Saturday, April 28, 2007

   Better

I feel a little better now. Dad cooked me some hamburgers and I watched some stuff off the Disney channel. It put me in a happier mood. That and I now know what to do about Brent. ^-^ Just be his friend. *nods* Because if I did say something to him and he didn't feel the same way, then it would create awkwardness between us and it would push him away. If I just be his friend, over time it may form into a relationship between us. *nods* I can't make him like me and I don't want to lose his friendship if I say something too soon. *nods* So its all cool. *points down* Today's other post has been solved 100%. ^o^ I feel so much better. . .. ... .... ... .. . Talk about some crazy mood swings yo? LOL!!!

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   *cries*

I don't get to see Brent for three days now...unless his schedule is different from last week. I was gonna talk to him on AIM but Aqua firgot to give him my AIM name. So. That didn't work out. It depresses me. Now my dad's home I called and asked him if he wanted to go out and eat something when he got in but now he says he doesn't want to go back to town. He didn't 'bring' me anything to eat either. I haven't eaten all day and I'm starving. We have food in the kitchen but its not anything I feel like eating right now so I guess I just wont eat. *shrugs* Its just one of those overly depressing days. *sighs* My highlight of the day 'was' going to be when I talked to Brent on the internet tonight but Aqua's forgetfulness blew that straight out of the water. I guess I can't blame her though. Its something thats not that important to her so it probably just slipped her mind. *growns* ...but it was important to me. Then she was all like...'give it to him yourself' She doesn't understand. I DON'T do that!!!!!! I don't know how much clearer I can be. I don't have any real experience with guys. ...and to tell you the truth neither does she. She has had one real boy friend. I have had none. There where a couple of guys that tried to use me, but they don't count. *grinds teeth in frustration* It pisses me off. Don't get me wrong. I'm not mad at Aqua...just the situation. Sure it makes me cranky when she tries to push me to do things I obviously don't know how to do. It really, REALLY makes me cranky...but I'm mostly pissed at myself. I think I should go jump in front of a car or something. I can't control these damn new feelings. Its like their trying to rip me a part. *snarls* . .. ... .. . Sorry guys. I didn't mean to rant. Honestly. *hugs* I will visit you as soon as I can.

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Friday, April 27, 2007

   N'awesome.

Today...not much happened. Aqua called in the morning after I got in from work(Remember I work third shift so this would have technically been yesterday for you guys.) and we set up plans to go do something later in the day once I had slept. I snoozed for around fourish hours then I got up and went to Our Wal-Mart where it was decided Aqua and I should meet. When I got there I had to walk around for a while because I couldn't find her and I couldn't echo-locate her either. (echo-location: What we call it when we use our phones to find each others exact location...Aqua's phone doesn't have good signal in the Wally-World.) Anyway...I saw Brent and asked him which way she went and he said he thought she went to check the breaks on her car. So then the search continued as I shot off in the direction of the parking lot to find our little lost lamb. LOL! I didn't find her. >.< A little while later I went and took Chris' advice and just hung out in electronics to await Aqua's inevitable arrival there.(Chris' reasoning...A. always shows up in electronics eventually.) So when we finally got together we went and bothered Brent over in the garden center for a little bit. Then meh buddy wanted to go bother other people in the automotive department. During this whole time I was starving...I wanted to go eat but Aqua insisted it would only take a short time. So...we bothered people. LOL. During our bothering of a certain person named Cam, he decided he wanted to show us his clown bicycle after he got off.(it was so tiny and cute!!) ... we 'finally' left(all three of us...Aqua, Cam, and I)so I could go and eat!!! Yea! I was going to die if I had to wait any longer!!! After Burger King we piled back into Chii(my car remember)and took Cam back to Wal-Mart so he could get his car and go home. Aqua and I spent the rest of our time at Wal-Mart until Brent got off work. THEN Aqua, Brent and I, all hung out in the parking lot and talked...until it started raining. ...and we all went home. It was an okay night. I wanted to go do something in town but Aqua wasn't feeling well so I didn't say anything to bug her. I got to see Brent though. ^.^ He still doesn't know I like him. At least I don't think he does. I haven't told him. I'm afraid to say anything 'cause I just met him 'and' I don't know whether he considers me to young or not. *shrugs* Basically I don't want to scare him away. Well that was my day for ya. *hugs* Dull no? LOL!!!

