can poison the bloodstream. ^^ dun care about u. happy going senile,old goat!
-no replies from then on-

bwahahahaha. but then again. this goes to show. hes too dense to get my meaning of not gossipin about me n that guy. not about the menses TT. guys are sooooo DENSE!

so yea. well i didnt look at him at all when we spoke. or to be exact. i didnt like to do that. its like. i feel pressurized and uneasy. no. not that i like him or something NO WAY! but well. since my social circle has consisted of mainly girls, i guess i aint used to talking to guys like that. face to face. so nervous. uneasyness. what? talk more like that? nah. get out TT

meow. so i was being bored lol. am being random. realised that bro has uploaded Charlie and the chocolate factory movie onto the computer. shall watch then. gaming can come tomorrow~~~~ toodlee



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Wednesday, October 31, 2007


heloooo



boo yea baby! the 'O's r OVAAAAAAAA~ lol. yea. wasnt as horrible as i expected it to be. sigh. got stressed n pressurized for nuthing TT. aha. was so bad i cried

well yea. then i dunno. poor relations with my mum esp. ugh. then on saturday night,while on a bus. she was sittin with her ppl and me, alone by the window. i dunno. i've been thinkin n thinkin and tears just started to brim. lol i kinda sent goaty a semi-emo n deep question lol. am laaazy to post it here cus, yes im postin frum school~

so yea. we smsed for quite a while,so yea. he ended up with a message going 'if u have any problem,feel free to find me ^^'...or something along those lines. ^^ *touched* lol. well. on the bright sides. this means ive found myself a good friend ^^. on the not so brgith one...i dunno. he cant always be there 24/7. lol. XD oh well what the heckx~

so yea. oopsies. gtgs. end of english period. damned. ahaha. btw. having the horrible server down was horrid. bleahh. so i was heavy on sms-ism. lol. gtg. eeeeeeeeeek!~!!!!!



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Friday, October 26, 2007


   the big 'O's



yea. its being around the corner. 31st october. next wednesday. eeeeeeeeeeeeek! *faintx*

so yeeea. its scary. >< and since theres Science practical asssment/SPA practical on the 1st for chemistry ans 6th for physics. yeeea. im gonna hafta ban myself from the computer until the 6th

then again. me be back tomorrow. to post my horrrible results. which we be getting back tomorrow. so we had a 'use ur hands campaign' as usual this year. what is it? aww. sunds classy right? but actually. its just 'cleaning ur classroom for ur juniors who will be using it next year'. yea. sounded really pretty ne?

so yea. ms form teacher was being nice today. there were some blue paint/ink marks on our white wall infront. so yea. it was difficult getting it off. after treatment with alcohol and serious rubbing, hse realised it wasnt gonna work so she said the best sentence of the day. 'okay. nevermind. leave it as it is'. YESSH! woot. one less horrible thing to clean off. so yea

she ordered pizza or ur class. and like wha i told my friend. 0.5% she'l remember to order the pizza for me n my vegetarian friend. yup. spot on. so yea. we were bored(me n that friend) and we started making doggies with the twisty balloons provided. lol. the whole thing had lost its purpose. first,the one whom we are seeing off,our bio teacher aka co-form, is absent. and we hadnt got foodie. so we spent time making doggies

throughout the movie mr SS was showing us for our so-called SocialStudies exam feedback,there were balloon pops here and there. LOL!! XDD. yea. we were twisting more dogs. and then i decided. i shouldnt re-make my balloon doggy anymore. its likely to burst ifi did. so yeeea~

lol. yesterday was niiice. we had this uber boring pornorgraphy talk. and then there was this one example of a RAYMOND POK(reymond aka goaty. same pronounciation! but different surnames. who knows. he might have changed it),aged 26 but pretending to be a 16yr old(goaty's 16!),cheating on girls aged 13 to 15 (im right in the middle!!) and the pedophile started out with the victims as just friends via MSN ,handphones,etc. (he has my email n hadphone number!)

