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Sunday, October 15, 2006


I Need a Sugar Daddy


I'm getting this small aching pains in my abdomen. They are mostly these kind of dull pains, but sometimes they will intensify, slowly gathering and bunching up into a tight little fist of pain. It is a nice feeling because these are the beginnings of my menstrual cycle. Not being pregnant is such a delicious feeling. I will sit here and relish in the pain of my cramps and my lack of being with child ^_^

Sigh.

Tomorrow my father is off to Nicaragua and I will get some much needed rest from his nagging. I am very glad he is no longer sick. But he is still very annoying so yes.

I am longing for a job. This feeling of no money and this utter dependance on everyone around me for everything everything everything I could possibly need is annoying. I want to buy my things. My clothes and my books and my music and my trinkets and my furniture. I don't even have a dresser. My clothes sits in plastic bins and folded in the closet with Jeremy's which means it always ends up all mangled and messed up because he can't keep things straight. I have all these ideas in my head that are so difficult to exact with out the proper supplies. I want money. I miss counting the bills in my petite chic wallet.

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