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Tonight was UBER!!!

Tonight was a lot like last night minus the cleaning of shelves. It was AWESOME!!! We finished everything around 6:28 and got to leave at 6:30!! Thats thirty minutes EARLY!!! HECK YEA!! ...and I'm off for two and a half days now! YES! *does a dance* I want to shop...you have no idea. Random I know, but I do. I don't know whaere I want to go shopping though. *shrugs* O.o I have to tell you about this really creepy thing that happened to me yesterday! *shudders* I was sitting on the internet and my phone went off saying I had a text message, I checked it of course. It said: 'how you doing' Not that strange right? Well wait for it. I didn't recognize the number so I text back: Me:'Fine...do I know you?' 'is this Hahli' Me:'No this is Amanda...whats your name' (My real name is Amanda...my nickname is Shader or Manna.) 'this is Wesly...send me a picture' Me:'my phone doesn't do pictures' 'where are you from' Me:'Ga' *getting suspicious...this is the reason I didn't give an exact location* 'Call me' Me:'(didn't respond)' '(sends his number)' Me:'(doesn't respond)' 'Do you have a Myspace' Me: 'No...hate the site' *Myspace can give away a persons location so I didn't give them mine...I have to get that off my page* 'do you still live in Ga' Me: 'not for the past 8 years...I'm from Ga' *is lying 'cause she's freaked out that some person I have never met wants to know where I live* 'where do you live' Me: 'I don't know you remember' 'call me' Me: '(is now ignoring thier texts)' *not going to call 'cause they might try tracking her phone* 'what are you doing' Me: '(still ignoring)' 'how are you' Me: '(still ignoring)' '(stops sending texts)' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` Now maybe its just childish of me...and maybe I was overreacting...but I didn't know that person and they wanted to know where I lived!?!?! by the way...the number was a 954 area code. Thats a Florida area code. I don't know any Weslys from Florida. Forgive me but that just freaked me the hell out!!! Pardon my language, but it DID!!! What would you do in that situation? *sighs* Love you guys and I will visit you at some point today. *hugs*

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

   *hugs everyone*

Today work was great! We didn't do a whole lot 'cause we only had 500 cases of products for grocery. So most of the night was spent straightining up the aisles. The other small part of the night was spent cleaning the actual shelves of aisle 8's oil department and cleaning out from under all of the shelves. That didn't take long. It was a pretty great night. I didn't get to see Brent 'cause I had to come in late tonight to shave off the hour overtime I had(over time at Wal-Mart is a no, no. You can get written up for it unless you have express permission.) Raina: I would like to be moved to the same shift and same department as Brent so we can be together but...things probalby wouldn't get done so well on my part of the work load. *sweatdrop* and there are lots of people at the store during the second shift hours. *shudders* Thats one of the reasons I requested third shift is 'cause its easier to work when not so many people are around. LOL!!! Rikku is playing with a piece of plastic. She's so cute!!! Anyway...thats whats up!! I will try to change the video and picture today. *nods* I know. It needs to be done. They have been up longer than they were supposed to. Ahah. *hugs everyone viciously* [edit] New vid. and pic. is up! ^-^[/edit] [edit2]For everyone I didn't get to today I promise I will get to you tomorrow. I have to get ready for work now. So sorry. I feel bad now.[/edit2]

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

   *hugs*

Brent comes back today!!!! *does a dance* YES!!!! I can bug him for...like the five minutes I see him before he heads home. Yea. He works second shif I work third. So when I'm coming in he's going home. I see him more when I'm off. It's pretty bad when one hangs at Wal-Mart to talk. Ahah. Perhaps he will invite Aqua and I over to his house again to talk like last week. *nods* Brent and I talked forever...Aqua eventually laid down on the bed...while we 'still' talked. *dances around* I got my hair cut. Its cute! At least I think so. ^.^ I'm getting it highlighted with black and white soon too. Yay. Well I will let you guys go. *hugs* (Does anyone have any suggestions or tips I could use for my site?)

