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Tuesday, May 2, 2006


   Bored and Apathetic

Wow, it's been more than a month since my last update. I've only just returned this place yesterday ^^;; because I've just been weighted down with exams and work last month...and lack of computer usage would also have something to do with it. I guess I just come around whenever I feel like it haha...

Anyway, what's been new with everyone? I hope that you're all doing well. These past few weeks have been just rather strange and boring for me. I started my summer session class of calculus yesterday. Today I met up with my friend that I met earlier this year, in ironically, the same calc class that we're both now retaking, and though I was happy to see her and everything, I dunno, it was just different. I just don't really care about the class or doing better in it. Now it's like I'm just really bored, and really apathetic to everything. I just don't feel like doing anything...and I lack the motivation to really do anything...I'm just really tired of everything that's going on in my life right now...tired of working and school...geez...I've pretty much lost interest in everything that used to interest me. Even anime! Though I still watch it because of routine I guess *shrugs* Gaaahhh I don't know what to do anymore *bashes head against the keyboard* Even now I'm just...here. Well I'm waiting for my bus. I work in a couple hrs *sighs*

Anyway...I finally changed the theme of my site to...*drumroll* Yes, the one and only Ichigo Kurosaki from Bleach. Still one of my fave characters and anime/manga right now. Hope you all like it, and now I'm just gonna browse around a bit. Later all...

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Friday, March 31, 2006


Boredom....

T__T I'm so freaking bored. I'm waiting for my bus and it'll be here in like another 30 mins so I'm like what the hell, just go to the compy lab. I haven't updated in a little while so I just felt like it lol.

Let's see, woke up this morning freaking out cuz I thought I was gonna be late for class as it starts at 8:30am and I got up quarter to 8. Then I couldn't find my keys so that took up some time and I still couldn't find them when I got in the car. It wasn't until nearly 3 hours later when I'm on my spare that I found them! It was the weirdest thing, they were in the hood of my jacket, as I was lifting it up, and they suddenly popped out. O__O;; talk about lucky, otherwise I'd have to wait longer until someone was home at my house, geez.

On another note, psychology was fun. We got to evaluate our prof for it. He's one of the best profs I've had this year so I gave him a really good rating and told him to keep on rocking the free world. Love and Peace! My friends were laughing cuz I wrote that on my comments to him XD But :__: my friend Kevin wasn't in class. I'm rambling about a bunch of trivial rubbish now so bear with me lol. I miss him!! I haven't seen him since Wed. and I miss him! Even though he told me that he probably won't be in class on Mon and Fri. cuz we can just get the notes off the internet. T__T *sighs* Hopefully he comes on Mon, I know he'll be in for sure on Wed, but I don't see him on either days I'll be sad. Cuz he's probably gonna go back home after exams and then move out to flordia next year ;__; So I won't be able to see him!! *feeling sad*

On another note, I'm definitely gonna be putting up a new theme for my site. It's been ages since I have and I've been contemplating on what I should do with it. *stares at the time* Amazingly I've typed this in about 10 mins. I think my typing speeds have gone up a notch thanks to my hours long session with msn for the first time in months last night. Man this seriously trivial crap I'm typing right now. Huzzah! XDD Bleach speacial is out, 73-74, and I've got it downloaded. I'll probably watch it when I go home.
...the end?...^_^;;

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Wednesday, March 15, 2006


   Ok! Finally an Update! hahaha...*sweatdrops*

I haven't updated in such a freaking long time, its almost been two months ^^;; I thought I should just tell you all what's new with me these days. Well as you all know I haven't been around theotaku for ages. Like seriously browsing around and checking up on people's sites. I'm sorry about that but I just can't find the time to really do so, since my compy access at home is non-existent pretty much and I usually use the compys at school briefly to get work done and check on things @_@ And I'm lazy XD what can I say? Also, there'll probably be no new wallies from me for quite some time. I don't have Photoshop anymore >_< and I wouldn't be able to find the time to make any with school and 2 jobs! Did I mention that I volunteer as well? Well I do, so now you know lol. Just a lot of crap on my plate, especially with finals just next month...nooooooo!!! >__<;; I'm also gonna be searching for a summer job possibly too, since school is done for me in april and thats when most of the university/college kids will be out and about competing for jobs. It's gonna be insane, so i figure I could stick with my 2 jobs for a while before looking, or look around and get a decent summer job before I have to compete with all the high school kids too @__@ I'll just wait and see what happens for now.

