Monday, February 4, 2008

so i've become a lazy bum. sure I'm still trying to study and I do have my clubs... which I suppose makes me not lazy. but that's not the point. the point is that during my free time I've been playing Secret of the Solstice I have two chars. Narella the cleric lvl 18 and HAWK Jr the rogue lvl 19. a pure waste of my time, especially since I have three.. make that five unfinished art projects staring at me. 2 birds a catapillar and two request arts.
oh and a BOOO on the Pats for blowing the big one yesterday.
I think i'm loosing like mad weight here because I've got too many classes that cut into my meal times so I just forget or don't have the time to eat. My pants aren't fitting and I've moved one or two notches down on my belt. :< this is no good.
I have to do a chem lab for thurs and study for a zoology lab test tomorrow and I think i have a zoology lecture test thur. and I know I have three tests next week. plants lab and lecture and chem lecture... ACH! must go study more... oh and I think the western civ test is coming up too.... shoot and marshmellos. I need to go study stuff. now.
Later loves... aka AZ
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Monday, January 28, 2008

I'm tired but this is nothing compared to how I will be after tomorrow.
So I got to tag along at the Woodsman practice today and it was really fun!! I felt like such a weakling because I couldn't throw the logs as far as everyone else or sawzaw my way through the logs as fast as everyone or even saw through them straight and not crooked. But I was decent at throwing axes and it was really fun!! So I went with my friends Ian and Tim but Logan was there so that made it slightly awkward but he avoided me like the plague which was good because I was all over the place watching everyone do there things.
but tomorrow will be hell. I have class from 8am to 8pm with a single 3hour break at three oclock. and it's my mom's birfday so I need to call her at some point and wish her well. and hope she got her card. I drew an armadillo because i is creative.
so no time for anime or manga even though I fit time in over the weekend to finish vol1 of yuyuhakasho. I joined the creative minds club as well as a dnd campaign... wow I'm getting busy.
Love ya and I'll try not to kill myself between my double labs.
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Friday, January 25, 2008

I don't feel like doing what little work I have to do. It's friday and I want to get smashed. with the tiny exception that I am a paranoid drunk who has mood swings like no other, and I have a campaign to find tomorrow. and I'm trying to avoid Wolverine who seems like he's trying to see if the waters are still warm around us. so instead of drinking my problems and weekend away I think I will fall into an artistic abysmal for which the only way out is with a pen and colors.
i have to go down town and pick up a book that I had pre-ordered, but it's cold and I don't want to leave this warm building. and I can go ice skating tonight, but it's cold and i don't want to leave this warm building. see there is a trend to my actions.
I just finished vol 1 of yuyuhakasho with scanlations and think I will find and read the remaing vols at some point. and I'm thinking of trying to find some torrents if they aren't terribly illeage to download and watch.
Oh and I got some art uploaded here, not much but I've been mostly doing nature art, so this is what you get for now.
ps. AZ, Miss you doll
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

blah blah blah.
So still no snow and it's killer cold and windy.
I just put my full schedual into my phone and WOW do I have some busy days. and thing is I could have it less busy if I wasn't avoiding people for my sanity. Ok. this is a bit way back but i remember mentioning my x-men esque problem with me being Gene Grey and having a Wolverine and a Cyclops. ok well, things happened and went terribly wrong, and to make a long story really short. I'm still with Scott Summers and Logan is long gone. with this tiny exception. Cyclops isn't actually here, he's at school in PA 5 hours away. But Wolverine is here, down the hall, we've been good at avoiding each other, but I can tell that if we do have any classes where it's a small enough group that we have to sit near each other or anything else that would cause us to be in close proximity again, everything would be back at square one.
trouble trouble. toiling in bubbles.
what's that you say? Watching Saiyuki and Lupin in college you say? Reading scanlations of Bleach and oneshots between classes? What an adventure!!
so yes i'm lazy and try not to do my work and avoid it at all costs. such as now. I have to go get ready for my martial arts club, which is in a half-hour.
later loves.
PS AZ I LOVE YOU
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Monday, January 21, 2008

because I only have one person who reads this.
This is for you Kelsey.
I miss you, and I've been awful in neglecting this place. I wish I had an excuse for my negligence but no it was just be being lazy and changing computers and loosing my book mark list.
I just want to say that I'm doing well, having fun, and it seems like a good portion of my problems have sorted themselves out.
I'm still drawing birds and monsters. Still watching my saiyuki and lupin dvds. and somehow managed to read what I think to be all of the Bleach mangas.
I miss you and will stop by on this site more often now that I have remembered and made a promise to myself.
with love,
Linds
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Saturday, October 6, 2007

