Sunday, April 3, 2005

   Thanks Devil Child!!!
Yes, i would like to thank Devil Child,who drew me a gorgeous picture of Gerard & Mikey Way! Go check it out!! I didnt notice my inbox was full...i emptied it,so you can send ur messages right now! If you can read my last post.Next weekend i plan on visiting everyone's sites,cuz ive been too tired this week! And i am getting started on a birthday thing for Gerard! He's gonna be 28 on Saturday! The 9th! I will probably write him a letter & a drawing...not sure if he'd receive it.The website said it would be forwarrded to MCR...Cant wait till FMA comes on in half a hour.Yay!!! I saw fallen otaku was on the top something!!! Not sure what,cuz i cant remember,but congrats to her!! She deserves it,as one of the best artists on here!! And Devil Child!!! Actually, you all are wonderful artists...Well again, thanks for the lovely pic Devil Child, & congrats to fallen otaku!!
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Saturday, April 2, 2005

   Alice in Wonderland...And SO much more...
Okies,lets see...im really tired.Its Friday night.I was gonna start an MCR poster,but im braindead for ideas!Ideas,anyone? I wanna do one for the song "Best day Ever" i believe...Here's some lyrics,tell me what i should draw:
The tick tock bang of monitors As they stared us down when we mer in the emergency room.And in our beds i could hear you breath with help from cold machines.Every hour.On the hour.They drew blood
Well that was a sample of the words!! I was thinkin of doin a hospital scene,but as i said,im braindead for ideas! Guess what?! On quizzilla,i am featured in a story! Im famous! I am friend-roomate of the star,who is named w/e you want.My name is Hailey(wonder why...)I am supposed to be like 5 foot 3 & wear baggy pants(mostly black) & band tees.I got boing-boing curls,with natural blackish roots & random faded red everywhere.And the best part...*drumroll*...Im Mikey Way's girlfriend!!! Gerard was taken so i asked for Mikey & i got it! So tonite,im prolly gonna draw part 2 of my Alice in Wonderland...And SO much more series.Its just drawings.Of Alice & company like on crack or something...Not sure...im particularly drawn to E but,i havent made up my mind...if i ever in this world get a scanner,i will put of my pics! At PE, Kat walked up to me with wide eyes.Staring at my MCR shirt.I was all 'what,do you like them?' & she was all 'like them?why do you think im staring at your shirt?!' & so she likes them & we grabbed each other's arms & started screaming & jumping...I said i went to their concert & she was all 'why didnt you take me?!' when i said we sold the extra ticket.I have reasons:1) i didnt know she liked them 2) I dont know her really yet 3) i dont have her number! She walked off screaming the words to "Helena" well, her friends had to drag her away.Of course i will talk to her next week! Ive had my doubts about her group.They just scream 'POSER' but theyre cool.Cool posers...right...8th graders...I hate Avril Lavigne now! I didnt like her, but today i was on some GC site with my sis & it said all these stupid things she said! She says Christina Aguilera is a hoe & crap!!! I LOVE Christina Aguilera!! And she said she's the Sid Vicious of this generation! Then she said why should she know who the Sex Pistols are? Hello?!!!?? Im 13 & i know Sid Vicious is from the SP!!!! How dumb-ass is she?! And she says all these things she'd never do,but she still does! Then she said GC are just poseurs!!! WTF?!?!?! SHE'S THE DAMN POEUR!!! NOT KNOWING WHO THE SEX PISTOLS ARE!!!! AND INSISTING SHE"S PUNK WHEN SHE JUST SCREAMS POP!!! And she says she can jam on the guitar! I never see her on the guitar! And she said she hates preps,but why does she hate herself? I wanna give you guys the page,but i dont know it.I now hate Avril & shall start another anti-group! Long live the Red&Black & the Green&Black!!!
Yours Truly:The*BlackMariah*
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