Actually I just wrote an algebra quiz that I'm pretty sure I did horribly in. Damn those proof questions! If I didn't have to prove the theorems I'm pretty sure I would've done alright. I can solve the equations but I can never remember how to do those proofs! Geez...and they also had those dumb find all the lines that are perpendicular to the plane and I had just briefly gone over that and couldn't remember anything. Why couldn't it just have been all about vectors? Ah well, next time I suppose. But my lab T.A is hilarious. He's like super tall, and in my opinion, looks very much like a vampire. It's the shaggy blonde hair and icy blue eyes and the white teeth XD I just think he's great. Today before the start of class he was showing us this little puzzle that he said that was impossible to do. Simply draw 2 rows of 3 dots, and try to connect them with one another without any of your lines crossing each other. He said that he usually plays this trick on little kids haha. "Don't tell them that they can't do it, cuz it'll only make them angry. Then they'll learn a valuable lesson like - Never trust anyone!" That was exactly what he said. hahahaha

On a sad note, yesterday I learned that this girl that I used to go to high school with has passed away over the weekend. My friend told me that and I was just shocked. She had cancer, but I always believed that she would make a full recovery from it, because one of my high school friends also had cancer, and after many chemo treatments and everything, they told her that she was now completely cancer free. She was so happy, and I was really happy that everything worked out for her, and she had beat it! So I always believed that Kelsey( the girl's name) would pull through as well. She was such a nice and sweet person to everyone around her. She was in my french class when i was in gr.10, and since I didn't know anyone, she really opened up and talked to me. She was so nice, and always smiling and happy. I didn't talk to her much after cuz she was never in any of my other classes in the following years. but I did see her at grad, and she looked so happy...I just can't believe that she's gone. It really bothered me for the rest of the day, and I can finally just express this all and get it off my chest. Her funeral is on Friday. I'm not gonna go, as I didn't really know her very well, but I know that some of my friends are going so they can pay their respects to her. But they didn't really know her either. I think it would be really awkward for me to attend, you know? I only knew her from my french class, and that she was friends with so and so, so it wouldn't be my place to go to her funeral. I was discussing this with my friends yesterday, as we all knew her, but not that well. All I can say is that she was really a good person. May you rest in peace, Kelsey.

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006


Well its been a while...

It's been forever since I last updated, so I thought I'd ought to do that soon, well, namely now. I haven't been around theotaku much these days, and when I do its just for a few minutes so I can reply to back to the PMs and stuff. ^^;; I also haven't been coming around to peoples sites either, but I'll try my best lol. Currently, I'm on this compy ban at home, so the only access I get is at the university here. I'm not even sure why I'm not allowed on, I mean, I've had restricted access for like the longest time, its really stupid.

Anywho, an update on whats been happening to me lately. Well today I saw this guy who went to the same junior high and high school as I did, and to be honest, I don't have a lot of love for him as he used to pick on me a bit >.< From the 9th to 10th grade. We were in the same band class and he was always being a jackass to me. I've never done anything to him! He was always putting me down, and nearly succeeded in making me feel stupid and worthless, until I was just fed up with it! The sad part is he was one of "popular" preppy kids, who wouldn't have been that bad if it wasn't for the fact that he was, no, still IS a complete asshole. Another thing I hated was that some of my friends were friends with him, and they were always nervous to defend me. And I was rather surprised when I saw him around campus, I mean, he never seemed the type to actually pursue a seconday education whatsoever. He smirked at me, but I just ignored him. Hopefully I won't have to see him again for a very long time! Well, a lot has changed about me since then...and I wouldn't put up with his crap now.

