Monday, October 20, 2008

Nostalgia Revisited
Been a long while since I've posted. I think I did this to bring back memories of long past. Sharing my thoughts here was truly theraputic. Maybe I'll post here some or use the new thing(myPortfolio) that theOtaku has brought to the masses. Leave messages if any of you still remember who I am.

Aging has made me miss this place all over again...
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Hey everyone happy holidays to all of you, I hope everyone had an enjoyable and safe new years.

Rutgers won the Texas Bowl 37-10, Hell yea!

I come back to the otaku at the end of this holiday season in a bit of a predicament looking for advice. I'm having lady problems.

I know most of just stopped reading, but hey its understable.

Well it begins with this girl I have been hooking since late summer time. We only actually hooked up a handful of times and by early into the semester, well we had sex. I didn't expect her to want to do it so early. Eventually, pledging got in the way and I couldn't really see because I was swamped with things to do the whole semester. And yet, I'm glad it got in the way because she I think she may want the dreaded word that I don't want to hear right now. Relationship.

And now I feel like a jerk because I have been avoiding her in some respects in the hopes that may she may just get annoyed with me ignoring her. But I don't know how to tell her. I never considered us ever to be dating because the gaps in time in which we see each we were too long to solicit any idea(at least to me) that there was a sign for a relationship.

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate the girl. She's fun and really easy to get along with, but I just don't want a relationship right now. I can't stand what they do to people and what they did to me. I have so much time left in my life to focus on a relationship, now to me is definitely not that time, I just think I would have a serious problem committing myself.

I just don't know how to tell this girl that so I ignore her. I mean we both know were not in a relationship, I just think she wants one and I really don't.

That's one thing I can't committ myself to now.


(sorry if anything is misspelled or words are left out, too lazy to check it)


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