GAAASP! so i was like '*shifty eyes. throws dirty glance at him as in. lookdown* hmm. maybe i should change my number or something. who knows? kowaii~ ><' lol. of course. joking. XD. hes too dumb to be smart in these stuff
and besides. i will nvr hesitate to grab random objects to stab him in places where it hurts more. XDDDDD muahahahahhahaha. im evil and proud of it~~ ^^

so i made more fun of him because of this. aso. during the talk. there was this lester guy he interviewed thats sec1 (theres a lester in my section and goaty's class) and then since its a pornography talk, he was asking 'are you ure your surname isnt Mo?' get it? Mo- lester. moester. LOL. surprizingly. yea. it gets to me still even though mr ex conductor had been on this joke for quite sometime.

which reminds me. another one to add on the list of funnies from the previous post. it got me snickering evrytime when its trumpet solo n the introduction. since they're like supposed to play a random piece of music. trumpet-san didnt know what to play. and someone suggested 'just play 'do re mi fa soh la ti do'' and thats what he did. ol. while everyone else played music pieces, hes the only one who played scales. so it was funny

repies to coments: (note. im using the dollar sign cus its just there on my sis's lappy. i dun usually post from lappy so yea. whatever)

$ no LS. remember that Granado Espada GAME i've talked about before? lol. hm. if i was an espada....I"LL JUST GO AROUND KILLING PEOPLE I HATE!!! OR ARE JUST SOOOOO IRRITATING!!!! BOOO YEA BABY! SO SUE ME!!! *stick tongue out playfully* im an evil child yesh i am.

$ feh. and i repeatedly told goaty off for telling me to pick up a teddy to fight with cherry to make her help to move the intruments. 'you need to grow up some more grow up some more!' >< lol. so yeaa. besides. if i had to fight with her. i'll rather i do it with my hands. *punch* oops nuthin happens nuthin! *rolls eyes* yep. that me. being rebelious n darkMe

$ aww nah. ^^ u need some bitsies of love from all of us ^^ *hugs some more. and punches dad for being irritatin as always'. that immature 53 yr old dad *grumblegrumble*

well yea. so im gonna go for beddie. 11pm. then again. eaaaaarrly. lol. nah. i just wanna lie there. whether i fall asleep. thats another thing. so i scalded my hand while placing cheese on the pizza(or pissa,since i was pissed at it). cus the plate was too hardto remove totally from the hot oven which wa still hot n cooking the pizza. the scald was more like a cut on my wrist. me was thinkin 'hmn. i can just fake to people that i actually slit my wrist XDDD' lol. but dad cut up the pizza totally so we didnt get to pull out the cheese. bleah. spoilsport. evil daddy 1001

nyuuuuuuuuu~ - - zzzzzzZZZ *nods off*



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Wednesday, October 24, 2007


RANT



so yea. read that lil notice in the taggyboard? yea. if im really laazy or anything. im just gonna crap on the taggy for short updates on this pathetic life. that is. when im bored n not really having much to post about

reply to comment:
+lol LS. when i saw the 'hm. then i shall get u a dictionary for ur birthday' part,i thought of that baka. very likely to say this. aha. and i can give him jap lessons...although im not really interested in learning indonesian >< but before all of that,i gotta study more jap so that i dun get stumped or something

hm. rant!
so yea. i was kinda boring to perform for people 5 times in a row. heres a list of stuff that never changes throughout these 5 times
+the speech given by our band major(a girl!)
+those little tweebies sticking out their heads out hard EVERYTIME to see the euphonium XD
+William(my dumb Bass drum junior) being totally lame when seeing those tweebies out(cus they walk past us)
+those lame trombones being weird and lame wile waving goodbye TT

and heres the funny!:
+'and the biggest instrument in the band,Rahul' XDDD no. Rahul is the yucky perverted malay guy who plays the Tuba. so yea. Band Major-chan got her lines mixed up! Rahul stinks! STINKS LIKE HELL! cus he sprays the yucky deodourant and stunk up the whole place

