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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Well, it seems like today is going to be a lonely day.
Yes, I'm on the comp on a Tuesday because I have no French lesson; I'm all lonely because my friend isn't in, and have no other work to do, like yesterday. I'm looking forward to my English Literature class, even if it has that big-mouth in it, disrupting the entirety of my lesson. I'm NOT going to fail English Literature for ANYONE!
Also, and interesting observation; it has come to my mind, though, I have always known this, that these sites do attract a certain type of people, not that I am proclaiming it to be wrong, but it's the young angry community, using this to pour out their woes and strife, finding people, and it helps them through it! God only knows the amounts of times that the help of others has bestowed my mind to a slight equilibrium- i.e. buffered my depression by the role this site, and people have paid. ^^
I was thinking that now, to break the void of not going to my friend's site, and reading his poems, that I am to add my own. He did always say they were good, and I hold that opinion also, but adding to that, people always say the delivery of such poems is very beautiful, and I sometimes read them bak, and can't quite fathom HOW a 16 year-old could write so eloquently.
A picture I took
And a beautiful sunset from my bathroom.
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