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Tuesday, July 1, 2008


Countdown to Armegeddon!
Alrigh, not the end of the world, but I only have 1 and a half more days of work before taking off to spend some quality family time.

I went to a birthday party last night and I had so much fun. My buddy turned 24, and his roommate pulled off an actual surprise party for him. I was so impressed none of us spoiled it! Mike walked into the apartment carrying his "I had to buy my own birthday beer" 6 pack and was shocked when we all yelled, "SURPRISE!" it was really fun. I saw some people that I hadn't seen in a while and met some new ones. Most of the people there were adorable gay men. One of which was dancing with everyone and his boyfriend got ridiculously angry and jealous and made a scene. How self centered can you be, really?

Well, my lunchbreak is over, I'll catch up later.
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Thursday, June 26, 2008


where in the hell do you think you're going?
It's 1:30 am on Thursday. I really don't know as I have much to write about. Flint abandoned his myO for a world. That's alright, it's shiny. I understand...

I'm having a good time at work lately. The customers are still as shitty as ever, but I'm not hating everyday.

I'm on countdown to the weekend! Super excited. In 1 week my mini vacation starts, and while I'm not doing anything exciting, I'm still totally stoked. I decided not to mail my nephew's birthday gift, but to wait until vacation and just give it to him. He turned 10 on Sunday. I remember him being a baby! Jesus, I'm getting old.

I've finally picked up some books again. My sister gave a the start of a series by janet Evanavich. It's about a female bounty hunter who is kind of learning on the job. I didn't like about the first third of book 1, but by halfway through, I was was hooked, and that's great and annoying. Books, take this as your warning, bee good the whole way through! If it hadn't been for my sister's emphatic recommendation, I would have quit.

Jordan has been watching a lot of soccer lately. we have the soccer channel on the cable. I have never really gotten into soccer, so I don't get it. I don't know the rules, so it's not a lot of fun for me.



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Tuesday, June 24, 2008


Hell, I'd piss on a spark plug if I thought It'd do any good
Welcome to the end of Monday. I've got a headache and I wanna go home. Oh, wait, I am home. Oh well, still have the headache. I'm just sitting around listening to old CDs cause I don't have any new ones because I don't really have the passion for music that the cool kids do...

it has been like 90 degrees the last couple of days. I dislike it. It is supposed to start raining again here this week. It's raining all summer, and it's a strange departure from the normal Kansas drought that I've known since I was born. The world is coming to an end at the hands of mother nature.

Speaking of the world ending, I saw 2 movies in the theater this weekend. My god, that's expensive. I saw "The Incredible Hulk" and "The Happening". Of the two, I preferred Hulk, and I sat through the whole thing pissing Jonathan off due to my constant whisper shouting, "Hulk Smash!" I found it amusing, but I am often in the lonely club like that. Oh well.

I also had time for some videos. I watched "In Bruge" and "10,000 B.C." The former was disappointing, not nearly so witty as I'd hoped and was, in actuality, pretty sappy for a shooter flick. "10,000 B.C." bored me, and the first 35 minutes or so are useless exposition. once the action starts, it's kind of fun, but still, the story moves at a glacial pace...

I also took some time to get a pedicure this weekend, and I'm glad I did. it's nice to do something just for me, I guess. I mean, I am one of the most selfish peole ever, and most things I do are just for me, but I took the time to get this one done...

My car needs an oil change, I just can't bring myself to get it taken care of... and I need to mail the cell phone off to my brother. I'm so lazy. I literally, amongst all the movie watching, slept more this last weekend than I have in the last couple of weeks combined. It was nice and yet slightly worrisome. Why am I so tired. The insomnia was an excuse, but now I'm sleeping my life away and more tired than ever! what the fuck? really?
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Thursday, June 19, 2008


You should get the DVDs
Maybe less bullet points this time? I'm sor tired, and I have no explanation for it. I actually slept last night, and slept hard enough that I didn't realize that Jordan came to bed. I don't know what's going on, but it's annoying. It's starting to effect every aspect of my day...

I don't know where I stand with him, or what's going on with us. I think it's not better, but I think I may be being pessimistic. I'm so afraid that not only might it end, but it will end badly, that I'm trying not to pay too much attention to any goodness that may or may not be happening. There is so much of it in my head, I'm sure, no matter which side of the line I come down on. I am just leaving it alone and not give too much of a shit right now.

