Monday, May 3, 2004

   Finally
Sorry about my last few uber-depressing posts. I'm finally doing better. A lot better. :)


So I went to Regina to see Derek last weekend. I really like(d) him... long story. But yeah... I didn't know he had a girlfriend. Anyways, I went to see his band play. They were awesome, but he kept ditching me afterwards for his girlfriend, which sucked. The other bands were really good too, though. There was one band from Portland who was talking to us. The one guy was really nice. Most of the girls at that show had mohawks and bondage pants (don't get me wrong, I have nothing against that; I used to have a mohawk.) Anyways, most of the girls there were shoving us (my sister, neice and I) and calling us "preps". So what if I dress preppy? Would it be better if I dressed up in bondage pants and a ripped t-shirt? Not really. Then I'd just be a "poser". Damn people. Haha, well I sure didn't see the band talking to them. Yeah... so after the show I just talked to Derek and the guy from the other band. I asked Derek to go the mall with me the next day; I love shopping with him, he picks out nice clothes. Haha, then I gave him, Neil and Tony hugs. So he showed up with Des (his girlfriend), and kept running off and ditching me again. Actually, he wasn't just ditching me, he was ditching Neil, Keenan, Mike, Erika, Tony, Chelsey and I. Haha, it was so hillarious; Keenan has this furry vest, and he was wearing it with nothing underneath it and running around the mall throwing a bouncy ball around. He got banned from the mall for a year. So, we left the mall and went for coffee. It was one of those coffee shops with the couches and such, but the one couch was packed full of people and all of the chairs were taken up. So I just shared a lounge chair with Keenan. Hehe, it was so comfy, it was like a sofa-y rocking chair. We sat at the coffee shop for like, 3 hours. It got pretty boring so Keenan and I were reading a newspaper together, haha. It was really weird... ummm... we were just kind of sitting there, and he held my hand. I'd met him once before that, but yeah... meh. I didn't mind though... in fact, I really like him. Then we left the coffee shop and went outside... he put his arm around me. It was kind of weird getting so close to someone I barely knew, but I didn't mind. So I kissed him. *blushes* Right after that, my mom called my cell phone and told me she'd pick me up right away. I was so upset; I didn't want to go home! So I just hugged Derek and Keenan and left.

I really like him. Derek wants me to go to his grad, and Keenan will be there. Haha, Keenan says that if I don't go, he'll be upset and lonely. Aw. But my mom is being a bitch... I don't know if I can go. God, like she won't even let me call my dad... fuck, I dunno. I think I'm just gonna take off without telling her. I mean, they have joint custody. I can legally live with my dad, so he can take me to Regina.

Ah, I have to go.
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