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Sunday, March 25, 2007


mef..
Tomorrow might be either,
the most suckyest day or the best day..
Matters though.
I mean im sorry to everyone right now.
(yes michelle you told me not to apologize but im going to anyways)
Im sorry to andrew.
For not being there when he left.
I was sick.
Im sorry to drew.
For telling someone a lie when i was mad at him.
Im sorry Michelle.
For lieing to you once which made everything go wrong.
Im sorry to myself.
For beliving there is no one out there.
No one to help me.
Everyone turns and walks away.
Yes i know i can be a bitch.
I can be annoying.
I can be one of the most hated personin your life.
If i liked you from the start.
Then ill love you forever.
I made mistakes.
Everyone does.
Im only 12.
Tomorrows my birthday.
I'm not excited.
I hate my birthday.
Its just a stupid holiday.
To celebrate a date of birth.
Oh woo~.
What an excitement.
I have problems.
Yes unbelivable right?
No.
I just keep them all bottled up.
So what if its not good for my health?
I cant tell anyone.
They're all disapearing.
Theres no need in telling anyone,
If they're just going to leave you behind.
No one cares if i keep my problems inside.
They just think that i dont have any.
Yeah.
Lets let them keep thinking that.
Only a few people know i went to a mental instatution.
They probably dont even remember.
Yeah i tried suicide.
Im not afraid of death.
I AM afraid of whats after death.
I Have my moments.
We all do.
Mine just effect me more.
I hate it.
I feel like i should just be isolated.
So i dont hurt people.

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