Tuesday, February 13, 2007

   Neeeeeee....
Current Mood: So-so
Current Song: ROTTING ROOT by Dir en grey

DIRU in Illinois

Hey, everyone! Today is Alayna's 16th birthday!!! Whoooooo!!! *dances* In case you guys don't know, Alayna is one of my best friends and she's helped me through some of the toughest times of my life. She knew me all the back when I was MelancholyTears, Aimai-Kagura, and still is friends with me now as PeachesXCream. She stayed by me when I thought I couldn't go on any longer and never thought I would be able to wake up the next day and smile. But she proved me wrong, and showed me that there still are good people in this world and that someone will always be here to stand beside me. Granted, I've never met Alayna in real life, but she's one of the people I'm closest with. I can always count on her to be here for me and tolerate my ridiculousness. And, for that I thank you, Alayna. I wish I could send you to that DIRU concert today, I would. If I had a ticket, but you didn't, I would send you instead. You deserve it. Have a great 16th birthday!!!



Okay. Now onto my day. When I got to school I told Nicole how I loved my "I HEART NY" shirt because it's old and faded and kinda makes it look like it's gone through a lot. She told me "you tape 'Kyo' where 'NY' is." I started jumping up and down and squealing whenever she said that. XDDD In Orchestra we had sectionals so we were able to do whatever we wanted whenever our section wasn't playing-so I got to listen to some DIRU as loud as I could. ^-^ The rest of the time we almost had to play until the bell, though. -_- Luckily, I had enough time to write Kyo's kanji down on a sheet of paper and taped it to my shirt. >3 In Art we had to do this shading sheet that let us know how to shade stuff. XD Nice. During lunch I had to spend my first half of lunch bringing Nicole down to the cafeteria because she didn't want to go alone. -_- I love my friends, but I hate that they want me to take them everywhere. They want me to go with them to the cafeteria, they want me to go to the bathroom with them, they want me to go to their locker with them, they want me to walk around with them, blah, blah, blah. I just want to eat my damn lunch!!! D: It's not fair!!! And they kept on ripping off the Kyo sign and thought it was funny. T~T Before Science started I was re-taping the Kyo sign because it fell off my shirt and Korki stood beside me whenever I did it. Then whenever I taped it back on, she ripped it off. >_o Unfortunately, I screamed whenever she did it and the whole entire class stared at me. My teacher yelled, "dang, Rebecca!!!" I just blushed and covered my mouth and said "sorry, sir." -_- Why does this shit always happen to me? Anyways, Science was normal and boring. Took notes. Yippee. Today in English we had to present our projects. D: I was kinda pissed off at my partner who showed a clip with an ukiyo-e with sex in it. -_- It was two women (y'know, since we were doing homosexuality), and one was suckling one's breast, but we still couldn't gotten in a lot of trouble for it. I just kinda looked at him like "WHAT THE FUCK, KYLE!?!!!!!" He just shrugged and smiled. *sighs* I also did my speech but some people disagreed with me and made it clear. There's this one girl who is a real bitch and always has been to me. She kept on contradicting me and trying to humiliate me right in front of the whole class whenever I speaking about something that I was obviously VERY passionate about. I just answered her questions with a cracked smile and tried to answer politely. I was really nervous whenever I gave my speech (I was sweating and shaking from being so scared), but I really wanted to do it so I could try to get the point across to people that homosexuals are people. I was worried that I was going to cry whenever I was talking about some people were murdered for being homosexuals because my voice started to crack and my eyes were watery... luckily, I was able to hide the tears. I wasn't suprised that so many people tried arguing with me about it, since it's such a controversial subject, but I still wish they'd open their hearts. They started talking about how "they say in the Bible that it's not right." Ooooh, I got pissed. People hiding behind their religion as an excuse for their behavior is just stupid. I did get everyone to shut up whenever I said "during slavery times, the Bible also said that African Americans were against God." Except for that one bitchy girl I talked about before, though... I heard her mumble "I'd like you to show me that." GAHHHHH!!! I was so fucking angry I was about to jump over the podium and grow fangs and tear her fucking hair out!!!! ARRRRRRGGG!!! *hits head on desk* SHE JUST PISSES ME OFF BAD!!! And after I was done with the project, as I passed her desk, she said "nice job on your project, Rebecca." ALKNEOIAHGIOU0932LN;ADJAD!!! DON'T YOU FUCKING TALK TO ME, BITCH!!! She was trying to kiss my ass and get me to bow down to her!!! UGH!!! I extremely dislike her. *digs nails into the keyboard* But luckily, one of my friends came over and thanked me for standing up for homosexuals, because her mom is a lesbian. This made me feel good, like I had actually helped the gays. Rumors are gonna probably circle around that I'm a lesbian because I was so passionate about the issue... but I still don't think I changed anyone's mind, which really upsets me. I just want the gays to be treated equally. I'm a bisexual, so I partially know how it feels to be discriminated against and have a secret. I just wish people could get over themselves and love each other. *sighs* Hopefully I'll be able to live to see that day.



Hm. I don't think I have anything else to say. Except that tommorow is Valentines Day-that means I get candy even though I hate that damn holiday. XD Yay sugar!!!
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