   Gossip Girls & Gay Guys
Today at school,Sally is letting me read Gossip Girl cuz i like to read crap like that! At lunch,Juicy was wearin Shorty's shirt so she gave Shorty her pink sweat jacket & he put it on!!! It was tight,& he looked gay! It was cute though! They make such a cute couple he's just kinda short.Juicy's in Leadership & she says she should try to get an Alice in Wonderland day cuz me,Her, & Sally are obsessed with that movie!! Well anyways,i dont gossip,but apparently someone thinks i do.In 6th period,Sally & Tim were talkin about Fluffy & Nerd#1. Nerd#1 thinks they are going out.The whole school does.So did I.I continue to ask her if its true & she says no all grossed out.But they went on 2 dates with their parents!!! Nerd#1 stutters & says they ARE doing out & Carmen asked him if he kissed her yet & he says when the time is right.After school,Sally,Tim,Nerd#1,left & i talked to Fluffy.She said NO she doesnt like him.No she doesnt think he's cute.And NO they are not going out!! Cant wait to break it to him tommorow...Im evil.He might think its an April Fool's joke.Oh well,Fluffy's my friend & i dont want her to have a bad rep.! Well people were sayin that me & Sally were sayin things about Fluffy & Nerd#1 like they really liked each other,or Fluffy didnt want to go out with him...Well i'll clear it up tommorow & call Sally!! Happy early April Fool's Day!!!
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   You wanna FUCK me in bed!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!! We went to the concert! we sold the extra ticket.I snuck a camera in!! Our seats were in box 8, first row.NOt as bad as i thought...Daddy let us go off onto the general admission floor!!! We squeezed around thru Senses FAil & Killswitch Engage's performances.Then it was MCR!! I screamed hella loud when Gerard walked out! Frank wasnt there,a family member was sick:( He will be back on tour soon.Then GErard asked about the girls & i yelled cuz i am a girl.And he said "Usually they ask you to show us your tits & we'll let you backstage,but were not gonna do that" If he was serious,i probably would of(Not A Slut!) Then he said "I know what you want! You wanna fuck me!! You wanna fuck me in bed!! Is that what you want?!?" And i was like "YES!!!!" & screaming.MY little sis was looking at me.Then he was like "Thankyou!...Thankyou!"Then he said if you dont like them to get past security & get on stage & TRY to hit him.he was like "If you do,your prize is...your prize is"some guy got up & tried to hit him & got tooken away & Gerard was all "Your prize is a nite in jail!!! He's a pussy!! That was some Toys R Us shit!!!" God,he was so so so so so SEXY!!!! He drove me crazy! I sang all 8 songs without stopping.He dedicated "Give 'Em Hell KId"(my fav.song) to the girls!!! When the Used came up,girls were walking around in their bras::sluts::& someone was swingin one around.Bert was all "Put your little 14 year-old titties away!!!!" IT was hella funny!I was crackin up!! When they finished,people were leaving then MCR & The Used came out!!! Bert & Gerard were holdin hands sayin "Its a wonderful day in the neighborhood! And i wish i had a neighbor like you"to each other! Mikey had that shakey thingy(tambourine??) they sang "Under Pressure"!!! Bert was all "The Used & My CHemical Romance in the same hotel!!!" & Gerard was like "I was totally gonna say that!" They were super cute!!! I was so dizzy from MCR's performance!! When we went to the bathroom,i was talking to myself & saying 'i love them so much' It was so AWESOME!!!!!!!!! Cant wait to go to the Warped Tour!!!!!!
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Monday, March 28, 2005

