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• Jenny
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• 1999
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• Bleach, Gundam Seed series, Inuyasha, Naruto, Prince of Tennis, FullMetal Alchemist, Witch Hunter Robin, Escaflowne
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• Publish my book, keep going on my manga and always try to find inspiration and motivation
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• Watching anime, reading manga, writing, art - mostly drawing...etc.
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• Writing and art, staying up late O_O;;
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
Random Rant # 18
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Hello! Its been a little while since I posted anything new. And I'm also in a little rush today. Why is it that everytime I post something, I do it before I have to rush off and go somewhere else? Seriously, I don't understand myself sometimes, but maybe that's the only way I'm able to update haha.
Yesterday, I felt enlightened. I was taking a walk, and I haven't taken a walk in a very long time, and I couldn't help but be overcome with a sense of peace and calmness. I had forgotten what that felt like, and it's been so long, that I had actually forgotten what a peace of mind felt like. I'd been kind of obsessed lately with finding what the significance of my existence has been, and because of that, I've just been in an odd bipolarish mood. I'd be really depressed one instant, but when something really simple happens that makes me happy I become euphoric. Man....I dunno. Obsessed with my reason for being here. On my walk, I came to the conclusion that if I have to find out my purpose, I hope that it'll be in someone else. That they I can say something like that I exist because they need me, as no one really needs me right now *sighs*
I've overcome portions of this "quest" but it's still there. I finished Hikaru no Go the other day, a most AWESOME manga I must add, really brilliant, and when I was reading it, it was like an obsession within itself it that makes any sense. Anyway I really do have to go, I have to meet my friend that I just ran into for lunch. So I hope that everyone is doing well, and having a good week so far. See you! ^_^
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