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Monday, September 11, 2006


Time: 8:15 PM
Song: Listen To Your Heart (acoustic)
Artist: D.H.T
Feeling: Depressed
Drinking: Water

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I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm...

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye...


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Hi! ^_^

Update

I've decided that I'll update each night and visit sites when I get home. It seems only fair since I barely visit and update only on Saturdays now, huh?

Kinda Depressed

I'm kind of down at the moment... You see...

I had a dream last Friday night that I finally saw my older brother and sister again. I was so unbelievably happy, even if it was a dream. I was running up to them, about to embrace and tell them how much I loved and missed them, until all of a sudden, I heard ringing.

The ringing of the hallway phone.

Then I woke up and felt like crying my eyes out. The phone kept ringing but I ignored it. I wanted to scream and cry so bad, but it was 4 in the morning and I didn't want to wake anyone up... It's been 3 fucking years!! Imagine how it feels... to... to never see your older brother or sister... They never return my calls... They never return my letters...

It's as if they don't want to remember me anymore...

I miss them. I would give anything to be with them again. Anything at all. Whatever it takes, I'm willing to give it just for them, and I don't think they realize that.

I just...

...want to see them again...

Death Note

On a lighter note, my mom finally took me to Borders. When I got there, I finally found volume 7 of Death Note. Yay. ^^ I was so sad when L died... T_T He was the hero!! The hero's not supposed to die... Dammit Raito!! *stabs Raito with a fork*

Random

I took the see-through picture code out for a little bit. I'll put it back later.

Discussion Time!

NB: *sitting quietly holding her kness to her chest*

Sirius: What's wrong with her now? She's not hyper and happy.

Remus: She's in a depressed state Sirius. Leave her be.

Sirius: DEPRESSED?!! She just saw us... ahem... KISS!! She should be all fangirly and crap!!

NB: .................

Remus: Well, she had a very nice dream until her mother's work called that night. It was...

Sirius: What? What was it?

Remus: *stares at the ground with pity* It was a dream she didn't want to wake up from...

Sirius: ...!

Remus: See that picture on the wall? The one with NB when she was a little girl with the other two people and her father?

Sirius: *looks* Yyyeah... what of it?

Remus: The girl at the top is her older sister Alicia, while the boy is her older brother, Christian. She hasn't seen them for three years Sirius.

NB: *flinch*

Sirius: Oh... so... that's why she's...?

Remus: *nods*

NB: *gets up and walks out of the room*

Remus: *stares at the closed door with a worried expression* Poor thing...

Sirius: Great... now I feel bad for insulting her that one time...

Remus: We all have things in our past we don't want to talk about, Sirius. Even you.

Sirius: ....

Remus: Anyway, I'm going to go make some coffee for her. Want some?

Sirius: *staring at the floor and doesn't reply*

Remus: ...Sirius?

Sirius: Huh? Oh! Yeah. Sure...

Remus: *nods and walks out*

Sirius: *looks up and stares at the picture* Maybe I should start being a little more... nicer to the kid...

Picture of the Day

Here is a funny picture to brighten your day, even if I can't brighten my own...
Sirius: CALL ME A MUTT AGAIN!! I DARE YOU!! Remus: Calm down... ^^;

*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail

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