+' And from the flutes,we have Yasheilla(aka Lala)' *Dawn(dawnie/banana) stands up instead* lol! cus they are playing alternate for each group of the p6 tweebies. lol. so now Lala is Dawnie and Dawnie is lala XDDD nah. i'll stick to the original names

-goes to check on my bro's afking Granado Espada team. its still weird having sounds of fighting and slashing and healing when u are posting. hey that rhymes!-

the bad:
+the shifting of instruments in and out and in and out every practice cus other people who are NOT from band are using the BAND room

+cherry being totally immature n lazy n stupid. she was going around with her stuffed panda. PLAYING. and then not helping out with the shifting of instruments. then when she finally moved her 'heavy' finger to help. still holding on to panda. and panda was holding the hi-hat's toppy. as in. above the cymbals part that metal stick-like thingy. i went TT# 'can you leave panda for a second and help out? besides. Panda will get dirty like that'

ugh. after that. its collecting of the banners. or that funny thing you put on your music stand that has a piece of cloth infront to show the band's logo or something. she was standing there waiting for people to give her the banners. ugh. being totally annoyed already. i went over and collected for her. and place it on top of her pile. not gently of course.

and then after a while she started going 'ahhh!!! so heavy! jiaying,its very heavy~' *complains* WTFH! hello! its not heavy at all! shes just being her damn lazy self n reluctant to carry them! 'ah im small n weak ma' WELL GO TO HELL!*rolls eyes*

+waiting in the band room rotting after our break. ugh. WTFish. so boooring. yea i had my book to read. but the peeps were being too noisy. so i was bored n took an extended toilet break. strolling to the water cooler n back. then when i got back. it was dismissal. so yea.

wanying was dragging me along to class. >< im tired n lazzzy so let me snail! lol. i remember Zoe being 'aiyah. now Wanying doesnt snail,n jiaying snails, so WoNiuYing(WoNiu=Snail in chinese) is Jiaying(me)' TT whatever. so i was dragged allll the way. upstairs to the 4th floor. and feeling sick of the band room. feh.

'im sick of attention
sick of your...'

'I've found the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts. they make no sense
I've found bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Take's me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to pray
'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to BREAK (echo)

Shut up when I'm talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut ... UP!!'

yea. was screaming these in my mind. ugh
now im feeling alot like listening to linkin park n screaming songs out.

so i was walking with the TT# *butt of buster or get it from me* look on my face. who cares what they think! go to hell! grrrrr. so yea. when i got home. and wanted some time for the digestion of food. i smsed goaty to rantt

'aha. then u take a teddy n fight with her(cherry) la! the loser keeps the instruments'
'nah. cant be bothered. n dun want to stoop down to her level. feh. immature n selfish'
'u can be very selfish by getting ur chemistry an A1'
'where got selfish! baka. thats 2 different things!'

so yea. TT. whaatever. bakas will be bakas

[[edit: wrong lyrics for the first one. seems that i heard wrongly. 'the tension' ='attention' lol. ^^; another blooper

I'm sick of the tension sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
]]



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Tuesday, October 23, 2007


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+yup. the guys were high. and they keep going 'Louis! Louis' *hinthint* and it turns out that louis was one of the poor dudes with the HIV positive virus from that dumb demo from yesterday. sigh. nice guy. speaks too softly. lol. we had a hard time making him speak or sing loud during the sec 3 camp. and we were all going TT#. ah well. then again. anyone in the school gets the HINTHINTs from the stupid matchmaking guys TT

+what is a proctologist? nah. stuffin stuff up peoples arses was just to cause severe pain *evil flames cackle in eyes* nope i wasnt being evilMe again

+whatever. i'll be going TT *ignores* when that happens. those guys better watch their asses...before they find themselves victims of sennen goroshi(remember from Naruto? aka in subs, A thousand years of pain) but then again. wont be as stupid as to have my fingers up filth-hole. lol. would probably find some rotting iron- no. rusty iron pipes or whatever pipes that are rusty regardless of the diameter ^ ~

so yea. being all *okay so i shouldnt start to grow dependent on anyone eg goaty for life's shit*, so i was trying to get to the school asap. besides. i wanna rest my butt soon lol. so i was shocked when i was randomly walking and then i heard a low voice calling me. !!!. it was goaty of course. TT so you can imagine me going *clench fist* since i was spacing out as always so i was shocked.

