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Saturday, December 9, 2006
ugh..............
so so sik.....ok, i hav a bad cold, but thers more 2 it. last night i waz at my breaking point. i wanted 2 die. and i had burned, but this time it didnt last....i waz crying so hard, and my head hurt so so much. i waz eating like crazy and talking 2 my friend on the phone at bout 11 last night, since my mom waznt home. but after i hung up, i collapsed....my blood waz cold, my tears had dried on my face, my burns irritated and settled, all feverish n wat not....and my heart, beating so rapidly, had stopped. i wanted death so bad, it almost came 2 me. it waz like sleeping next 2 death's door.....but i made it through the night. and i decided 2 quit burning. so im goin 2 giv the lighter bak 2 my friend, and make him swear that no mattr how much i beg, plead, or cry, nvr 2 giv it 2 me again. i can always run across the street and giv it 2 him now, but im goin 2 wait till monday, like a test 4 myself...and as 4 my blades, lets c if i can make it out strong again. im bettr 2day, far from death, but im still so very far from being good let alone happy. but ill at least try. i wont die yet.....if u read this whole post (longest i made) then thnx......all ur advice and care means alot 2 me. well, ttylz...cyaz...
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