Speaking of not giving a shit, work is going alright. There's a girl in my section who as a personality, I don't care much for. She's just not my cup of tea. I am not the only person who doesn't jive with her personality. She however hasn't noticed or doesn't give a shit (good for her) cause she makes no indication that she's aware of it, and has never shown any malice towards any of us. I keep it to myself and I don't talk shit, but there are those that do, and suddenly, a few weeks ago, I just kind of grew the fuck up and realized that due to OUR prejudices we are alienating her, even though she hasn't done anything to us. I've been talking to her and shit the last couple of weeks. I think it may be causing the other said people to think that they don't care for me either. double-you-tee-eff, bitches. Really, Shut the fuck up and let me do some fucking work.

FLINT FUCKING MARCO MADE SOME FUCKING POSTS, go read them now.

I have heard nothing but bad shit about The Happening, but I'm still going to go see it. If anyone has seen it and hated it, wait to tell me until I hate it too and we can comiserate!


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Tuesday, June 17, 2008


I'm not saying you ain't pretty, all I'm sayin' is I'm not ready....
Alright, so today was monday, and I've got the headache to prove it.

I have been spending a lot less time online lately. That might be good for me, but I haven't really been doing anything more productive with my time. I've been cleaning, I guess. and yet my home is never clean. If I wanted it clean, I guess I should make the dogs live outside.

Did everyone call their dad for father's day? I almost forgot, but I snuck the call in at the last second. Today was older brother's birthday and I didn't call him. Drat.

Well, I've had a case of the Mondays for a couple of weeks now. That's right, I said it. Who is going to try and kick my ass? No one, cause I'm just that scary.

Have I mentioned that I kind of love my new supervisor, because I kind of do. She's way fun and she gets me. It's super great to be around her, but she is not afraid to make you be responsible for yourself...

Oh my God, so Jordan got me into Battlestar Galactica this season, the last season, and it's SO FUCKING GOOD. You should all watch a whole lot of it as soon as possible. I can't remember if there's 1 or 2 more new episodes.

Well, I took like half of last week off the phones, and I still felt burnt out. Im counting the days until my vacation that is starting on July 3rd. Except my husband has no intention of taking vacation with me... He's a bastard and I punched him, almost like I meant it.

I want to read books, but I jsut haven't had the attention span lately. television has stupified me... I should just turn off the cable and just read. that's an idea...
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Monday, June 9, 2008


Quarters are my favorite monetary unit
I've been so scattered. Let's see if I can be at least slightly coherent.

It's been on the verge of storming all damn day, but all we are getting is lightning. Lots and lots of it. You'd think I fucking lived in Colorado or Florida. If you didn't know, those are the 2 states in the USA that receive the most lightning strikes every year.

Mimmi, I posted some writing up on my World, but then I got self conscious and quickly posted something else, moving it out of the way. I don't believe in deleting though, so it's still there if you want to read it.

I scrubbed my kitchen today, and I feel kind of accomplished for that. then I cooked, but it did not undo all my hard work yet! just part of it, but it was a quick clean up.

I mentioned that my car was hella broke, right? The struts on my front end broke. My alternator and power steering belt need replaced and my rear brakes are worn. Bye-bye tax check and my thought of using it for my new tattoo or to pay my credit cards.

With all the rain we have been getting, my allergies are going crazy. I'm sneezing and my eyes are watery. It's miserable

Last week, Jordan passed out on the couch. I had insomnia and was trying to get him to go to bed so I could watch TV. Well, it wasn't working, so I took the opportunity to tell my drunken stupor, passed out husband about some feeling I've been having. What those feeling are are no one's business but ours. I just told the back of his head that he was hurting me and being unfair.

He eventually did wake up and took the dogs out, when he came back in, he snuggled up to me and asked if I had been talking to him. I told him that I had, and kissed him on the forehead. He asked what I wanted to talk about. and I didn't say anything. I just kissed his head again. since then he's been slightly more attentive. Then last night he went out and his buddy is also having relationship troubles and unloaded on Jordan. Jordan was very affectionate today. I'm not sure of the cause, or if I'm putting random events together. Whatever the cause, I'm glad he wasn't a zombie today and I hope it sticks.
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Friday, June 6, 2008


Where the fuck is my nailgun?
Alright, I haven't written anything. I'm uninspired and I sit in front of a computer all day and night, the thought of typing for pleasure is unrealistic. I can't handwrite because I won't be able to read it later.

