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Saturday, June 10, 2006


Sad ;-;


Once again, sorry I haven't been to sites. I am happy to say that I should be able to catch up with guestbook signings and visits on Monday.

Now, today...sigh...

I like work, it's not that...though it was my first week, I had time off, and I still worked 35 hours. sigh.

I've just been kinda down.

I read the entire series of tokyo babylon (-vol1) two days ago and that kinda got me into a funk. you see, Subaru-Kun and I are almost alike. And it got me thinking about how the situation with Seishiro-San...that kind of stuff has happened to me and changed me like Subaru-Kun was changed. That got me down. Seishiro is a ... a lot of bad things that I won't say. He's an awesome character...but he broke Subaru-Kun's heart TT_TT

And then I started thinking about love and how it's gotten me down. I mean, it makes me stronger and love is the most wonderful thing on earth, but it also hurts like hell. It's hard to explain. But my beloved is moving away soon and he doesn't want us to leave each other as too serious...he doesn't want to make leaving even worse I guess but...it hurts more this way. And we were invited out on a triple-date tomorrow and knowing deep down in my heart that talking to him would be no use...I can't help crying. Oh well, sorry about that. Talk to you Monday if not sooner.

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