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Wednesday, August 31, 2005


   I'd Rather Waste My Time With You...
Listening to: I Caught Fire- The Used
Current Mood: Upset, Depressed, Hurt, and anything else that goes with the above

MAN DID TODAY SUCK MORE THAN ANY DAY OF MY LIFE!!!! First day of school ALWAYS sucks for me. First of all, the bus was late. Then, when I got to school, my teachers were pretty cool. They are really cool actually. Must be because they're all girls. XD Oh yea, the greatest friend I EVER had in my life, has now moved away from me. His name was Nathan, and he was the best guy I ever met. We had so much in common too. He has moved away, and I don't know where. He promised me that- before we went on vacation- he promised me that he'd always be there for me. To tell you the truth, I really loved him. More than a friend of course. I miss him so damn much... At least I got to hug him on the last day of school. That was really all I wanted. I was going to tell him how I felt, but I didn't. I thought he was coming back, but NOPE. He's gone and I'll probably never see him again. T_T He promised me that he'll always be with me! I will never be mad at him. No. God... I don't even blame him. I'm pretty sure he liked me too. We were really close. And to top it all off, the bus ride home was HELL. (eats 20 boxes of chocolates) At least I have some pictures I took of him. So, it's okay. I loved him and now he's gone... Here are the lyrics to the song I'm listening to.

Never caught my breath...
My head on your chest waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun and wonder where we've been

Maybe you and me so
Kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating, such a softer sin...

I'm melting
I'm melting

In your eyes
I lost my place
could stay a while
I'm melting in your eyes
like my first time that I Caught Fire
stay with me, lay with me, now

never caught my breath
every second i'm without you I'm a mess
ever know each other trust
these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing...

learning how to love
I'm melting
In your eyes
I lost my place
could stay a while
I'm melting in your eyes
like my first time that
I Caught Fire...
just stay with me,
lay with me now

you can stay and watch me fall
and of course i'll ask for help
we could take our heads off
stay in bed
just make love...
that's all...

Let's sleep till the sun burns out...
I'm melting in your eyes...

(sniff) I so need a hug right now...

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