Thursday, September 14, 2006

I'm Gonna Punch You in Your Glasses
I feel so out of touch. I'll call people and I just don't know what to say. Talking to people outside of my immediate realm has become so bizarre and I'm so bored all the time. I've become increasingly distanced from my friends, like even more so than when I was living in Chicago. I'm bored, so bored. I'm tired of TV and internet and yea. I wish I had more friends, basically. My life is stagnant and it's depressing.

So yea, things are not great. I'm still insanely poor and with no job. I'm waiting for a call back from a couple of places, but I've heard nothing yet. I just really want to be making my own money, and it's not that no one wants to hire me, but rather how difficult it's become to go out there and find one. It's impossible to get away, my mom is always feeling bad or there simply just isn't a car to get out there. It's all very frustrating.

I am at least going to school and can look forward to some eventual financial aid checks. I'm taking four classes: Survey of World Literature, Algebra, Social Science and Descriptive Astronomy. Going to school is good, it offers up a place to be other than home as well as makes me feel like I am progressing forward somehow. I am 65% done with my AA which is something. It's nice to know where you're at, although next semester I'll have to talk to an advisor to figure out what else exactly I need to take in order to be done. Transfering back and forth can make things confusing.

Jeremy is now going to school as well, which is a good thing. Our relationship in general however has been really good lately. We were having some hiccups a couple of weeks back, but then I just let it go and decided to focus on where we were and not where we were going. The future is overrated and Jeremy is dreamy.

That is pretty much all I have to say. It's strange because I felt there was more. Oh well.
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