I'm halfway through my 3rd beer, and I would rather go to bed than finish. It's sick...

my back is killing me slowly.

I kind of like my new boss, she's fun.

My giant dog got pnwed by a little kitten today

I'm double spacing to make this longer and worth your time.

Is it working?

I've been watching 30Rock because Jonathan told me to. It's kind of amusing, but nothing I need to see over and over.

I'm so relieved it's Friday, this week has seemed so long.
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Monday, June 2, 2008


YOU CANNOT STOP CONDENSATION
People who chat with me think I can't spell. You're wrong, I can't proof or type. That and my buttons are unreliable.

I get a new boss starting Monday. She seems agreeable. I'm curious. I have my fingers crossed. She likes to make Ninja references.

On to my only real complaints. I have fucked up my neck. At first it was just an, "I slept on it wrong" pain but it was still there after 2 days. It finally started to go away, and I was walking my dog. As I stepped off the curb, he surged forward. My foot landed in some mud and my body did some major jerking to keep me upright and since then, it has been excrutiating. I think I may have actually done something. I need to go to the chiropractor now. good thing I got my rebate check, I guess.

So I went to see Iron Man again today. It's that good. Every Indiana Jones commercial just makes me want to watch Iron Man, cause it's good and Indy, unfortunately, wasn't. I went to see it at the mall, and Payless lured me in with some very excellent shoes in the window. I left with 3 new pairs of high heeled shoes that I have no idea where to wear them, or what to wear them with.
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Friday, May 30, 2008


I've got 10 points! What do you have? Nothing! (unless you're Petie)
My title mean nothing to you, you get no points!

I really don't have much to report lately, except it's been raining for days and days and DAYS. I'm going to float away.

I saw Indiana Jones. I hated it. That is all. I don't even want to talk about why, I'm so mad about it.

I feel like I should read a book, but I cannot get into anything, I do want to go get Scott McClellan's new book though. That's right, I'm a nerd! deal with it.

I have been thinking of maybe starting to write something, maybe. That world of mine on theO should be used for something, right. I just need some inspiration. It's thanks to Mimmi, for both giving me a reason to write something and enjoying my entry to Literati, it has started to rebuild my interest, if ever so slightly. I still have little confidence in my own abilities.

I took a moment and did my hair yesterday, and a lady at work took a moment out of her day to tell me I was pretty. Not that I looked nice, but that I was pretty. It felt really nice, and I was touched.

That is all
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008


Exclusively for Decoration
That is what the tag in my underwear says. I find that extrememly amusing.

I'm extremely tired, and I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. Hell, lately I barely know where I'm at. I finally decided today that I am the loser child of my family. Let me whine about it before you start with the Nay saying. I'm the only one of the 4 who has not completed college or have a semi-satisfying career or lifestyle, I had an out of wedlock baby that I gave up for adoption and the one thing I thought I did do right is quickly eroding out from underneath me and I feel so lost and afraid.

Weekends are terrible, I spend the whole time just cycling between, "just get the fuck out," and, "please don't leave, I want it to work." I just don't even know what's going on in my own life or mind. It's terrible and scary and I have no idea what to do. If I harp on it, I'm going to drive up both crazy, if I don't nothing will change.and I hate that I feel like I am the only one worried about it. I hope that's a crazy though, but I'm not sure it is.

I have Memorial Day off, Blair and I are going to see the Human Body exhibit at Exploration Place. I'm kind of excited. Poor Blair, she's having a rough time of it. The Mortgage broker they were using is incompetent. They kept having to jump through hoops and then got denied after being "pre-approved" and then they started looking at something else, but the Broker told the realtor that she could get them approved, so they may still get to close on Friday. It's such a mess and it makes me leary of my own quest to becomea homeowner.

I hate working. I want to own a pet shop and not make any money but play with the bunnies and puppies all day cause I like them more than people.
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