Hmm...on another note, I got a D in calculus. lol, not the best of grades so I'll have to repeat it in the summer. Ah well, thats not so bad *shrugs* I'm also thinking about taking a couple film courses in the summer as well, that'd be fun! Huzzah I was able to see some of my new friends around campus this past week, I was feeling sad that I might not be able to see them again! I mean, I'm not on MSN much, but I saw them, and smexy Kevin is in my pyschology class so its all good! wOOtness! ^_^ I'm also thinking about changing the theme of my site, I mean, its been ages since I've actually done anything to it. Well, thats all there is from me for now! Cya all later! ^^

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005


SNOW!!!!! And my Tribute to the Amazing Latino Heat, Eddie Guerrero

Geez, I wake up this morning to get my dad yelling at me to get up and shovel the freaking driveway. Nice dad, good way to wake up your daughter *smiles wryly* Anyway, I look outside and its pretty much a blanket of pure white O____O;; It was crazy, wind blowing the snow everywhere, there seemed to be more than a foot of snow that just appeared over the night. So I went out and shoveled the driveway...twice so far...in the past couple hrs and *looks outside* I'll probably have to go out again in another hour or so, man -__-''

Ah well, there is a positive to all of this. I'm not going to school today! wOOtness. XDD My dad was gonna force me to go, but on pure coincidence the phone rang then and my brothers said that they'd been standing out there waiting for the bus for the past 45 mins. Well, that means that there probably won't be any bus service this morning to take me to the university. XD All I have today is calculus and english, and I'm pretty damn sure that my new friends in my calc class is not gonna show thanks to the snow, so I'm not gonna bother going. ^_^ And here I am, typing up a new post lol.

Lastly, I have to say that I'm a huge WWE fan. Yesh, its true, I am a wrestling fan, its entertaining and fun to watch. I have to take this time to pay my respects to an amazing wrestler to passed away suddenly on Sunday. His name was Eddie Guerrero u_u I know this probably won't concern those who aren't into wrestling and whatever, so you won't really care, but I've been watching him wrestle practically every week for the past 6 or so years, and its like your so used to seeing them be there every week, its really sad to see them gone. Like Owen Hart. *cries* The RAW tribute show to Eddie was beautiful yesterday. I teared up inside. It was so unexpected...but your in a better place now. My condolences go out to his family and friends. Anyway, I just wanted to say this. You'll live forever, Latino Heat, as Eddie has lied, cheated, and stolen his way into the hearts of all his fans. Thank you fo everything!!! YOU WILL BE MISSED!!! YOUR FANS LOVE YOU!!! We'll see you again on the grandest stage of them all. Rest in Peace.

Latino Heat will be a Champion forever!!

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Thursday, November 3, 2005


   0ver 2000 downloads!

I was looking about yesterday and I then saw that I've reached over 2000 downloads on my wallpapers! Whoa....O___O;;..........
I never imagined that I'd be getting this many, but its cool and very interesting as well. Thank you to everyone who have taken the time to look at them and everything is very much appreciated! ^__^ *throws brownies to all*
I'm tinkering away at random wallpapers now, some Bleach here, some Gundam SEED, One Piece, and Naruto ^_^ Expect to see some of them in bit.

*scratches head* Anyway, I've been rather bored and restless lately for no particular reason. Even though I've got a pile of work in front of me I can't seem to concentrate whatsoever. Maybe it has something to do with my lack of sleep. Whatever it is, its majorly killing all the studying time that I planned since I've got two tests and big assignments due next week. o_O;; I'm thinking....possession of some sort XDD

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005


Stranger things have happened...

I realized that I haven't posted anything in a while, but then again I'm no good when it comes down to these blog things lol.
Anyway, I got home a little while ago from the university. How I got home was rather unusual, but it was pretty cool. I got off the bus to where my second job is to drop off my little "book days off" slip as I've got some tests coming up in a couple weeks, and I was gonna walk home when I hear this car honk behind me, and inside is this nurse guy that I know from volunteering at the hospital. Now he's always been nice, and out of all the nurses or porters or whatever he is, he's always been the nicest and easiest to talk to from us volunteers. We chatted for a bit and then he offered me a ride home, so I obliged. He's got a really nice car too, I must say it was awkward at first, but he's pretty cool. And I found out his name too! Yay! But the coincidence of him being there was rather interesting.

