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Tuesday, July 11, 2006


   Fanart and a Dream
I put up a new fanart, though i'm not sure I should have, I haven't drawn in a while because I got a couple of negative comments on one from a few people, and besides, I'm not that good an artist. But feel free to look at it, vote and comment, just be gentle. It didn't turn out like I wanted it to, but my sis says it's good(but I can't really trust her ^^ j/k)

I had a very bad dream:

I was in a very dark place, and I couldn't see anything. Then I saw my sister, and There were bars all around us. My sister was hurt very badly, she was unconcious, and there were some other figures there that I didn't know. Then all of a sudden, My dad showed up with a whip, and he was in charge of a jail, and we were in it. He was beating us and beating us, then we ran and jumped into a boat. The whole place was in a sea, and there was a gate kind of under the water, barley peaking out of the waves. The man driving the boat said it would numb you if you touched it, and we had to try and jump over it in the boat in order to exscape. My sister and I were in the boat, along with 3 other figures, including the driver....I was really scared, and we jumped over the fence, but the driver got shocked. His whole body was numb, so I tried to take over and I remember my dad and some other people chasing us, and I had to get away. I could barley run away. Then I drove the boat onto a golf course, and kept driving it down the road. Kellie was still unconcious in the seat next to me, and the other three were captured. My dad was still after me, I came across three of my friends, and my friend Angela took all of us into an alleyway. We hide the boat under a tree and went through the back into her house. My sister was concious again, and we both had all kinds of cuts and bruises on us. Then Angela told her mom and they were trying to hide us. She gave me a shirt, because mine was wet, but It was too small to wear so I asked for another one. She was looking and said she had a big one from her aunt, then this lady came from the Abused Child Protection Program thing, and said she wanted to inspect us. I finally found a purpleish blue shirt and we went into another room. My two friends, Rachel and Nicole, were fighting and there were three men there. Angela asked us if we wanted to play games to pass the time, but then the men grabed us and it was my dad. I screamed and we tried to get away, but they wouldn't let go, he kept on beating us to death, the lady from the agency lied to us, I was so scared, it was so real, then he pulled out a gun and shot me and I sat up in bed and I was sweating. It was really scary.

I look back at the dream and I can see a signifigance in some things that were there and happend. The sea and golf course were signifigant because my dad always goes golfing and fishing with his friends instead of doing stuff with the family. my dad abuses us alot and he's very abusive and the jail and stuff probably is a symbol that he has a hold on our lives, he controls us, abuses us, we can't do our own things. Our friends were there to help us because they're all always looking out for us and eachother. They're always helpful. But I don't understand the ending, probably because my dad is controlling and always gets in the way and wont let us do stuff....

My mom says I should be a phsyciatrist (i think that's how you spell it) Ne ways, I'll either be a phsyciatrist or a veterinarian.....

I don't think I have anything more to say, that's all I can remember about the dream. Have a nice day and I'll try to visit everyone's site!!
Cinema Bizarre-lovesongs (they kill me) - Cinema bizarre

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