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Friday, October 14, 2005
I Just Want to Get Away From Here....
Time: 8:00 P.M.
Music: Evanesence- My Last Breath
Current Mood:
They say there is no place like home...
I want to get away from my home...
So why do they say there's no place like it... if you want to get away so much...?
I'm afraid... I think my mom's going to remarry... she divorced my dad years ago, when I was 7, so now you know why I visit him. But I think she's getting married to this other guy named Stan. She thinks I didn't read their little love e-mails they send to eachother.
I told her last year that if she remarrys, I'm going to run away.
She laughed.
She fucking laughed.
I'm not even joking. I don't want her to remarry some guy that I don't even know. You never know- he might just want her for the money and a quick fix on his lust.
Fuck...
My friend Chelsea ran away one time because of the way things were at her house, but unfortunately, her mom found her sleeping on the side of the street and took her home.
I might run away too. I don't want another "DAD". My life would end right there. A kid should inly have TWO parents. Not THREE.
There's this train that always passes by my school, and everyday at PE, I tell Chelsea:
"I just want to jump on that train and get away from here..."
She nods and knows what I mean. She doesn't care if I say it a million times repeatedly. She'll always say, "I know..."
I'm sorry for being depressed, but I hope you'll ALL comment on this. Like, a little more than just 4 comments. I feel lonely and unloved so much right now...
I don't care where the train goes...
I just want to leave and never come back...
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