Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Another long interval
I know no one will see this, no one will comment this. Why? because the site I was so obssessed with long ago, all my good friends are gone. Amazing how I lost contact with them all.... and I come back here today to say.... my... what memories.
Some of these memories bring tears to my eyes. Knowing that I was going through so much my time here and I used this as my escape. No one ever truly knew my sadness. I remember when I was first joined this site, I was a twelve year old girl pretending to be a 14/15 year old. I'm 16 now, finishing up my Junior year of highschool. I'll be 17 in a few months though and I'm really excited for it. I changed a lot, and I can't believe the changest I've gone through.
I always viewed the world through mature eyes, knowing that life wasn't at all what people made it out to be. Yet, somehow... I feel even more mature at my age. I feel like I even know more now. Maybe it's because I was finally able to come to terms with who I am. I dress the way I want to dress, I express myself through my art and listening to music. I'm not the anti social little girl that I was years ago. I have more real friends now. Granted I still spend a crap load of time on the internet, I actually have a bit of a life now.
Visiting this site really made me look back and now I feel an extreme amount of accomplishment. I went through a lot and I love the results of it now. :]
Thanks to everyone who contributed to me on this site.
Thanks for somehow making me stronger...