well yea. we were talkin about marks. the dude didnt come to school yesterday. so he only got to see his marks today. lol. he was being 'ah okay stop saying already u're gettin me worried(about my marks)' as in. HIS marks lol. so yea. we'll see tomorrow how the baka fares. ^^ then again. hm. no wait. hm. but if i DO get a seat in the bus. i'll end up hugging my baggy and trying to catch more sleep. so im most likely spacey again. then again. i like being spacey so i dun really care

*is kinda a habitual thing. he started it! was randomly staring at my results. then he cam over n grabbed my result slip. so yea. it started from then. 2 years now. lol. but there are times when i told him my marks and he played tardy. i mean. well. either he didnt tell me his marks. or he just lied to me and then after i told him mine then he goes 'aha i got more marks than you'. which was obviously exposing his lie. *twitch twitch clenches fist* ugh that weasel~ hmpf.

so yea. tomorrow's the bloody p6 orientation. my friend rang me up just now to ask whether im gonna wear the full band uniform to school. well. gonna hafta bring it. feh. didnt wanna be the only one from my class in band uniform the whole day. ughh. so yea. thats why my bag's gonna be puffy so it acts like a hug cushion. *hugs* then again. im hugging practically nothin since i havent packed the bag yet XDD

bored-ism. pokepokepokepoke. fanarts will b uploaded when feel like it. lol. today when ms formteacher was teaching us how to use this bloody software which we know how to use i snuck out my new sketchbook. as in. those exercise-book sized blank pages notebook XD bro didnt want it. wante to throw it away. then mum said 'give it to ur sis(me)' then i was like ^^ yay!

so yea. on the outside,i looked like i ws taking down notes or something. but i was doodling away lalalalalalalalaaaa~ tsktsk. appearances are deceiving..

and then again. being deceived can be good. but not for the case of mr goaty up there. grrr. i'll swat his lil- no wait. rather big. BIG head of his if he dares lie again hmpf! ><

yea. oh. and today we were given out birthday cards by the Student Welfare Commitee in our class(im part of it and i didnt know about this *shame) so yea. and then Simin(the head. choir. crazy.but smart) was being her evil self again 'ooh. maybe prem(this other irritating guy from class also born on the same day) is your twin brother!' and i was like 'IIYA!!!!!! i dun want!!' fweh. we dont see eye to eye. that dumb guy n me. feh. and not interested to.

so yea. simin doesnt have on for herself. 'whats the point of giving myself a birthday card?!' so yea. am thinkin of drawing her one ^^ and only thinking llalalalalalalalaaaaa

quotes of the day:
'squeak squeak squeak, squeak squeak squeak squeak!'
'squeakin TT'

cant seem to get over this one XDD 'squeak squeak squeak!!' (adios!)

[[edit: i thought we are over with the bitching off already yesterday?! well. mum didnt really. so yea. bro came home. saw the a maths marks. and pops began to btch. ugh. here we go again. bloody hell arent we done with this already?! ugh. friggin shit. dumb family. fweh. should have brought it back to school to send it for recycling on the way home]]



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Monday, October 22, 2007


EOY markx >



how unfortunate. i forgot that we were having this whole 'checking of exam scripts' thingy ARGH! *faint* other than the STI/AIDS talk. which had nothing interesting at all. my face was TT throughout,wishing this could end asap. dead boring! the funny thing to mention was tt they had this demo on how fast HIV could spread. then 'within 3s of interection,all 8 were infected'. WTH. but it was interesting watching the cuppies of tampered water turn pink as a sign of HIV positive. aha. good ol pretty diffusion! ^^

so heres the list of papers of EOY
p.s. Mrs lim(bio+ co-form +nice teacher bt pervy at times O o) was being evil again. she gav us the horrible A maths paper first ><

