Saturday, September 23, 2006
Time: 10:07 AM
Song: A Vampire's Lament
I am the walking dead heartbreaker, my apologies,
I'm happy you'll never understand what
It's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass,
I can see out, but no one gets in
Screaming at this prison, I've locked myself into,
I'm sorry that I'm still breathing and that I'll
Kill again. But the loneliness is too much for me to handle
But the taste for fresh blood, pushes me on
The strength of not forgiving
I told myself the constant pain would ease the tension burning inside
But the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks
I will die here alone I will die
The fear of romance
The pain of living
The joy of sorrow
The strength of not forgiving
God help me, I'm so tired
But in my dreams the wolves eat out my soul
God help me, I'm so frightened
But in my dreams wolves tear out my heart
I used to be golden, a saint in a time of sorrow,
But then the turning came and I kissed
The sun goodbye, don't you get it,
It's always darker in my eyes, the screams of my brothers
Egging me on...
Happeh Birfday To Meeee~
Yes, today is my birthday. ^_^ I am officially 14. *spins in her spinny chair* XD
Well, since my mom had to work today, we celebrated my birthday yesterday. Let's see... I got 4 cards from my Mom, Dad, Grandma, and baby brother. One from my dad's girlfriend should be coming in today. I think.
Here are my gifts and stoof:
Reservoir Dogs on DVD
Went to eat at Sizzler
Yep... That's it. Nothing else. Oh yeah!! And my mom took me to see Jackass 2. IT was so fucking funny!! That was thge best movie I've seen all year!! My mom was cracking up too!! I thought she'd hate it, but apparantly, she enjoyed it just as much as I did. XD
The iPOD. Oh, God... I didn't want one, really, but it just... came to me. I can't even hook up the thing since it says I have to update my Windows software. I don't even HAVE any windows software!! Argh...
It was a nice day for me. *smiles*
Yesterday while we were going to Sizzler, my mom had to turn around because we took the wrong way. So, she drove into this car store thing, and turned around to go back out. Then, all of a sudden, this stupid driver that was SPEEDING like the fucking devil had the nerve to honk at her, just as she was slamming the breaks as he sped by. The bastard. My other birthday gift would have been that I died in a car accident. Afterwards, my mom flipped him off as he passed by after he honked, which made me laugh my ass off. XD
Okay! My theme is decided! Kind of... It will be a mix of Johnny The Homicidal Maniac, Lenore The Cute Little Dead Girl, and Emily The Strange (and other weird, dark, morbid things!!)! My favorite comics. Why? Because they can scare the shit out of anybody. But I probably won't change it until the last day of September. Sooo... wait for it!!
NB: It's my birthday guys!!
Remus: Yay! Happy birthday, NB!! *hugs*
NB: What about you, Sirius?
Sirius: What about me?
NB: Wha'd you get me? Remus gave me a hug! AND he remembered my birthday! So that's two gifts from him!
Sirius: Uh... do I have to do this?
Remus: Yes, you promised.
Sirius: Sigh... *puts on a tophat, and starts to dance and sing* Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday (DearGodIwannadierightnow) NB, happy birthday to you!
NB: Weee!! That was so adorable!! Thank you Sirius!! *glomps him*
Remus: ^_^ Awww...
Sirius: T_T (he's humiliated, but glad that he made her happy)
Picture of the Day
*Turns into a crow and flies away*