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Wednesday, January 13, 2010


   im happy
aw this brings back old memories now that im back! my high school days have already past, now im looking forward to settle down somewhere with my boyfriend and hopefully ill marry him! but first things first, gotta attend community collage at scc or asu (scottsdale community collage, arizona state university)
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Sunday, November 8, 2009


   HOLY SHIT!
goddamn this net is so old school!!!

i graduated high school, i come back to my old otaku account and whoa! seriously its been forever!!!! AAAGGHH

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Thursday, June 11, 2009


In the moonlight I felt your heart
quiver like a bow string�s pulse
in the moon�s pale light
you looked at me
Nobody knows your heart
when the sun has gone I see you
beautiful and haunting but cold
like the blade of a knife so sharp so sweet
nobody knows your heart

All of your sorrow, grief and pain
locked away in the forest of the night
Your secret heart belongs to the world
of the things that sigh in the dark
of the things that cry in the dark.

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009


hmm strange...i havent been here for so long!! XD


"Hello Star Shine! The Earth Says Hello"

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Tuesday, December 2, 2008


   tsh...
alot has happened over time.

it just so happens that my mother passed away in october.

my whole family was bummed over that month.
v.v

so now things are starting to change alot recentley.

idk i fell like crap this week.
i havent been seeing my boyfriend lately. so im kinda lonely.then a new friend wants to fill that empty space. so im still not sure what to do now. i quited this school.and on dec. 1st was my dads birthday.^^

so yeah

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Monday, September 22, 2008


Love.Lies.Bleeding
iam in love again!!!


im so happy!! im back with an old ex again!!!
still pissed, but im happy!!!

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Sunday, September 7, 2008


   Tragic Black - Circuit 3


Tragic Black - "Surreal Catharsis"

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008



Dir En Grey VI by ~GIVEthemHORNS on deviantART


COUNT THE STARS AND MAKE A WISH!!!

What Hellsing Character Are You?
What Hellsing Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

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Friday, August 29, 2008




I say I love the dark
I love to be alone
But what's really in the dark
You now we'll never really know
Cause once you turn on the light
It’s not dark anymore.

I feel things crawling on me
I see faces that aren’t there
I hear voices calling to me
“Please some one help me
Isn’t anybody there?”
They say “ come and be with us”
Don’t you like the dark they say?
Is it just my mind playing tricks on me?
Or are they really there.

I can't stand it when they call to me
I don't want to be with them
Someone take me out of the dark
I hope this is all just pretend
The darkness wraps around me
Making my screams muffled
It’s like the darkness is a person
Giving me a kiss
Yet it's lips are so very cold.

I think I’m going crazy
I can't take it anymore
I run to the door and turn on the light
The darkness is no more
The faces are all gone
The voices are all mute
Those cold lips can't kiss me anymore
The light has over come the dark.

I feel the warmth come back
I don't love the dark any longer
I can't stand to be alone
But the light is now on
So what's really in the dark?
I guess we'll never know.


things went down since the bad has come back to me, now im feeling bummed-out now.....

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008


Don't act goth" you yell at me.
"That's not the way you want to be"

But what if it is I think I like it.
I don't care even if you hate it.

I am who I am and I always will be.
I like the way I am. Why can't you see?

You think yellin will make it go away?
That only makes me want it to stay.

You think I am wrong and you are right.
You want me to change, to "see the light"

I will not do that I will not change.
My life is mine, not yours to rearange.

I love the dark and hate the light.
I don't care if it's wrong or right.

I hope one day that you will see
this isn't a phase. I'm being me.

You can hate me I really don't mind.
Just remember it isn't very kind.

You want me out of your life. Done.
But remember you are doing this, you are the one

who tried to change my life and me.
Tried to turn me into something I didn't want to be.

One day you'll look back and finally know
this was teh way I had to go.

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