A maths 25/80 35%
Maths 70/120 58.3%
Social Studies 31/50
Geography 24/50 (1 more mark to pass. plus dumb comment given by teacher. 'answer is too long for 5 marks'. WTFH! ugh. well. was given the 5 marks anyway TT)
thus. Combined Humanities(SS Geog) 55/100 55%
English 75/110 68.2
Chemistry 80.5/100 80.5% (the only paper i had confidence in an A1)
Chinese 143/200 71.5%
Biology 61/100 61% (might be 62 since 1 question was unmarked)
Physics >< 59/100 59% (like OMGOMG!!! so close! 1 more mark to a B! *faint)

so yea. and since it took some time. i was being bored n all so i was being hungry n sleepy,i drew on this piece of paper for recording these horrid marks XD doodle-lism!!

goaty
well. he had this camp for so long. being the usual me. i smsed him on random stuff. but ah. he didnt really reply the more recent ones. lol. the only one was at midnight last week. aha. after the drill by mr new conductor. lol. was surprised, since i thought most people are in dreamland by then. and after that,nuthing else. lol.

so then again. me realised me was being clingy n dependent n pestering. and THIS. annoys me. so yea. i decided i should stop doing this TT. anyway. like what i've put as my personal message on msn: i dun need your sympathy. hes probably one of those people u can expect it from. PLUS. some nagging included. whatever. so im gonna be the passive one again and be cold *refuses to be clingy

yea. so like what i've said to Aiko-chan. i dun care if people saw me n goaty as 'lovers' or like what they do by going HINTHINT n matchmaking people up. i just know one thing. NUTHING MORE THAN FRIENDS. and also. SHUT YER MOUTHS UP BEFORE I STUFF ANYTHING UP YER ASSES HARD! was tempted to do this as always ^^

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+nadi. u know what am i gonna do about you saying comments about our weight right? for the billionth time. stop thinking like a dumbo without knowledge of what really happens. besides. no one can be thin forever. they do get fat. so stop being such a dumbo and stop talking about this okay! *yes i m really pissed so yer better stop it before i get really serious

+ yep. it was lame that mr ex conductor was fired. no i aint really gonna miss him or anything. but i can use him as a comparison to the new guy when i need to start deriding the new one XDD

lol yea. it was fast n cool! what was kuzco again? lol. i only remember the cute squirrel thingy. or whateva it was 'squeaks squeaks squeak,squeak squeak squeak squeak' 'Squeakin TT'
twas classic~

+yep. some girls r just so desperate to get guys (images of people who r rather despo flashes across my mind) nope. aint really directing at anyone. not YET *evil grinn* hm. well. once i picked up teh pencil. nah. cartoons are just not for me. kyaha. i would tend to draw anime-like picies. besides,im one who cant be bothered to classify stuff,for example,cartoons and anime-like drawings. TT well. for those that i do anyway. so im laaaaazy down to my boooonesss~

thats all. its raining whooooot!!!!! all the better if it flood- no wait no! what if mr new guys gonna make us run to the fields again as punishment for doing the wrong commands for the drills?! noo! iiya~ but then again. he'll probably find some other place for that TT feh!

p.s. believe it or not, we actually got chased out of the BAND room while we are arranging the BAND scores,i.e,carrying out BAND activities, by people who are using it for the bloody sec1 orientation NEXT year,and WE have to prepare for the p6 orientation THIS wednesday bloody hell TT they better not touch anything,or else....



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Thursday, October 18, 2007


bleah



meow. so yea. today was yet another no school marking day aka slack at home day XDD *sneeze* oh no. seems like i've caught the cold again. darn weather....

band
yea. our old conductor was sacked cus we failed to get a silver for the SYF back in april. >< although he can be quite mean and all but awww..its still kinda sad to see the old guy leave.....but never devastating. TT

so we saw our new guy. hes shorter XD and younger. rather cool n funny. lol. he made us play the mallets during the scale studies!!!!! whooooot. since its usually boring cus we're just sittin back there and being bored to death. so yeaaaaaaaaaaa baby!!! XDDDD lol. its good for a change. hehe.