I have a problem I would seem to liken to that of Jean Grey's. two really hot guys that like me and who i like back. Cyclops, the one who fauns over me and who won my heart first. And Wolverine, the tough guy who offers the protection and the manlyness that Cyclops can't. And just like the x-men, wolverine is constantly around but has bee ignoring me because of hearing about Cyclops who isn't here. I thought I solved this problem weeks ago, but hot damn its a problem that won't go away. shit. this is an anime forum not a "i'm a whiney whore" journal site.
ok, so Zaidee who lives across the hall reads fruitsbasket and i'm going to watch Lupin the 3rd when she gets back from going home. and i'm drawing a frog and some dragons... never got around to finishing my saiyuki picture... oh well.
perhaps later then.
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Friday, August 17, 2007

Ah, so no more crying, although I will be rather emotional for the next few days, until I am sequestered in Syracuse.
Thank you for the comments and I'm sorry if it was too much sadness for a single post. LittleMiko, I have the lovely picture you have inspired me to draw half sketched, and eh, it could be better, but its a WIP.
So I am in a much better mood today, despite the knowledge that it will be months until I can see my friends again. Three of my friends showed up at my house yesterday and we watched a movie and played guitar hero, then hung around on my trampoline. AZ called but my phone died :[
that and I got a comforting e-mail today from the publisher/shipping center of the mystery box and they are just now sending it out, so all my fraught was for naught. (tee hee i really wanted to say that.) and I have a fool proof plan to get them to Ben within the month, which should still work, seeing as neither of us could remember when exactly our 1year anniversary was.
My brother is getting more mangas tomorrow, don't know which ones but i'm going to abduct a few when he's not reading them >)
oh and AZ, I can't wait til we can hang out!
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

very emotional right now.
a thanks, because AZ starts like this. Thanks for being so great as to poke me into motivation. Little M. I think i will draw a few of the Saiyuki boys, a good idea hmmm....perhaps an amusing picture of them doing stuff. and to answer Im2kawaii, no I'm not engaged but I'm not leaving this guy anytime soon. and Az, we will dance until we fall over from exhaustion or until we waste away all our super fat.
Now please consider this. I am a hardened and tough girl, not given to being very emotional other than happy and angry. and i am either of those to the extreme. I am a freaking black belt too, which I'm not sure what it says about my emotional standings but I'd like to put that out there. I was raised with boys so I have been taught that emotions are for the weak. so that's what I'm like ok?
now get this.
today I spent a fair amount of three+ hours crying. the books never came in and i think they are lost. the place i think they were accidentally sent to no one was home. driving to Ben's a detour got me lost. I ended up having to drive through my least favorite town in the area (Eagle for any one who knows the place its a traffic hazard.) then i got to thinking about how it would look to show up to our anniversary and going away day sans a really great gift. I calmed down long enough to say hi and then began sniffling again. finally settled down and got to laughing at ridiculous stories. Then Ben decided to give me my gift, but first he played piano and sang "The Prettiest Star" by David Bowie (an absolute love song by my favorite artist) and I started to cry again, then he started crying which made me cry more, his mom started crying because i was crying. i called my mom while I was driving home and she started crying which made me cry while driving, then my mom and i sat on the couch crying as we drank ice tea and ate cookies.
so I'm rather unstable as far as my emotions go, right now I'm empty because I'm so tired, but i can go right back into crying or get really angry. either way works for me.

and thank you for reading about my bellyaches and my day of tears.
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

so you think you can dance?
ok so i just got back from dinner with my parents and Ben's parents, just a bit awkward. no embarrassing stories thankfully. just parents ruining any fun that i could have had.
so now i feel fat and tired and kinda bummed.
but hopefully i can hang out with him tomorrow. which will be the last time i see him in a while. college sucks.
that and the books haven't come in yet. :<
which i'm a tad frazzled about. i mean really its been two weeks since i ordered them and there is an average of 5 day turnaround.... flipping lid.
the last of the packing is for tomorrow too. and then i'm home free.
looking for a job/internship for next summer. I HATE THE YMCA. it sucks kahooneys.
so otherwise. i'm still lazy. poke me with something, make me draw or make me dance.
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Monday, August 13, 2007

the meteor shower was pretty last night, but then the clouds moved in.
My bro liked recca and deathnote... and does it make me a terrible person if i read them before wrapping them? I thought they were decent but have read better...
still packing shit for college, will this never end? do i really need all this stuff? My roomy still hasn't contacted me. and I wonder if i need a sleeping bag for camping at school. they do that sort of thing. cant wait to leave home, but dont want to leave friends.
saw bourne last night and didn't understand a thing about it. also didn't see the previous movies. oh and the chairs were uncomfortable, and my ribs still hurt from karate.
uh.... i really am trying to streach this out but don't really know what to say so i'll say i'm tiiired and want to go back to sleep, but have chores :<
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