Anyway, more dilemna on my hand. This guy I'm getting aquainted with in my calculus class is trying to find me a boyfriend. I usually laugh it off, as its pretty funny, but it is still UNNERVING to here him say randomly "hey look! That guy's cute! We should go over there and hit on him!" ^___~
"Um...we? You can go ahead," I said. And if he's not off trying to point off a bunch of random guys to me, he's been playing with the idea of setting me up with one of his friends lol! hahaha I could just see that XDDD I'd scare off the poor guy. But as silly as all that, what actually bothers me is that he keeps referring to the guy I think resembles Ichigo from Bleach as my boyfriend -_-'' Dude...I like just met him a month ago, and we talk, and he's smexy I must admit, but nooo. Eh, any suggestions on how to handle this would be appreciated.

On another note, I just submitted a new wallpaper, Ishida-kun! My favourite, from Bleach. I made a couple other Bleach ones and a Kira and Lacus one some time ago. So check them out if you'd like and see how you ppl like them. ^_^

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Thursday, October 6, 2005


Grrrr...Mid-terms...>_<

Auuughrrr! I have stupid mid-term exams this month and now I'm really starting to feel the stress of it all. I have my Pyschology one tomorrow, and then I have one every other week until the end of October. Not to mention all this other work that I have to do! Man, I'm really starting to dislike university nowadays. I just had a calculs quiz today, which I thankfully am positively sure I passed,(last time I failed it miserably)this time I know what I'm doing...well most of the time anyway ^^;;;
But I'll study later, right now its like "the calm before the storm" thing for me lol. However, if I screw up on this...man I'm so screwed then, I'll be like NOOOOOOO....

Anyway, there is an upside to all of this! A month has passed and I'm starting to get to know more people in my classes (cept for economics)and they are all very interesting ^_^ I met another anime fan! wOOt! It was awesome, and we both like around the same kind of anime too. Speaking of anime, there's this guy in my calc and pysch class who looks, in my opinion, a lot like Ichigo from Bleach! Man, I was like, whoaa...*drools* So I started talking to him and even convinced him to read the first volume of Bleach! hehe ^_^;; I haven't seen him today, but I will tomorrow, if he dyed his hair orange, I'd be calling him Ichigo XDD. This other guy in my class is like convinced that I have a major crush on him, he didn't say it outright, just more subtley. I just like him, and he's cute and all, but uh...well...>_>;;;

On a last note, right now in English we're reading some passages from Dante, the Inferno. I found this cool test thing that has all the levels of hell and I took it to see which level I belong in...and here it is!
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low
Level 7 (Violent)Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Test




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Monday, September 19, 2005


   Ordinary Events...or not?

Well its been another tiresome day with all my classes. Though I really didn't have that many classes today though. I only had 3, but three is plenty when you have to sit through economics, calculus, and psychology. Honestly, I'm not even sure why I'm taking economics anymore, its really boring, and here I was thinking that calculus was gonna be a snore. But I have an excellent professor, so that goes a long way then ^^;;

Indeed, but on my way out of calculus I saw my old friend and co-worker whom I call Lee-chan! ^__^ I was so happy to see her as I haven't seen her since she quit several months ago. Yay! It was really nice being able to talk to her again, I've missed her a lot. I pretty much mauled her in a huge hug when I saw her approaching lol. Ah...good times. And speaking of friends, I heard from another very good friend of my today, well actually she sent her pm a while ago, but I've only just recieved it today. I was very happy to hear from dear Abby-chan, who is also on theotaku and has very good wallpapers as well. ^__^ She is Miss Anonymous here.

Hurray my Bleach is finished downloading! I am now enjoying a very refreshing Mountain Dew, which I call happiness. ^_^ No new wallpapers from me yet, I'm currently in the midst of trying to create a Stellar, and some couples from Gundam Seed Destiny, but be sure to find some Bleach ones in the future! Yay Bleach! ^^

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Sunday, September 4, 2005


   Shweet, here goes...XD

I haven't really done much on here but make wallpapers lol but so far I can't believe how well I'm doing with them. I appreciate all who've downloaded them, so thank you! GO GUNDAM SEED!! I am currently quite obsessed with making Gundam Seed wallpapers lol. It's so much fun! WHEEEEEE! ^___^ Currently I am working on a Nicol and also a Shinn one. I'll submit them in due time.

But other than that, I'm trying to make as many as I have time to before I go back to school. I'm starting university O___O and I'm feeling rather anxious and excited not to mention paranoid. Orientation on the 6th and 7th and actual classes begin on the 8th...thats like this week! Meep! Well I hope all goes well then...

- MysticFlame

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