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Saturday, May 17, 2008


  
if you're wondering where that's from, it was supposed to be in Invader Zim, but due to the fact that it got cancelled by some ****** there were so many awesome episodes that never got aired. it makes me sad cuz lot's of 'em had the script all written and everything. i think a couple might even have had the voicing done, but noooo! ok, done with that little rant now.

my brother is coming back home today if you actually cared. which i can't imagine you do. im also getting excited about going to borders soon and getting stuff. i still have homsar88's giftcard worth like $25. im debating whether i should buy the jthm director's cut or manga. i have a feeling im gonna go with jthm though. as awesome as manga is, i have a strong urge to read it. over and over.

im kinda annoyed at a certain asshole from school though. i have open hour first half of hour 1, so i hang out with middy and zab. i actually had a good night's sleep, so i was being rather louder than i normally was what with my quoting Invader Zim. but honest to god i wasn't really talking above a loud speaking voice, but if you ask me it was hardly much louder than a normal speaking voice. then some kids at another table tell me to shut the hell up and i say why don't they make me and this one kid comes over and says "ok, just shut the hell up. you're pissing everyone off. stop acting like you're so cool, cuz you're not cool" and i felt like murdering him. i don't fucking give jackshit if you are bothered by me and i told him why don't YOU shut the hell up? he is completely ignorant of my personality and one of these days he's gonna die for it. a quote by itachi is fitting "you shouldn't judge people by appearances or preconceptions" and he's right. i am NOT fucking trying to act like im cool. that's what losers try to do and it's the so called 'cool' ones that end up with drug problems and other shit like that and i have no wish to end up a moron with no life that people talk about behind their back. i couldn't care less about being cool and it pisses me off when people think that's my goal. if i cared what people thought of me i wouldn't stand out like i do. i truly wish i had screamed loud and clear at him. more and more, i find that i wish i had said worse things to people. most of the time, you might look back on something you did and think "wow, i wish i had said something nicer" but these days i wish with all my soul that i had said something far worse and i wish i had gotten angry enough to start stabbing him with something. not kidding. i should have said that the kinds of people i hate the most are the ones who bitch about shit all the time. he was definitely crossing a line and i nearly attacked him. i wanted to say "quit your goddamned bitching!! i don't give a rat's ass what petty little things bother you!! i couldn't care less so take those fucking complaints of yours and shove it up your ass!! go the hell away and leave me alone!!" i could go on and on about it, but the next day when he gave me a dandylion thing, i knew it meant he was saying "well thanks for not being loud today" it pissed me off even more cuz he thinks i did it out of respect for him but he is DEAD WRONG. i didn't stay quiet for him because he was being annoyed. i did because i felt tired again, not because i cared. i will do whatever the hell i feel like!! don't judge me as if i will ever do anything for you!! i will do what i want for nobody but myself, so if you think i care what you think, shove that philosophy up your ass. one day im gonna be charged with assault, i just know it and i won't be sorry for it. i really long to let someone have it and let loose all that rage. you have no idea how much i long to bite someone with all my strength and draw blood. hopefully anime tonight will help me resist the urge.

*doop*

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