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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

read yesterdays blog.
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:lunacy fringe:
i'm here [at my dads] for like a couple hours
so i can do laundry
cause its too expensive to do laundry at my moms apartments.

chris [my brother] who only has his permit drove us over here, and he's washing my moms car as we speak [or as i type.]

i'm so bored.
lonely as always.
but oh well.

ps. miss Jocy schizophrenic is F A N T A S T I C
[aka anarchysnowflake]
shhh dont tell her<3

so how is everyone.
i'm not sure i can get around to any sites,
but if you wanna talk, feel free to message me.
or email me [greendaylover714@yahoo.com]

take care.

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Saturday, May 6, 2006

:lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off:

i went:
To School
To the Library
To the SKating RInk

School was average. We took the state testing for Algebra 1. it wasn't that hard.

The library was alright. I basically spent 3 hours reasearching a report on HIV AIDS for science.

Skating was fun. I can skate pretty fast. But I can't really stop. so when i wanna stop i just slow to a stop, or run into the wall. aha.

i'm exhausted. i'm lonely.

o h m y g o o d n e s s

thursday night we were helping my mom move
she said we were gonna go for like 1 hour.
we were there till 10:00.. four hours! fuck.
it was fun tho. my "beloved" alexander was there. he helped us move. we kissed and hugged and all that stuff that couples do. BUT are we a couple? hard to tell since he only comes around once a month.

but anyway all we were doing was carting \[with grocery store shopping carts] EVERYTHING we own from one side of the building all the way to another, with obstacles such as stairs.

it was funny every time i had to get the damn cart up or down stairs and i was alone, a guy would walk by and insist on helping me. i guess i looked a bit pathetic then. HELPLESS, MAYBE?
oh well.

it was fun to move the kittens. they were all clueless.

anyway, take care.


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Thursday, May 4, 2006

so i'm standing on the edge of a

with my back facing the dropoff.

After all this TI:ME i can't believe i
....e it
...........the top.

should i turn around and gaze into the failures of the past,., and



or step forward into a world i know will be no better worse than the past.

Looking into your
[E] y [E]

i feel so helpless.

grab [hold] {please?} and never let GO->

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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

:hey, hey, hi, hello:

its morning for mee. 6:50.. i loathe going to school today, testing.
all week long actually, and into next week.
i'm exhausted.
i'm reading this book called 1,000 white women.
its about 1,000 white women that are used as "mail-order" brides for the indians. They are actually free to leave the indians after becoming with child.
thats kinda kinky.
ahh. not much to say.
I love you all.

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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

:And Never Get Extra Love:

do you ever get the urge to talk to an old friend,
but you try and try and try but you can't get ahold of them.

my god, its depressing.

Always Needing Gifts: Eternal Lust.

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:it's cause of [these] things.:

i'm terribly sorry that i'm never around.
Much has happened.
Then again not much. Most of all that has happened
occured in my mind.
So it matters not..or does it?

to begin with, i went to church on sunday.
it was different, mostly a christian science church, i'm not knockin on ChrisSci or anything, but i'm not sure i believe the whole anti-doctor thing. Regardless, going to church felt.

Ceramics is no longer going to be my 2nd elective next year. I'm going to be in Honors World Geography so i can be in honors World History for Sophomore.
World Geo sounds fun.
I've always felt ignorant of other countries, so this will broaden my outlook on the whole.

In other news, i got bored today and carved FUCK lightly into my arm with a safety pin.
SSSHHH dont tell ANARCHY cuz i'm gonna surprise her tomorrow at school.
I wonder if she'll find it funny.
I Love Her because she accepts me for all that I am.
HEY anyone on here use MYSPACE?
goddamn the whole ILY rage is burning my eyes. (ILY as in i love you).. pathetic scenester talk. I'm sorry, but the wanna be scenesters ruined it for the scenesters.

personally, i prefer the people who aren't anything but themselves. i guess thats how i describe me. even if i tried i wouldn't fit into any group, cuz i'm LLAME like that.

well,I'm at loss for words.
Take care.

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Saturday, April 8, 2006

Jocelyn=my backround<3

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   :its been forever, [forever] hello:

well, hello friends. my goodness its been a great while since i've come to check on you people. which, i must say, makes me very eager to type down a million things that i know hardly half of you will read.

so for the past few months i've been reintroduced to an exboyfriend of mine. we're almost dating. almost. him and i see eachother around 2-4 times a month, and only when its convenient for him. or at least, so i'm assuming, afterall, he comes to my apartment complex but goes to another persons apartment to get stoned, [i guess it would have been shocking to think that i was more importanted than weed.]

and then theres this other boy who i am fond of who, unfortuately, does not see me the way i see him. or maybe he does. the point is i guess that he's out of my league because, well, were just so [different] aka i'm not popular, or so i assume. this boy sends so many mixed messages he gets me so confused, but overall, he's a pretty tight friend.

Spring Break has just began, and i'm looking forward to spending some days doing absolutely nothing. <3 also, my mothers kittie narcolep had some kittens recently, i need to visit there to see them.

Jocelyn's birthday is on 4/10, so if you get a chance, visit AnarchySnowflake.

My brother just got Bitter Suites to Succubi, a CD by Cradle of Filth, its rather old, 2001, but its wonderful. Have you ever heard the song "Suicide and other Comforts?" well if not, you should.

My little sister is becoming such a nuissance She talks shit on people and expects me to back her up. Plus she tries to stir shit [telling me that other people are talking shit on me].. personally, if you talk shit, then i dont give a shit about you. i don't waste my time with haters.

We had our registration for high school on thursday [yeah i know i'm a baby, 8th grader still]

my classes will be:
Honors English
**Japanese** yay!

Recently I've been reading a lot of e.e. cummings. you should get into him, he's an interesting poet.

-take care of yourselves, because if you don't have your health, you don't have anything at all [or so i'm told]

-don't make anyone your everything, because when they're gone, you'll have nothing.

-people always ask for moments of silence for the dead. well they are dead now, and silent, and all we can think of is how horrible it is, so how about a moment of screaming instead?

**for now**

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Monday, March 13, 2006

   :guess what:


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