Sunday, August 20, 2006

   ATTENTION QUIZILLIANS AND ANIME FREAKS!!
ANYONE HERE IS A QUIZILLIAN?

IF YOU ARE..GO TO QUIZILLA.COM AND VISIT ME PAGE!!
MY QUIZILLA ID: 11OneDone2Many
COME READ MY STORIES,POEMS OR ONE-SHOTS!!
ENJOY READING AND RATE PLEASE!!!

P.S.JUST TO ALL ANIME FREAKS OUT THERE, BZ UPDATING ME WEBPAGE..WILL BE UPDATING HERE IN OTAKU SOON!!

CHAO>.<
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Friday, July 7, 2006

   i'm abit sad lately...so i'll be posting my poems 4 awhile
The Silent Tear

It comes at night when no one is watching.
It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling.
When it comes, your heart is at ease.
And the only thing that is on your mind, is
Now the agony can finally.
Leave

As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air.
A Droplet tends to fall.
While your memory races back to the time
When you thought you had it all.

You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul.
But the burning is so intense; that you just
Can't help but to let it go.

During the night a stain is made.
And at the same time all your pain is able to fade.
The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of
A drop that is left by a single tear.


TheFaded Rose

The rose that once had been so perfect.
Petals pleading to be touched,
fragrant with the most Heavenly bouquet.
This rose, reminiscent of another life,
was found in quiet repose,
pressed between pages of poetry.

No better place for interment
than resting in the loving arms of favored.
sonnets whose lines will recapture her beauty in verse.
The essence of rose and love will ever live on in my heart,
just as the bearer of the rose has all these many years.

This dried, crumpled, lifeless rose is all that remains of our love.
I cannot now resurrect this rose, nor our love,
but for some reason I feel the need to try.
Failures are sometimes second chances.

Gently closing the book that contains my faded rose
and the tangible symbol of our love.
I put upon the shelf all our hopes and dreams
to wait once more for another place,
another time.


Behind

Behind my eyes I softly cry holding this pain so close inside
behind my smile I slowly frown as my tears come rushing down
a feeling inside I tried to hide suppressed by my deepest fears
and I still feel the pain after all of these years
Think of what you put me through the tears I cried
and feelings that would not subside
I trusted you to no end but you betrayed me even as a friend
though I still love you and probably always will
I blame you for my heart ache and the reason my tears fell
I forgive you for the bruises on my heart
and my whole world just falling apart
but I love you for showing me the meaning in each day
and the truth behind the pain
you were truly a blessing and the reason my heart sang.


Frustrations

My sadness builds up like mountains in the sky
And let the clouds be my eyes for when it thunders i would cry
My tears would fall down from heaven so others could taste my pain
They'll know how it feels to be stuck in the rain
Sleepless nights under the moonlit sky
Drowning myself and buried underneath unliving lies
In a million words, you couldnt find to explain
How you got lost in this sudden rain
Waiting for love that was never sincere
Was some devastation mixed up in the air
When your vision is blurry and your mind create clouds
The thoughts that were unspoken was never meant to be expressed out loud


Sad Confusion

There never was a reason
Why?
Always lingering
as if a cloud in the sky
I sit and think and nothing comes
Through miles and miles my mind does run
Of memories shared
Everything that was ever said or done
I try to see
When your heart turned
Away from me
When the weather changed
From a soft warm breeze
To freezing rain tearing
My heart into pieces
Bringing me down to my knees
As tears roll down
Like autumn leaves
Forgotten
Not daring to make a sound
Confusion, Pain, and sorrow
Seem to always surround
These feelings I hide
Though in this search they seem to be
All I can find
But I still hope
You will share with me
The reason why you felt the need
To say Goodbye

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Saturday, April 1, 2006

a BIG SORRY
sorry...long time no on9 liao...
sorry so much..been bz lately..me comp broke down...no time to update..alot of assignments going on...i haven't check me mail
sorry...gotta go..make it up 2 you,k?bye.<
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Monday, December 12, 2005

..:::What type of girl are you??:::..(with pics and 15results!)
brought to you by Quizilla

Angel of Darkness. You are a very dark person and
like to be secluded to yourself.


What kind of angel are you (preferably for girls ~ PICS ~ many results)?
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