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Monday, April 23, 2007

   *face splitting yawn*

I'm not gonna talk long 'cause I'm about to hit the sack but here's an update for ya! I didn't see Brent last night...he's off. *so sad* He's off tonight too. *is desolate* LOL!!! I kept hoping he would randomly show up to bug me like Aqua, Becky, Kipp, and dad do. I don't know why I did...I knew he wouldn't. He's OFF! Why would anyone want to show up on their off days. *shrugs* O.o I never mentioned what he looks like did I? Hmmmmm. *thinks* Well...think Yazoo from Final Fantasy VII, but with blond hair and hazelish eyes. *nods* ...and you have him! I'm not even exagerating either!! LOL!!! He's really nice. Ugh. *does a double take* I think I'm infected pretty bad guys. *sighs* Sad no? Anyway...I'm going to bed. My sites still not done but its getting there. *nods* Much loves!!! [edit] I'm pretty much done with the site...the only thing I'm really working on now is finding a color for the text that stands out against the background.[/edit]

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Sunday, April 22, 2007

   Blah.

I have officially been plastered with like...for a guy... O.o Weird no? >,< Anyway...there's this guy where I work named Brent(not giving his last name you crazy internet stalkers, you. *waggles finger*) ...and I like him...a lot. Which is pretty bad considering I actually had my first real conversation with him only a few days ago. Yes he's an anime junkie like us so I don't have to worry about scaring him away with my overactive hyperactivity in the gaming/manga/anime/reading/convention categories. LOL!!! Though I don't think he will think of me as anything more than a friend. (I know its to early to say anything yet.) ...and Aqua keeps telling me if I like him I should pursue and let him know I like him, but I have never done that before. I have never been infected with 'like' before. *sighs* I don't know what to do. He knows I like him as a friend of course, but... *sighs again* Ah well. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On the lighter side of things...I'm still working on my site. I am having the hardest time getting that text on the right side of my page to show up over the bg. I wish I could put black behind just that section of the page. *glowers* ...and I'm still fixing up the rest of it too. Oh...and if something gets cut in half again, pleas tell me so I can fix it as soon as possible. *hugs* Se ya again soon!!!! [edit] I fixed the menu...Rose pointed me back in the right direction...Though I had tried just changing the menu color before, but when I did it made my whole page black. It worked this time though so last time I did it, one of my codes must have been messing with it or something. *shrugs* Ah well. It's better now. ^o^[/edit]

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

New?!?!?!

As you can tell...I'm making a new theme. I'm trying to do something with it I haven't done before. A more happy, upbeat, brighter, theme for once. Ha ha. I have lots of work to do to it. LOL!!! ...and not a lot of time for it. Pft. So this will be changing. My friend and I are heading to town and once we get back I promise I will visit everyone who visited me on my last post and those that visit today. I sorry. *hugs*

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

   Unoriginal.

So tonight is my first night off and Aqua and Aqua is on her way over to pick me up so we can go to town(she wanted to drive so Chii is staying home tonight....poor Chii.) We are going to Barnes and Noble at somepoint during our lovely venture into the wild blue yonder...and probably the mall too. Yup. Wonderful no? So I probably wont get to everyone who visited yesterday and those who visit today until sometime later tonight. *bows* So sorry. You know I love you though, right? *hugs* See ya later!!!

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