was playing something called the Fifth street. its an online dancing game. i saw the commercial off the telly ^^ so yea. its cool!! XD. better than Audition. but its in chinese. and my computers got no damn chinese language for imput and stuff. so yea. i had to struggle through it,since they all showed up as finny symbols such as 'ธะถ๗ศี' or simply blank. @ @

ooh. the cartooning. it. was. so. damn. cool!!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!~ the guy was the ex head of walt disney. and he was drawing fanarts with a felt tip marker in less than a minute or somewhere there. and hes also a singaporean! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!

so yea. heres the piccie of my 'canvas' (actually an A4 size paper provided by the guy for us to dooooodle.) lol. there was some contest for cartooning but then again. firstly. its about being patriotic TT and the dateline isnt exactly far. so yea. the prizes werent really attractive also lol. so my friends were like *hinthint + STARE* and i went all TT 'nah'

well. he made us draw the turtle. and the apple. and he made us draw those 'two circles two dots' kinda eyes. TT darn~~ so yea. it was really a CARTOONING one. not Anime. but oh well lol. he made us draw our variation of Pikachu,and rename it. so yea. here's MunchyChu XDDDD but i quite enjoy the effect of the grass

and the other pics were drawn cus i was bored.lol. so the one which looks human. as in. the spectacles guy/girl. well. didnt really decide on making it either. so yea. but it turned out funny. just like that anime-ish girl. cus i started with the eyes >< and then went on to drawing in the rest of the piccie. am so not used to doing this. and is unable to grab correct proportions.

bleah. im laaaaazy. at first as usual on the 'no school weekdays'. i woke up at 7+. so i intended to go jogging. but then again. it was sunny. and this kitty didnt like the sunny sunny sun~ so nah! back to sleep~

and so now. after getting my butt finally off this chair after fifth-street-ism. whooo. like i finally managed to get those Red shoes off my foot during the short time it slacked. as in. the red shoes from that myth about the girl who was unable to take off the red shoes and danced to her death

yea. why the sudden fairytale-ness? i was reading a book called 'im your cinderella'. im sure i mentioned something about borrowing that storybook. lol. so yea. it has excerpts of fairytale classics inside. lol. i finished the book. returned it. and borrowed more XDDDDD yea. this shouldnt take too long to finish. since tomorrows another 'no school' day. yaawn. i can always return my books on monday~ its on the way back from school.

me gonna grab some sleep for the runny nosey. oyasumi~
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+yea. i was very tempted to tell him that too xD. then again. i will like to slaughter him with my own hands someday....I MEAN!!!! if he ever pisses me off THAT badly. but then agin. hes just not up to that. aha. *has been trying to tell him to btch off at assholes,hes just too nice*

+GASPPP!!!!!! O O *frozen with fear of being eaten* (mind: oh gawd. well. then again. if she approaches,i'll just grab this ---- and stab etcetc). yes. thats how my mind works. i ALWAYS think of evil counter methods. fortunately. they never were executed *AWWWWWWWWWWWW! > 3< booooo~*

nah. now u can tell i dont like the waters very much. unless u are talking about the rain,or water down the tummy,yea i likey ^^ lol. was thinkin more towards death. not drowning. and no there werent any knights in shining armour to save me. well. then again. am not the sort who would fake illness to pick up boys. fweh. aint desperate



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Tuesday, October 16, 2007


whoot



so yea. yesterday we had a class BBQ!!!! that i didnt even know about TT lol. so obviously i didnt go. well. mr goaty was just asking me 'are u going to the class bbq' and i was like WHAT class bbq? lol. due to his dumbness for being really slow in replying smses,yea. so no more details on that. lol. anyway. i dont think i wouldha wanted to go. u know me. vegetarian. and those peopleare gonna start fussing over not having food prepared for me and stuff

random list of hates: the FUSS list
+people thinking that i am really a weak person in terms of health JUST because i have asthma,and get giddy easily,and have problems balancing myself etcetc
+people thinkin that i cannt handle the heavy instruments JUST because i was unable to manage one before since it wasnt easily carrying those congas downstairs single handedly and i got a bruise on my hips cus thats where u used to support those babies
+people who start going all OMG IM SO SORRY URR WE DONT HAVE ANY FOOD FOR YOU ,SEE OH I HOPE YOU DONT MIND IF WE EAT MEAT INFRONT OF YOU....

