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Saturday, November 18, 2006


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Hey ppls yeah im kinda in a wierd mood right now...ive just diceided that im gonna break up with my old boyfriend. yeah..I didnt want to break it to him just before the holidays and ruin his whole thanksgiving( cause im just so nice like that) But im gonna do it THE DAY we get back. Its probobly gonna be hard for him, he really likes me alot, but to tell the truth ive never really been attracted to him. I geuss i just felt bad for him since he lost his dad and all last year,so i agreed to go out with him. But thats what i get for jumping the gun. Hes just not my type. Not what im looking for in a man, to mellow and quiet, sure hes a football player but whos gives a fuck. Im ready to move on. And really ive found this other dude that i really like, even though i dont see him often, I really like him.....more than my boyfriend....but i geuss i can call him my ex anyway...even though he dosent know yet. Id rather have him as just a friend. JUST a friend. But hey thats what he gets for trusting a goth, when hes barley goth, we true goths are so hard to tame and unpredictable. Hee Hee Hee, but thats why guys like us. Like a bomb in a tiny little black wrapped package. But actually im happy about it! IM FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well almost free but you get my meaning....FREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive got greater expectations for the guy in my life, and he just couldnt live up to it. Hey call me harsh but thats just the way the dead lay. Its a cruel world we live in AND HE HAS TO DEAL WITH IT CAUSE MEAND HIM ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!well glad i got that off my chest. Well now im ready to move on in life. I feel the chains of that relationship falling from my shoulders!! yes finally freedom.
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