Sunday, April 27, 2008

Mmm....

Well, lately I have been feeling quite dead. Numb through the day, then in brutal pain at night. Music is the only thing keeping me sain right now. And one friends. Yes, Steve. I know what you're thinking,'I though you hated him! He hurt you so bad!' Yes, He did hurt me. But, we have made nice and are closer than ever. But, not the way you're thinking. We are jusr F R I E N D S. Why is it, that your friends always leave you in your time of need? Sheesh, great friends ya know? Quote of the Day- I'll write your name on the buulet, so everyone will know you were the last thing that went through my head. Questions of the Day- Having a good day? How is life? Have a boyfriend/ girlfriend? Happy with them? My Answers- Nope. Sucks. Yep. Mmm... Kinda.

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

T.T

Zomg, it's been so long since I have posted! I still get on to check messages. I just never post. Well, currently, I am still dating Kyle. Seven months. Will be eight on May 4. <333 I am still emotionaly unstable, that hasn't changed. Probably has gotten worse. As well as my Insomnia. But right now, I am doing good. And I really want to talk to my Otaku friends. So PM me!

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

February 23, 2008

Time- 3:26 PM Date- February 23, 2008 Mood- Pissed, depressed, sleepy, Uhh... Listening to- Nothing. Quote of the Day- Today is the day when all will progress, My name shall fade, and my body will burn. Today has sucked. Not very much to say. I am extremly stressed out. I have been having anxiety attacks alot lately. And extreme break downs. I guess all the stress that's been pilling up is finally breaking through. Well, I don't feel like tlaking much today... So, I may not reply to messages... Sorry. ``~*Simply*~`` The Broken One~ Not.Like.You. [[Jada-Chan.]]

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

*sigh*

Time- 6:22 PM Date- February 19, 2008 Mood- Upset Listening to- Faithful by Fee Quote of the day- Don't have one. First off, I am listening to Fee. =D The band that I went to see at church. They are so awesome. Second off, I feel so bad for Mug. She is so upset, and she nor I know why. I wish I could help her. She is so much like me. But when I get that way, I can't even help myself, does that mean I can't help her? Or I can because I have been through it? Third off, School sucked. Kevin likes me. Suzzette is having relationship problems. Morgan is hurt and when she hurts I hurt. My arms and legs are killing me for some weird reason. I miss Kyle and want to talk to him like hell. T.T I hate people... I hate myself. Why can't I help her? I've been through it. She's my sister. There is no one more like me in this world than Her! Uughh... I think I am going to call Kyle after I get out of the shower... I'm going to go. PM me if you want... ``~*Love*~`` Not.Like.You. [[Jada-Chan.]]

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

Damn...

Time- 11:01 PM Date- February 17, 2008 Mood- Sad yet happy Listening to- Tattoo by Jardon Sparks. Quote of the day- It seems like everyone's breaking up and throwing their love away... Everyone is breaking up! First it was Alex [AK the Twilight] and I think her name was Ashley. Now it is Ashley [Deadyl Neko] and Brandon! I'm so sorry Ashley! If there is anything I can do to help just tell me. I know how much you loved him and how much he meant to you. Just give it time, maybe everything will work out. On the plus side, well... I dunno. I am just not extremly depressed. Gracie is coming back tomorrow morning. I guess that's good. It's so weird not having her here. The concert was so fucking fun. I loved it. And the lead singer was hot! [Sorry Kyle ^^'] Well, back to the relatioships... Two of my very very close friends may be breaking up... I can't say names though, I promised him I wouldn't tell her. And I am a woman of my promises. I probably wont be on much more tonight, so I'll talk to most of you tomorrow. ``~*Love*~`` Your Friend And Shield For Life- Not.Like.You. [[Jada-Chan.]]

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

Shopping!~

Time- 3:58 Date- February 16, 2008 Mood- Decent, Alot better than yesterday. Listening to- Nothing. Quote of The Day- We are best friends, we always will be, nothing can bring us apart. Not boys, not fashion, not our parents. We are true friends. Okay, I went shopping today! I got a weird black shirt with weird sleeves. I got a blue shirt with a whale blowing water out og it's blow hole [XD!] But the water is a heart, and I got a white shirt with but-er-flys on it. =D I also got new arm warmers. ^^ Kyle and I have talked alot today. O.o Right when I got home, he called. He is at his cousins house. I have my cell right beside me. He will be calling again soon. XD Christina is coming over in a few minutes. We are going to my church to meet up with a few friends and see a concert. Even though I am agnostic. It'll still be fun to see, and nice to hang out with them. My mom and I have been getting along, suprisingly very well today. We shopped together and cleaned together. And all sorts of junk. X3 I want avi art on Gaia! Grarg! Well, I'm out. Call/ IM/ PM me. ^^ ``~*Love*~`` Not.Like.You. [[Jada-Chan]]

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Singles Awarness Day!

