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Monday, January 8, 2007


   Yawn
Not very happy today. I don't really know why, and nor do I care to find out. It's never a good thing when you're sad for no reason - it just means somebody's going to give you hell later for something you've forgotten about. Yawn.

Well I am a tad happy because Sarah Atchinson gave me the cartoon she drew of me, which is fabulous. I'm going to get my dad to frame it because it's so eyewateringly amazing. She drew it for my birthday, and it's my favourite present yet. Close second comes Laurence's gift.

Oh yes. There have been interesting developements in this area. He called up to my house on Friday, totally unexpected and said "You want to do something Saturday?" and of course I say "Yes."
So we went down town.
Actually, he turned up an hour earlier than I expected, so my hair wasn't brushed. That was sorted out double quick (FYI, I love his hair). So anyway, I had to walk my doggies before I went out, and he's so sweet he said he'd come too! That made me dance inside. My sister came to (naturally, since Lady is HER dog), and he was really nice about it - my last boyfriend kind of ridiculed my little sister, but he didn't so much. She was in full on drama queen mode, but he didn't really mind (or didn't show it). So anyway, he comes back to my house and I get him a glass of water. He sees a box of cherries and is all like "Aha I see you like cherries...I like them too."
We do actually have a lot in common. We both like manga (although he says he wishes he'd never bough Priest) and anime, and we both like sort of the same kind of movies. HE'S A TREKKIE!!! Lol. Ohhh he's so adorable.

I don't want to sound vain and I would NEVER say this lightly, but I think he likes me. Yup. ^_^

But today I am depressed. Actually, deep down I've been quite depressed since the start of last year. Yeah...but it's no big deal, it's not like I'm going to burst into tears over it. There's no point. My big sister has depression, and dystonia (I think that's the word) and all these things, so it's more important that she get's better than anything else.

I don't really know why I'm depressed. It's just...stuff. Low self esteem on top of things going constantly wrong in school, on top of my parents' silent feud with one another, on top of the fact that everything I do falls apart. Yeah. That about covers it.

But never mind.

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