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Saturday, December 16, 2006


Sad....
I'm so upset right now. I was showing my mom my latest sketch pages and stuff. She liked them. Until she got to the last page. Which had shounen ai fluffy pictures. And then she was like "Aw that's cute." Until she found out that it was two guys. Then she said "Why is it two guys?" I don't know why but now that makes me feel like I have problems. There's something wrong with me. Why else would I like that kind of stuff...

I hate when my mom does that. I draw my opinion on life and she hates it. I don't get it. And Lilyanora makes me feel even worse. It's hard to explain. But she makes me feel really bad about it. When I talk about shounen ai, she gets all creeped out. Then she goes away from me. I have no one to talk to about it because she is the only one that knows. Besides my other friend. But I don't want to talk to him about that.

No one visits me anymore. Which makes it even worse. I'm sitting here crying because of what my mom said. I don't know....Sometimes I feel like inanimate objects are the only ones that understand me. I don't get it. Gah this has turned into my emo book. Which I hate. What's wrong with liking shounen ai? You tell one person and they go "Ew that's gross." Then you lose a friend.

So please tell me your opinion on this.

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