the last group of people are the WUSSIEs. like hell i am soooooo narrow minded as to not allow my friends to go about their freakin daily lives and consumption of their meals infront of me. hell. go on. as long as i dont hafta cut up the meat or touch it. or have any of it on me. im cool. and the part of not having food for me prepared,well WHO THA HELL CARES!! i can pretty well manage on my own. did i mention before that i was eating my cup noodles during a class bbq before? well yes i did that. and i was courteous enough to wait until my classmates had their food so as to be fair.

wheeeeeeeeee-ness
WHOOOOOOOOOOT! POST EXAM PROGRAMMEEEEEEE! so today was boring. and scary. but nah im lazy to post about that. (am being lazy to post about most stuff that i have ranted to goaty about. yea if ya hadta thank him for reducing the rantings in my post,go on) lol. tomorrow we are having someone here to teach us CARTOONING!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! (thats why u see me hyperrr) omgicantwaiticantwait!!! *hyperactivity alert* KWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!! ^^^^ omgomgomogmgogmgomgogmg

okay. so i wasnt exactly gonna o all omgomg about it. but the squealing? yea u betcha! ^^ yes. anyone who was in my class before would know that i doodle a lot in class. well yea. looking from my fanart origins,u can see that too lol. i DID mention before that i received complains from teachers about me doodling in class right ^^ XDDD so yea. this. is LEGAL doodling in class yay!!!!!

so yea. according to mr monitor,we are having a drug abuse talk tomorrow. boooooooooo~~~ TT* get off the stage i want my cartooning!!! lol. so yea today's boringness included 90% of our time on out butts. feh. and we were watching that basketball film on Coach Carter. yea. and i was all going 'omg are they supposed to show that in school?! O o' (scenes of s.e.x etc. and they were saying a whole lotta 'bad' words) and ranting throughout cus my butt was tired and i was hungry(it was before recess). the teacher was preaching to us after the movie.

'i know you guys are hungry. you have been good kids blahblahblahblah' yea. im glad u KNOW we're hungry. so gimme my food now since we were good~! * is feeling really annoyed* ya know me. starve this kitty and she bites.so tomorrows drug abuse talk better end on time and release us for recess ASAP. before i ...and please do not be surprised if ya see in the news headlines 'drug abuse speaker was stabbed by a student attending the talk'

so yea. and i dont know why. theres always the lingering feeling on my skin for most stuff. the most unpleasant one would be the feeling of water swirling about my feet after i got out of the pool for a few hours already. i didnt really tell ya guys before did i? well. i went swimming one day with my gals(anis,vivi and nadi) and then nissie suddenly grabbed my leg and i fell back into the pool which i was trying to get out of.

i almost drowned. human instinct: wave for help!!! thats what i did. feh. but yea. unbearable. i was thinking as i was underwater 'am i gonna die just like that?' aww. i didnt. thats why im here posting

so yea. now i am slightly hydrophobic. i feel unbearable when the water is up to my neck. so you can imagine how horrid the feeling of swirling water around your feet felt. the water wasnt deep. only up till the knees,fyi. as in. that pool which wasnt the one i was dragged into and almost drowned. TT

whatever. heres randomness from sms-ism:
me:'do i really walk slow? i noticed that people tend to look at me to ensure that i dont get left behind or lost or fall down or something'
goaty:'lol. cus u seem like a person that can be blown away by the wind very easily'
me:'...i realy do get affected by the STRONG winds when i walk(is unable to continue walking down my original path. would be 'blown' to the sides or stop)
goaty:' thank god u are in singapore. in other countries,u'll fly around everyday most likely'

....im gonna bite his head off someday. MEANIE!!!! hmpf! *pouts*



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