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• since i know dragon ball
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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

   you know..
today i realized that... about everyone a know suffers... omega zero.. the girl i used to love.. my cousin.. my friend.. why?? why is all these people suffers.. i dont even know if i do suffer.. i dont even know how i feel.. today i tried helping someone.. but it made someone else mad... tryin to help someone but someone esle starts to suffer... i think i dont think about myself enough.. lately.. i had no reason of being happy.. still.. im not sad or mad.. im just.. there.. i think its the first time i realy talk about myself on otaku.. how i feel.. even if i dont know..maybe it can help me.. when i see all these people who always write their life on otaku and im asking myself: does someone realy cares about'em?? i think that maybe they just need a bit of attention??.. if it can make them happy knowing someone is supporting them.. why not trying.. why do i always keep all what i think for myself.. no one realy know me... just 1 or 2 people... tell me what do u think... what do u think i need to be happy.... money?? already have it.. friends had enough to care of.. love?? does love still realy exist? its been 3 years......4 years..... forget it. too long that a girl did love me for real... or let me know it.. as my friend said... took this from a song.. trying to love what can not love us back.. every times i loved a girl.. i thought that it was the good one... i thought i had a chance... but it was all illusions... why do girls always make you think they love you and when you take your chance.. you were wrong...
thats all for now... at least i think so by the way.. sorry for all these "..." its easier for me to right fast... for now see ya!!
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