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Tuesday, March 14, 2006


First Post
My first mood as portrayed by an anime girl- Image hosting by Photobucket
I'm a bit lost, hurt, confused. Heartbreak is normal in every teenagers life and I told the guys at the lunch table today to back off because I've sworn off guys for a little while. Of course this meant nothing to them and they continued to hit on me...
My second mood as portrayed by an anime girl-
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Always hurting at the moment I'm afraid. Why there's two moods; I have two lives now. The school life isn't so bad. But the home life is completely a mess. (First mood school, second mood home.)
For those of you who aren't aware I shall fill you in on my home life.
My mom has three kinds of cancer and her life is slowly dimishing right before our eyes. Our? My father who hates me I believe and blames me for everything. I've become a scapegoat of the family. My older brother (who will turn ninteen on 5/22). He's a dead weight to the world. My younger brother (who is eight). He constantly yells at me for being stupid and blames everything on me (not two seconds ago he blamed me for stealing something he lost). And he says he hates our mom. It's his coping mechanism I'm sure. My uncle (why he lives with us, don't ask me.). He doesn't help us with our money troubles, and he's only around to critisize me and apparently how fat I am. There's me, and there's my mom. The only two girls in the household. We have a dog, and two cats.
So yeah... That's it for now. Later all.
Two pictures of me-
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Bye for now all.
~ Emmy

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