Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   Atreyu video!
I got a new video on my profile.It's from Atreyu and it's called the crimson.I'm in to the metalcore type of music,which is bands like Killswitch Engage,Atreyu,and I think diecast.You may not like it but please listen to it it's a really good song,here are the lyrics.

The Crimson

I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize
The darkness has been biding its time
To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To become what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips

My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through, the desire to change
The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting their jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day
And all I have is hope, and all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope, I won't give in
Just live and breathe and try not to die again.

Random question:Who is your Fav Rock Band.Mine is Killswitch Engage,obviosly.

Have a great day everyone ^_^
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

   stuff.
Sorry I didn't update yesterday or get to many of your sites.

Well,yesterday nothing much happened.Me and my friend drew went out and drove around went his house and played a bit of GTA:San Andres.Then we came back to my house so I could burn a couple of cds to give to him,and that's it really

Also,my grandma isn't doing to well.Shes to the point were I need to help her around every where but I don't mind helping people in need.

Here are a few quizs I took.

Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

60% FEMALE,I have just lost my manhood.

All of these below are great examples of me.If you want to know what kind of person I am this is as good as it gets.almost all of it is true,including the one about kids.

Your #1 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #3 Match: INTP

The Thinker You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can. Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge. Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat. A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it. You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

Your #4 Match: ISTP

The Mechanic You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations. A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent. To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable. You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people. You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

Your #5 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

Random question:What combonation of cloths do you wear the most?I always wear a plain shirt,some army pants and a black hoodie.

P.S.Thanks ruriruri and night shade for helping me out the other day.
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

   Busy day!
I don't have much time to post because today is gonna be busy.I'll check out some of your sites once i'm done with stuff.
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Saturday, May 28, 2005

   Nothing to do.
I ain't gots notin to do,I so bored.All i've done for the past few days is practice my guitar and walk around town by myself.Maybye I could do stuff with Adam and Anthony...hmm.Sounds like a good Idea,then before I go home I could get Jessica's number from Adam.

Here are some pic from Samurai Deeper Kyo and FMA.



















Bye,everyone ^_^
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Friday, May 27, 2005

   Ok,i'll admit it.
Yeah I do like her and I would possibly ask her out if we were still in school and/or I had her phone number.Wait,I could get her number from Adam(Her ex and one of my best friends)....hmmmm.Then again I don't ask her out myself,considering how shy I am at sometimes.

She's werid to,she'll basically beat the crap out of me all day then she asks me for a hug at the end of the day.

And no Dante,she doesn't have a myO account that I know of.I know Katherine does,one of her friends and one of my old friends,she was the one who told me about myO.

Random Question:How did you find out about myO?

If you want to know exactly what type of person I am read these quiz results.

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You're Deep...You have the emotion... Lonliness
residing in your soul. I stand corrected you
have more then one emotion in your soul... you
have depression, sadness, sorrow and many more
depressing emotions there are in the world, you
have it all bottled up inside of you, and you
cant take it anymore. You may have lost a loved
one that was dear to you or you had a tragic
past with your relationships. You must of been
in love before and the one you chose to love,
didn't love you back and in the end it caused
you to have so much hurt and pain residing
inside of you. Maybe it's because a loved one
that was so close to you, had died so suddenly
and you arent recovering yet still after their
death. It's tearing you apart bit by bit, but
you decide not to show anyone how you feel, for
fear that they might hurt you again. Your
personality is that you keep to yourself, more
or less like a loner, and you arent very good
at making new friends because you are afraid of
what they might think of you. You are also
scared and torn between whether to love again
or hate the world for what it has done to you.
You don't want to feel what you have felt
before in the past, because if you did you were
afraid you might not be able to handle it and
end up hating everyone that still loves you no
matter how much they showed their affection to
you. I feel sorry for you and I hope that one
day you will truly find that one person that
will heal your mental wounds and mend your
broken heart, because I believe that no one
should suffer as much as you had suffered. Good
Luck! ^_^


What emotion resides in your soul? ~with cute anime pics~
brought to you by Quizilla


Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."

The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

   She's inside my head.
Man,ever since Jessica danced with me two days ago(Read yesterday's post)I can't stop thinking about her,and when I do I get that funky feeling inside.Other than that i'm practicing on my guitar.That's it really,since this post is short and only number 5 was the only one who read it yesterday,go ahead and read yesterday's post.

What Will You and Your Couple Look Like?::male and female:: by angel_drifter
Name:
Partners/want to be Partners name:
How Long Have You Know Them:
What You Look Like As A Couple:
What Makes Them Special:	they have the sweetest personality
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

   Bumed out...
Well,alot happened yesterday.The graduation was long and boring and the dance after word was ok.Jessica made me dance with her 4 times.She didn't really make me,well I'll tell ya how it went.

Like I did and do at every dance,I just sit some where all alone by myself as usual.Then every once in a while Jessica and her friends come up to me and ask me why i'm by myself,I said "cause it's my thing,it's what I do".Then they start getting into talking about me dancing with them,then I said "I don't wanna".They tried a few atempts and failed then Jessica convinced me into me dancing with her.Then when the next slow song came on we danced and I pulled a "FF8".If you've played though a bit of FF8 there is a scene where Squall and Rinoa dance.While we were dancing she kept on saying losen up,because when ever i'm acting nervous or shy I tend to stifen up a bit.Well,it's not that I don't know how to dance it's just that there were things that made me want to stop.First,one of my friends told a lady,who is makeing a slide show DVD,to take a picture of me and her dancing,and that picture is going to be in the DVD.The reason I don't like it is because mainly I hate pictures and the fact that i'm not close to any one really.Then one of her friends took a picture,and I don't know why I didn't like that I just didn't.Then I ended up dancing with her 3 more times.

Then I literally did sleep all night last night.We had a 8 guys over at Drew's house and we stayed up all night,I literally just got back home 5 or 10 minutes ago.

Well,that's it for today everyone,bye.

P.S.I now have 630 visits and 100 gb signings!
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well,today is my last day of school and i'm gonna be busy ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL day.First I have to the graduation then after that is a dance which will take a while then after that we are going to have ANOTHER party at Drew's house.I like going to parties but I never do anything but sit around.

I've got a random question I want to ask,Have you ever tried to kill yourself.I have but I just couldn't do it.My life is so insignificate that I can't even commite suicide.
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Monday, May 23, 2005

   TWO DAYS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I only have two days of school left,today and tommorrow!I don't have much time to post,so I can't put up my brother's story again,sorry.

Well,I'm feeling much better and I also went to see Star Wars episode 3 saturday.I'm a huge Star Wars fan,and I thought the movie was pretty good.One part that I thought was stupid was when Darth Vader(or you can call him anikin if it makes you happy)finds out Pademe(How do you spell it?)is dead he does one of those big dramatic NOOOOOOOOOO's,but he did it in the worst way possibly and me and this guy,I have no idea who he is,just burst out laughing.I know it's sad that she's dead but James Earl Jones should have done a better job in my opinion.
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Friday, May 20, 2005

   not feeling good.
Well,I don't have much time to post.Sorry that I can put up my brother's story i'll do it tommorrow.Also,my brother just bought Appleseed!I haven't seen it yet but I will today,it looks awesome!

Have a nice day,everyone ^_^
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