Time- 9:33 PM Date- Fubruary 14, 2008 Mood- Irritable Listening to- Nothing Quote of thw Day- That little girl, so young and innocent, is teaching me that I do have a reason to live. Well, Gracie is leaving tomorrow. I guess she will be coming back Monday. I got several things today. I don't feel like going into the list. I didn't get to talk to Kyle today though. T.T Today was my Daddy's Birthday. We gave him two shirts and a huge cake, I also wrote him a sweet letter. [That I didn't mean. XD] I leanred thr Salior Song today!! ^^ And. Let's see... Umm. Oh yeah. I just want to tell everyone I love them and I hope they had a great Valentines day. Special wishes to: Morgan & Randy Suzette & Tyler Adam & Christina Kage & Kay Daylon & Milessa Dina & Nick Ashely [Deadly Neko] & Brandon. Hope you all have a great Valentines Day with your Sweety! And also to my singles: Alex. [I still love ya!] Kevin. Josi. [Your my Female Valentine. =D] Morgan N. Josh. Jess. [I am your Valentine Hun!] Jocelyn. I hope you all fine someone soon and have a great Single's Awareness Day! And finally to my Sweety: Kyle Wilson. I love you to death and I will stay with you until I die. We can make it through anything! And we have proven that. Thanks for never giving up on me. ``~*Love*~`` Not.Like.You. [[Jada-Chan.]]

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Stupid Holiday.

Time- 5:45 PM Date- February 13, 2008 Mood- Depressed. Listening to- Valentines Day Quote of the day- Love Doesn't Love Me. Well. Last night I had a hard time getting the baby to sleep. Thank God she is going home this weekend. I can actually sleep. I am out of school Friday and Monday. Yay. I never got to talk to Kyle last night. I tryed calling him but he never answered. T.T I am going to call him later today. Today was boring. We had a pep ralley and after that I took my neclase off to brush my hair and Suzette but it on because she wanted to and I let her. She accidently wore it home. So I wont get it back until tomorrow. Now I keep reaching to fix it and it isn't there. T.T I am still mad at Steven. And I so don't want Valentines Day to come. I normally don't mind it. But this year I am dreading it. I'm so ready to graduate school. I will be out of here so fast. Jeb is back in Oklahoma. He went back yesterday. I miss him already. Though I have to hide it. And plus I have to take care of his daughter. Umm... I think that's all. I miss Morgan, Randy, Kyle, and Alex. TT_TT ~Love~ Not.Like.You. [[Jada-Chan.]]

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I hate males...

Time- 7:52 PM Date- February 12, 2007 Mood- Hurt, Angry, Depressed. Listening to- Nothing. Quote Of The Day- I've been beaten and broken. And Still I can stand strong, why can't you? I hate males. They all suck. Steven is such as ass. He got on MSN today and we were talking about everything that happened. He made me seem like a hypocrite. What the hell is up with that? Who tryed to screw who? Who almost cheated on his girlfriend? WHO IS THE ONE WHO FUCKING LOST ALL HIS FRIENDS BECAUSE THE SHIT HE PULLED? My God I hate him... Then he trys to make his life seem bad. Ha! Try walking in my shoes bitch. I am now agnostic. I finally talked to Kyle He is grounded but whatever I am calling him soon. ~Simple~ Not.Like.You. [[Jada-Chan.]]

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Saturday, February 9, 2008

``~~**~~``

Time- 11:38 AM Date- February 9, 2008 Mood- Emotionless. Listing To- Breaking The Habit Quote Of The Day- I'm not like you. I can never be like you. I want to say I'm sorry. But I won't mean it. Well I got up about an hour ago. I so didn't want to because I new I had a long weekend ahead that I have to spend with my mom. Grarg. I am going to see my brother tomorrow. He is finally home. He is staying until Tuesday then going back to Oklahoma. T.T Oh yes, about my sickness. I had the flu. My white blood count was 3,000 when it is suppose to be 10,000. They almost put me in the hostpital. >.< I am all better now. I haven't talked to Kyle in almost a week. I haven't talk to Randy in two days. Morgan and I got in a fight Wednesday. But we made up about two hours later. It seems like we are both still alittle on edge. We had a party at school yesterday. It was fun until my mom showed. Yeah, not going into that... I sat on Daylons lap three times cause he kept sitting in MY chair. And I sat in Aj's about four times. Same reason. =D Kevin sat in my chair, but I wouldn't sit on him. He yucky. >.< And Melissa and Suzettee both think he likes me. [[EWWWW!!!!!]] Well, I am deffinatly sick of love. I am soooo close to One, telling my mom what I really think. And Two, leaving Kyle. I love him. I love him to death. But I hate the way this makes me feel. Well, I am done now. ~Love~ Not.Like.You. [[`~*Jada-Chan.*~`]]

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