Thursday, July 23, 2009

Oh dear. Things went downhill fast. The whole can't afford college and losing a job thing (and still unable to find another job) drove me rather out of my mind last night. I found a favorable alternative to cutting involving a lighter and safety pin/paperclip. It didn't occur to me at the time that during karate doing high blocks and such that my arms are completely exposed and that the kids I see while working like to ask about every single little cut and scratch. I'd really like to tell someone so they could stop me from doing it again if it seems like a good idea, but of course last time I tried that I was completely betrayed and shipped back to that stupid psychologist who did nothing but make things worse. But I'm going with some friends for sushi tomorrow night and going to see the screening of 500 Days of Summer tonight with Doug who works at the theatre, so at least I'll be pleasantly distracted for the next two nights.

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

I drove to Baltimore. Slightly terrifying, but I lived. Sunday was a mess to start off with. I was supposed to drive with Doug and Ash to the lightrail then take that to the convention center. Ash decided last minute that she wasn't going. When Doug and I got to the lightrail at 8:20 we discovered it wasn't running until 10. The steampunk panel I reeeeeally wanted to attend was at 9. So with zero help from Doug's GPS we managed to get into Baltimore, get parking, and make it to the panel. From there on it was smooth sailing. It was also the day of the little photoshoot. My friend cosplayed as Juri so we could get some pics and she mentioned that on her way outside to where we were shooting she saw a Yusuke just inside who agreed to join us. That seriously made my day~ Pics in my World, of course. And when the con was over we all went to chill at Ash's. Swam, played Apples to Apples, and I was taught how to play Left 4 Dead. Which was interesting considering I've never used an x-box controller before. Now back to reality. The reality that I signed up for my fall classes, don't have financial aid this semester, and somehow have to scrounge up $1000 to pay for them out of my own pocket. FML

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

Today: -found a Seymour cosplayer -found a Kaitou Kid cosplayer -made the photoshoot -had fun with an empty vodka bottle we found laying in the road -gave out my last sunflower to a Russia -watched second Conan movie -went to the rave and danced with random people I will leave you with this picture for now. Link! Lots more to come. I'll probably post them in a World and Livejournal.

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Friday, July 17, 2009

I found a Hiei and a Yusuke~

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

I just noticed today that my sunburn is starting to change from red to strange shades of purple. Yay, possible sun poisoning? And of course it happens just as I'm ready to wear a dress. Well screw it, I'm still wearin' the damn thing. OTAKONNNNNNNN

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Monday, July 13, 2009

Found this from a while ago. Liked it. Decided to post it. ------------------ Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to at least 10 people and include me... Pick Your Artist: Emilie Autumn Are you male or female: Juliet Describe yourself: Ghost How do you feel about yourself: Dead is the New Alive Describe where you currently live: In the Lake If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Across the Sky Your best friend is: Mad Girl Your favorite color is: Rose Red You know that: I Know It's Over What's the weather like: How Strange If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: Delirium What is life to you: I Don't Care Much What is the best advice you have to give: Best Safety Lies in Fear If you could change your name, what would it be: Opheliac Your favorite treat is: Hollow Like My Soul What is your favorite quote: Miss Lucy Had Some Leeches

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Friday, July 10, 2009

Pretty fucken pissed right now. Endured an entire day with someone who was annoying me and whose costume my mom has inevitably misplaced (we couldn't find half of it). Then the job interview I was supposed to schedule? Well I called like they asked me to. I even made note of it in my phone. CALL. Ask for _____. Well I called. She told me to come in Monday afternoon. I work then, so I said mornings were best. She told me to come in after work. That'd be 9. She said no one would be there. Then she told me that I should have/needed to show up in person to schedule an interview. Then started to ask me my availability hours when she has my fucken application. Then told me I needed to come in again and hung up. And this was the same lady who told me to call. Yeah, screw that job. People who can't remember what they said and seemed to get irritated when I tried to correct her? And who probably thinks I'm a stupid, incompetent twat? Not a good sign. The sad part is that she's the one who's losing out. She was very happy with my hours when I first handed in my application. So with a stunt like that she's just losing out on them. Time to go look for another place that's hiring. It's like ghost hunting. You think you see something and it's gone. Or turns out to be something completely different.

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Thursday, July 9, 2009

Someone at Minitokyo is REALLY bugging me. I joined a Howl's Moving Castle group. There was a post asking me to be a mod. I said no because I still have difficulty navigating the site and have no idea what I'd do. I was made a mod anyways. I was asked what I could do for the group. I said graphics. They asked if I could do coding. I said no. They sent me a PM asking to do coding anyways. Now I didn't get on that site for 5 days. I get back there's a large, obnoxious comment on my profile telling me to check my inbox and 3 messages from the same person asking me to do coding and to OMG RESPOND ASAP WHICH MEANS NOW. I PMd them back and told them to quit bugging me and asked to be removed from mod position. They PMd me back saying it'd been AN ENTIRE WEEK that I hadn't responded (5 days?! Gods forbid!), that I should have just responded (despite never seeing them before the day I did respond), that they didn't have the time to keep bothering me (you DO see the irony here?), and that I was being demoted to a member (apparently they CAN read). Sorry that some dead online group I just joined isn't my first priority in my free time. :)

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Monday, July 6, 2009

I just finished writing out my one dream/nightmare from almost a year ago. Just one of those that won't let me go. Speaking of dreams, I've been having a lot of ones lately where I'm being raped. I've had them before of course, but 4 days consecutively? I'm really surprised that I don't have a fear of men by now. Ones like these are the reason I haven't been recording them recently. In fact, I've been going out of my way to forget the details, but the feeling's hard to shake.

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Sunday, July 5, 2009

@somegirl- When it comes to my skin, I'm either ghost white or lobster red. The curse of fair skin. xD @Saelah- High five! One of my friends has what sounds like the same thing. She got sun poisoning working as a lifeguard. Not a good idea on her part. ------------------------- Things have pretty much calmed down. Helping with costumes is almost done. Work sucked ass all week long, but at least this week I get to return to my usual workplace and duties. There's still no working computer for me but at this point I don't care anymore. I used to feel bad for getting paid to do nothing because I had no way to do anything. Now I just figure hey, it's their own fault. On the plus side, I get to call Fashion Bug this week to schedule an interview. Out of the 10 jobs I've applied to since the year began, this is only the second interview I've gotten. It's a clothes store yes. I hate clothes shopping. But a job is a job and it's one of the VERY few places that's hiring. 90% of the stores here are "accepting applications". Which means you spend an hour completing them only to have them thrown into a pile and inevitably lost. I also got new bras today. So now I have 4 that fit. Yayyyyyyyyy. AND I FINALLY BEAT SEYMOUR. Final Fantasy 10 on the snowy mountain place. I've been trying to beat him forever and I finally did it. But it was bittersweet, killing my favorite character of the game. But right now I'm crampy and bleeding from my vagina so I'm leaving you with this. P:

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