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Tuesday, November 6, 2007


I Puked in My Mouth a Little... o_O
Current Mood: Blank
Current Song: Spit by Kittie
Currently Watching: Scrubs


I read my last post and realized one very important thing...

I am one whiny bitch.

I've been depressed lately over something that is totally dwarfed by other people's problems. I can understand why I was so upset and angry if I was raped or someone close to me died or something, but it feels like I'm totally blowing things out of proportion now that I look back at it. It's kinda disgusting how juvenile I'm acting.

But at the same time, I want to be upset. I want to cry and just let all of the things that make me sad be heard so I can get them off my chest. I don't want to keep them in all the time but I don't want to be the whiny kid that everyone-including themselves-hate.

Today was pretty good considering how badly I felt yesterday. In art Christian didn't really talk to me, which I was thankful for. I don't need his bullshit right now. All we really did was look at stuff for our upcoming unit of sculpture. In German we got a packet of vocabulary on shopping and we defined all the words in it. Frau Stammerjohann told us about a project we're going to have to start on soon where we take pictures of ourselves and then put dialog in it to form a story. She showed us some examples from past years and my favorite one was where they were pretending to be from Austin Powers. The line "Magst du randy, baby?" ("do I make you randy, baby?") totally sold it. XD In Geometry I'm understanding the content a little better but I'm still not clear on it. I can't wait until this unit is over. -__-; In English we were working in the computer lab again and I finished early so I got to talk to Gaia and look up some information on "The Devil's Rejects." @_@; *coughs* After school I hung out with Gaia and Elijah for a while. Earlier Storm was ragging on me for not kissing him yet even though we've been together for more than a month now... I guess it's because I don't want to rush into things and I learned from my freshman year that PDA is disgusting. It doesn't matter who you are or if you're the one doing it. It's disgusting. I still do want to kiss him, though. I just haven't found the right moment and I probably wouldn't even have the balls to do it anyway. -___-

When I got home I ate a quesodilla, layed around for a while, did my homework, then watched some of the making of "The Devil's Rejects." I'm starting to get obsessed. *le sigh*

I just found out that my mom lost her job again today. She's not sad or anything, she hated that job, but I know it still hurts her ego. Plus, I'm worried about money. Meh. Hopefully it'll be okay.
+Momo+

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