   You can cry all you want to i dont care how much you invest yourself in me!!!!!!!
Today's the concert.havent left yet.We are probably gonna be late.And last nite we found ou we have the worst seats in the house.And my mom's fat-ass coworker told her to tell me if we go in the mosh pit,we are gonna get beat up.She dont know me!! NO one's gonna beat MY ass!!! Maybe someone beat HER fat-ass, but no ones gonna touch me,especially with my daddy there!! She's always in my fuckin buissness!!!! I dont care if i get beat up anyway!!! Im overprottected!!! Im gonna sneak a camera in.I think theyre allowed anyway.But if theyre not,im gonna sneak one in my bra,cuz NO ONE can put there hands there.My best friends sister told me to take a picture of Gerard! ^^:) of course!! How could i go to a concert & not take pictures of him!At least i'll try! She goes to the high school,but she's probably the only other person i'll let know all the things i think about.I hope i get a pic!!!!!! For the past week,every nite,ive been ritual-like praying.Its my own ritual.I hope it works...I'll try to post tommorow after school! Oh,and I LOVE YOU SESSHY!!!! I'LL MISS YOU FOREVER!!(to the puppy,not the demon)
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   WHEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
OK,quick one! Tommorow's the concert,cant friggin wait!!! Might be late,might have bad seats,as long as i see Gerard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Dreamed bout him & Mikey last nite!!! HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This might be the last post for a while cuz school is on tuesday! I'll try to post about the concert as soon as i cans!!!!Buh-bye!! So Long & Goodnite!!!
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Sunday, March 27, 2005

   Ya Soshla S Uma is...
Hey guys!! Ya Soshla S Uma is the Russian version of the song "All the Things She Said" By T.A.T.U if you havent heard them,you should.Dance Electronica!! They're what turned me on to dance/electronica or Rave music,as we call it! One time me & my sis spent the nite at our friends' house.They have the cable thing were there are channels of just music.She turned on the dance/electronica channel cuz i asked her & she left.When she came back, i was dancing like crazy!!! Dance/electronica is the only kind of music i will dance to!! So check out tatu if you can & tell me what you think!
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

   Blah!! Ya Soshla S Uma
Hey guys!!! I almost didnt post but i wanna post as much as i can cuz im goin back to school in like 4 days! I was too busy listening to TATU & readding a Bert McCracken story on Quizzilla!! Does anyone know what Ya Soshla S Uma means??I do!! Im gonna tell ya tommorrow, but i have to know someone read this, so comment!! Its 1:13 a.m. right now, so seeyas!!
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Friday, March 25, 2005

   Hmmm...I was bleeding cuz...
If you wanted to know why i was bleeding, here it is...I have this itching problem on my arms & it spread to my hands.I used to take sleeping pills so id be too weak to scratch in my sleep, but i ran outta pills...Used them for school...Well i was scratching my fingers hella hard in my sleep i guess! I found a little bit of blood under my fingers.
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Thursday, March 24, 2005

   Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
I went to sleep after Big O. I was listening to MCR's bullets cd.In the middle of "Early sunsets over Monroeville" I woke up.It was like 3:00.My hand felt wet & it kinda hurt.I wiped it on my pillow & my other hand but it still felt weird.I turned on the TV for a little light.when i saw my finger i screamed.I climbed outta bed & turned on the light. On my right hand next to my pinkie finger, two patches of skin was gone & it was bleeding!!!! I wiped the blood & it was raw pink.I started crying & went downstairs & grabbed a handful of bandaids.I went to the bathroom & cleaned it.I was shaking as i tried to open the bandaids.Then i put a tube sock on my arm.Why i did this, i dont know...Now there is blood on my pillow...Before i went to bed, i had written 'Im NOT OKAY' all over my hands.When i woke up hurt, i pannicked & scrubbed it off.I havent begged to stay late to meet my Gerard, but my mom said maybe.Im gonna wear red eyeshadow to the concert.Well i wanna.I dont have any, so i gotta go to the store, but i havent told mommy my plan yet.We saw The Ring 2 today.It wasnt scary at all.I liked it.My mom & sister thought it was scary...why the other nite did i have this dream: I was with my friends & i looked down at my arm & saw it was covered in blood.I drew it, its one of my favorites.I titled it "Let It Bleed" after a song by the Used.If i ever get a scanner, i'll be sure to put it up!! But i really want a nice camera so i can get started on my freaky photography.I usually take pics of Barbies doing weird, freaky things.Not like Porno!! Like using the bathroom!!! OK thats a little weird...not in my point of view...
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